Udeme & Bri | Discussion Combustion Podcast | #253

[00:00:00] We'll have this discussion. Discussion, what discussion? This is a discussion

[00:00:04] Combustion. Coming to you from Denver, Colorado. This is Discussion Combustion

[00:00:10] podcast with your hosts Kevin Batstone and Arthur Rawe. And now we make

[00:00:16] class because we got three in Udame here. Hey, how fun is this? Episode 253 of

[00:00:22] Discussion Combustion podcast. I think this is the first time in in studio Mela

[00:00:26] that we've had two on the couch. This is going to be very terrific first.

[00:00:30] Well, and it's also a first for having sisters. Oh what? Yeah, sisters.

[00:00:38] That makes me happy. Yeah, so we're really happy. We've obvious Udame you've been

[00:00:44] on before. Yes. And Bri, this is your first time. Yes. And so it's a first podcast ever.

[00:00:49] First podcast ever. Okay. So this makes me happy. Okay, excellent.

[00:00:54] What kind of podcast look good? Now what kind of is it like a murder, murder

[00:00:58] mysteries on your family type of podcast? That's a good question. What is it? Like it varies.

[00:01:03] So like I there's a podcast that I'm like I'm faithful to. They're called the

[00:01:07] Reed. They've been out like since I'm gonna say like 2012 or something like that

[00:01:12] and I probably have that wrong but the host their name is Kibbeary and Crystal.

[00:01:18] They're like they're mainly like they kind of like all over the place but they

[00:01:22] discuss like pop culture and like things look on in politics and then they

[00:01:26] have like their read up and like they have a certain topic or a person if they

[00:01:30] read for Phil at the end of their podcast. So it's kind of like salacious a

[00:01:33] little bit but it's entertaining. So it's kind of current event based? Yeah, definitely

[00:01:38] thank you. That's a great idea. Current culture, things going on. Yeah, I like that.

[00:01:41] Definitely. Let's kind of what we do on our sister show Happy Friday America.

[00:01:44] We do this lightning round for for any of the viewers and listeners that haven't had a chance

[00:01:47] to see that. It's fun. Ert and I just kind of collaborate on like some new

[00:01:50] stories that we see throughout the week. It's very different than this show. You

[00:01:53] know, we just lightning round through something that we saw that was cool and we kind

[00:01:56] of you know brainstorm back and forth. There's the Wood you Rather segment has

[00:01:59] returned over there. There's a lot of fun so yeah. Wood you Rather's are a lot of fun.

[00:02:03] Okay, I know. I haven't done those. I don't think I've done a Wood you Rather before.

[00:02:07] You're not gonna Wood you Rather? Let's take a couple off the top.

[00:02:10] You're from Happy Friday. Yeah, now you go for it. Would you rather lose your cell phone

[00:02:15] or your keys? Oh no. Hey, keys. So you're sticking with the phone? Why? She's losing

[00:02:24] the keys but why are you able to get into your home with that? That's not gonna say relax.

[00:02:29] I just the reason why I thought about like my keys over my phone is like it's like depends

[00:02:39] on what is like on like my keychain. Like is it like because I've like separate key

[00:02:42] chains like is it like for the car? To all the keys? Yeah. Is your car like connected to

[00:02:48] your phone because a lot of people can enter their phone through their phone, they can

[00:02:51] enter their car, they can start the car from their phone. So it depends how you're set

[00:02:55] up. It depends on how you're set up. It does. I guess like if I lost my phone and like

[00:03:00] how am I gonna contact people to like help me go get new keys. Like I don't know I just

[00:03:04] thought about it like that in a weird way. Like what would be less valuable? And I guess

[00:03:08] you're losing your keys. Yeah. I would rather lose my, well I don't want to lose it at all.

[00:03:17] That's the fun part about the red. I'm technically speaking. I'll lose my phone because like

[00:03:24] it's not like you're like a teenager where you just got that one house key. You could

[00:03:28] have your mailbox key. You could have keys for like locks that you need or you could

[00:03:33] have your car key like on there even if you can into your car. Someone else could have

[00:03:38] that car key somewhere. Absolutely. And then yeah, your cell phone but it's like an easier

[00:03:44] way to find a cell phone now and to get your phone. Yeah, you just drive down T-Mobile,

[00:03:48] Verizon, wherever. Yeah. You get your phone replaced. Exactly. You're able to do that with

[00:03:52] your keys because you can drive there. So Kevin and I both opted to lose the car key. Yeah,

[00:03:58] losing our phones. That's easier to replace. Yeah, I think so too. Yeah. Because like

[00:04:02] she's like, yeah. And then if you have keys to other people's house, that's okay. That's

[00:04:05] okay. There's no right there's no right or wrong answers. It's just a would you rather

[00:04:09] feel like it. So I'm more difficult with your rather and it's a little risque but that's

[00:04:14] okay. Yeah. Would you rather give up sex for the rest of your life or give up hanging out

[00:04:23] with your friends? We got quite a split reaction on this one. I'm not a friend.

[00:04:27] So she is. Well, there's always that gray area on the would you rather. There's always

[00:04:36] that gray area on the would you rather of course and I remember somebody commenting saying

[00:04:40] well what you could have sex with your friends whatever that may look like so that's

[00:04:44] the gray area with the other. You could. You could see the would you rather just

[00:04:50] supposed to be tough? I'm not one of those people who would like to have sex with my

[00:04:53] friends. It's probably not a great idea but certainly an option. It is. Would you rather

[00:05:00] supposed to be tough? Yeah. That's a really tough one. And you said no sex forever.

[00:05:06] Yeah. So how I was justifying it was always like, you know, maybe like my partner that

[00:05:12] I'm intimate with like is this somebody that like I could get really close with and have

[00:05:16] a good friendship with two. So like there is that as like a potential right? So like in

[00:05:23] the would you rather like my friends got the chopping block. Yeah, I would see they're

[00:05:27] getting the chop because look girl we could be homies. You're my network. We're not best

[00:05:32] friends. You're in the network. Okay. I have a good best friend sister. I got a lot

[00:05:41] of cousins. Yeah, that's family. She's family. So that's like a family. Yeah. So it's

[00:05:46] a no brainer. Yeah. No brainer. Bye friends. So we have a unanimous decision. We're 86

[00:05:53] in the friend sex days. Yes. Yeah. I feel like most people will pick that one on the

[00:05:59] whole. That did win on the overall on our Twitter ex over there. Oh nice. We like

[00:06:04] pull it. So like everybody can participate. Yeah, everyone can participate and tell

[00:06:08] I'm telling my gosh. It's hilarious. Yeah, I don't think so especially because I've already

[00:06:14] practiced absidents. I practice. I'm often on with it. I don't just let you know I don't

[00:06:20] just let my body freely. So I would not want to like if the right person came up I

[00:06:25] would not want to forfeit. Like when those right people come up. Yeah. You know when

[00:06:28] it when the right person comes and you know, the rules. Yeah, the rules of the

[00:06:34] fall of the sea go away. Sure. So I wouldn't want to lose that because I know that don't do

[00:06:40] it that often. So what I like to do it is like a worthwhile so bye friends. That's a good

[00:06:47] break down. You know, I think that's a relatable break down. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I think that

[00:06:50] puts it clear as debt. Yeah. So that's kind of example of the wood you're out there.

[00:06:53] We do that more in happy friday. That's so cool. That's so cool. Now can either of you

[00:06:58] come up with a would you rather for us? Oh yeah. Do you know one? Can you think of one?

[00:07:05] Would you? Let's see three to five seconds. Okay, here it is. Would you rather watch the

[00:07:14] news or watch Disney? Watch the news or watch the Disney channel? That is like

[00:07:24] I'm going to watch Disney or I'm going to take Disney as well. Yeah, because they got

[00:07:32] like Star Wars stuff on there. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Exactly. You got like Barbell on

[00:07:39] Disney. Yeah. The news is like this is a pop propaganda. The news is nonsense. Yeah.

[00:07:44] I stopped watching mainstream almost 10 years ago. I still get my news. I have to

[00:07:48] stay up current events. Obviously what we do. I get my news from a couple different sources.

[00:07:52] But like the mainstream media to sit down and watch that stuff can't do it. It's a lot

[00:07:58] of fear mongering. It's a lot of division. You know, it's not even news anymore. It's opinion

[00:08:03] based. It's just some guy going to why think this? Everyone's like oh, that has to be true.

[00:08:08] I'm glad we're to the facts right? Yeah. Yeah. If I don't see if I don't see it in reality

[00:08:13] I'm like I'm a little sus like I don't know if I believe that. Yeah, you got it. It seems

[00:08:18] like they just like I don't know how I got signed up for these people magazine emails.

[00:08:22] But I have to like delete them because it'd be like the craziest headline. You get on

[00:08:25] subscribe to it. I think I need to find like some are they are they clipping you like

[00:08:30] the head? Yeah, the good headlines. I like the good. What's the percentage though of

[00:08:34] the good to the bad on? Oh, then it's going to be I'm going to have to unsubscribe because

[00:08:37] see them there. There's an answer. The bad is outweighing the good. It was like right

[00:08:41] now because like I don't know. It just be like almost random stuff. I don't want to even

[00:08:46] reminch him it but it's like a Debbie down there. Yeah, I'm going to I'm going to quote one

[00:08:50] of our guest Jade. I am she was pretty great and she said a piece of advice that stuck

[00:08:55] with me and I'm pretty sure it's stuck with you. Oh yeah, I think about it almost daily

[00:08:58] yeah if it's not a hell yes. It's a no. Oh my gosh. I liked that one. Okay. Yeah,

[00:09:03] she was good. I forgot her name. Yeah. I like that a lot. Yeah. She's awesome. She was

[00:09:09] legit. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. It has to be a hell yeah. Yeah. If it's not a hell yeah then

[00:09:13] it's a no because a lot of people now I think everyone wants to be nice which is understandable

[00:09:17] we live in a society where we're trying to coexist and people are time saying no and sometimes

[00:09:22] the power of no is the power. Yeah, I think so too because we get forced into situations

[00:09:26] like I don't really want to do that but I don't know how to say no. Yeah. You learn how

[00:09:29] to do that which did take me a while. Took me in the late 20s and early 30s to figure

[00:09:33] that out. Ask Art. I tell him no all the time. Yes, I actually told him earlier that he's

[00:09:38] one of the most stubborn out of the friend group. Oh no. I'm not that I'm not that

[00:09:44] gemini thing. I probably do say no to a lot of things. What do you do? But I do say yes

[00:09:54] to if I feel like planned but I don't know I've been saying like notice some people's

[00:10:01] like parties if I'm like it's not that's not a real party. Yeah, we get together to have

[00:10:06] food. You can't put party on there where's the DJ? Okay, I see a parameters of what

[00:10:10] could be part of party parameters party parameters. Yeah, we're going to take me to go and like

[00:10:18] if I if I'm going to be getting just up and like you know going and being interactive

[00:10:23] with people the food has to be good the music has to be alright at least have to like vibe

[00:10:28] with the people and actually be comfortable with them that has to be on point and I use

[00:10:32] to let myself be forced into things like come on day may just come. Come on day may

[00:10:38] just some fun and I'm like okay I'll go like girl because you know I'll be bored if

[00:10:42] you don't kind of okay fine I'll go with you and then I'm like that was horrible.

[00:10:46] And then you're not enjoying it yeah or you're like you're the main like source of energies

[00:10:51] everyone's like yeah like you're like talk to me like to put it after you're like wait

[00:10:56] what was that exactly like that's how to do that I don't like that

[00:11:00] well then when you start saying no it doesn't actually hurt anyone's feelings it actually

[00:11:06] like creates this scarcity of your time so then it puts a bigger value on yourself

[00:11:12] yeah because you're like you're like nah I can't and then people are like oh why can't

[00:11:16] you yeah why can't they come yeah um you know and then I know Kevin would be like he's

[00:11:21] like I'm busy is what Kevin would say and I'm busy and then I would say the same thing

[00:11:25] that it's like hey if you make my calendar like if I put it on my calendar I'll be there yeah

[00:11:31] let me know in a van yeah yeah yeah what's that reminds me when you said earlier you're like

[00:11:36] everybody wants to be nice yeah I have been addressing that in a relationship with like being nice

[00:11:41] because I think I like old friend I said like it's okay to like be kind but being nice is kind of

[00:11:48] I would say like synonymous to like people using we're like you just want to just be like

[00:11:52] viewed as a nice person and do all these nice things but then like you're not honoring yourself

[00:11:57] so recently I've been like kind of just teaching myself like it's better to be a kind person

[00:12:01] than a nice person yeah I don't want people walking all over me and I don't want to walk

[00:12:05] over people and I just want to be in a place where I'm like I don't feel like I have to say yes

[00:12:10] everything like kind of what you guys are just talking about like I should be able to say no

[00:12:14] still be a kind person like I need to be like going on my way to like people please because then that

[00:12:18] can even be like in a way like a little bit manipulative like why am I just trying to please

[00:12:24] everyone and why am I still concerned how I'm being perceived when I'm just like I'm not honoring

[00:12:28] myself that's like been something I've been adjusting a lot that's good that is good things reflect

[00:12:33] on people will take advantage of that yeah absolutely you know they do reflect like old relationships

[00:12:38] like whether be like personal professional you're like damn I was why I say yes to that like

[00:12:44] you kind of like how like these like regrets were like you're reflecting and like I could have

[00:12:49] said no and like I wonder how relationship would be versus like me saying yes everything the moment

[00:12:53] I say no it's like it's like I never said yes that's a good deal but that is a big thing

[00:13:00] on face all yeah it's a good deal yeah power back yeah you know like that falls into

[00:13:06] the particular party parameters yeah yeah it does so for example last weekend last Saturday

[00:13:15] I open up my apartment to my friends and stuff but on this particular evening I was like

[00:13:21] I want some solitude like I want Arthur time yeah and my peer and my peer group is hitting me up

[00:13:26] like hey you know what's up what's up and I'm just like nah not tonight and once once I

[00:13:32] said definitive no I felt so good I like enjoyed my evening so much by myself yeah that it was

[00:13:43] it was fantastic it was just fantastic so yeah I did I did like I turned on the cool galaxy lights

[00:13:51] I turned on the galaxy lights like you know I started like eating some sweets I went and got ice

[00:13:58] for you know I had a little treat did you have a good show on I just like music which way um you

[00:14:03] know I think it was I think I watched a little bit of the show okay I think oh but it was like

[00:14:08] you know probably some top 10 video game stuff okay now you know just getting into like the lists

[00:14:13] good for some like the video game lists are fun that's good I used to be a gamer play all the time

[00:14:18] I don't really play anymore but I still like having to interest in video games so I like to watch

[00:14:22] videos on video games but I don't necessarily play them but the more the story is saying no

[00:14:28] like led to a really awesome night opposed to like what you're talking about Udemy you go out

[00:14:32] and then you're like ah that party was I wish I would have said no like why not just say no

[00:14:37] the chicken wings are cold chicken wings were cold well where's my damn time

[00:14:43] bring me I've called chicken wings with even DJ here that's like big for no DJs it's just like

[00:14:48] isn't music in me good I need it I need it I need good music I'm gonna be I have to have good

[00:14:52] food it's probably because I used to throw a lot of parties on high school so I'm a total

[00:14:56] lot of parties gas so I know how to entertain I don't like to bring people over if it's not like

[00:15:01] a vibe and if it's a small get together I'm gonna tell you it's small once you come over

[00:15:04] no what what's the small get together like what's the maximum amount of people out of small

[00:15:10] get together currently in my life

[00:15:16] the most important at my heart is that

[00:15:20] like that if this is our current because I know like when I get I feel like when I get older I

[00:15:25] might be more open to like having more people like in my home okay like at one time but right

[00:15:31] now it's like maybe five yeah five women whether a little children or adults you know

[00:15:38] I mean that's a decent amount of people yeah yeah that is a pretty good job everyone feel like

[00:15:44] you did the volume control is a little bit more manageable yeah yeah it's someone's walking

[00:15:48] to hey tell what you go over there yeah sorry can't go nope that's a do not enter zone yeah

[00:15:54] yeah the door is shut for a reason yeah I don't like nosy guys mmm these are open like

[00:16:00] covered oh yeah no we don't allow that yeah that bothers me sometimes I think because I'm not

[00:16:07] nosy that someone else is not gonna be nosy and then I regret it and I'm like I've been there as

[00:16:12] this like I just cuz I would have to do it doesn't mean that they would do yeah you know

[00:16:17] so yeah people get nosy they go in the bathroom they're starting to look around what kind of

[00:16:21] right you know farm as soon as we got here yeah gosh is using yeah but for like a big party though

[00:16:28] I would want I want to have like a big party for like my first art exhibit and I want my um

[00:16:34] I have a cousin DJ Katie Jay above shout out to you shout out to you so Katie Jay above my cousin

[00:16:41] through marriage but yes my cousin um I would have him DJ because he used to DJ my parties back in high

[00:16:47] school and I would invite just a lot of people and a lot of like probably more popular like

[00:16:54] call ratting people so like you guys would be on the list okay some other people that I know

[00:17:00] and then I would want I don't know who would have catered food maybe something Jamaican oh that sounds

[00:17:06] good yeah Jamaican food is really really good and you could scoop it and eat it and just like

[00:17:11] okay cool yeah how it'd be simple but not at my house it would have to be

[00:17:18] out of venue you know that's what I wanted to eat yeah like a big people in security and if I

[00:17:23] didn't invite you and if I don't like you can't go to the party yeah sorry so someone's got a man

[00:17:28] in the front door yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah I had a girl removed from my party oh really

[00:17:36] yeah like ounces on me yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah and then like one of my friends back then I was

[00:17:46] gonna do another name drop no name drops oh you give them if it's positive name drops yeah

[00:17:52] she has a positive name she doesn't even she's like even with that girl no more I won't name the

[00:17:56] girls name okay my alien what is his rap name why okay I forgot see because I just knew him I

[00:18:05] you know I just know him I knew him in a personal of us of guys rap name that's very but him he had

[00:18:11] to like beg me to like no please don't let her leave they may like like her say else like she said

[00:18:17] someone she said did it to me last year and I never forgot like this girl this girl but she said

[00:18:24] some so smart to me out of nowhere so like and we were not being so nice and have you ever have

[00:18:30] that like where you're like you still shield and someone checks to like play you like yeah

[00:18:34] and you're like you know I was just like I was just so I thought we were having a good vibe

[00:18:39] just gonna try to like oh yeah with it all time yeah yeah yeah life in the big city right exactly

[00:18:44] so it's one of those moments like they're trying to get like a one-up yep and I never forgot it

[00:18:49] I never forgot but what if like what if she came to you and was like hey you know I've realized

[00:18:54] I was out of line that time you know if she came to you like that would you rekindle like a friendship

[00:19:00] or something and she you know what's so funny she did do that that night oh but that was like

[00:19:06] reactive based on getting kicked out that's true it was reactive based off of that okay but if

[00:19:12] it was like in in this life now I would definitely forgive her because we're definitely it's been

[00:19:18] a long time that was like I was 16 I'm 33 now I'll forgive her now but traveling back to my

[00:19:24] 16-year-old petty brain that was the reason that was my mean girl moment kick you out of my party girl

[00:19:33] by but she got to say thank goodness because she was connected it was it was I wasn't

[00:19:41] bridging a George but I was who day made that bitch so I have to learn now just because you know

[00:19:51] our parties we really at that time in my high school I had like the really good party yeah

[00:19:55] you know well that was an example of you standing up and saying no yeah saying no I was

[00:20:01] saying radicals you do it I'm like yeah power of no yes power of no it's been it's been holding true

[00:20:06] for decades yeah a long time it just shows that you value you know your your space what you know

[00:20:14] what you are trying to do say no you know because everyone's gonna try to twist your oh come on yeah

[00:20:19] and if you give into that's like and then the coin flip thing came in so our friend's circle started

[00:20:25] well it's full of coin on it and I got really like doing that I got really behind this for a while

[00:20:29] so like this kind of cool there's 50 50 shot yeah do I go head just go tails is no and we were

[00:20:36] doing that for a while do we go out tonight do we go play pool tonight let's put the coin on it

[00:20:40] I like that coin I see I don't do that anymore for reasons I won't really get into it

[00:20:47] but now you go by the if it's not a hell yes then it's a no yeah see you get the energy what I will

[00:20:52] flip a coin on is like all right we've agreed to go out that's already been agreed upon do we

[00:20:57] go to this place or this place okay this place has that place is tails then it becomes kind of fun

[00:21:01] that like yeah I like yeah I like your boot oh thanks yeah these things got some miles on them

[00:21:07] yeah hold those that's for a while so we need a boot kick huh yeah we've got camera for

[00:21:12] right now that is an url yeah I like it funny story can I give you guys a funny story

[00:21:22] please we're a little bit what is it about you no we're no we're a little dance teacher for

[00:21:30] these little kids for the bad I get my the entire life back on okay so the boy while these

[00:21:36] little kids they want to take their shoes off all of a sudden they weren't supposed to

[00:21:40] the teacher came back in put your shoes on put your shoes on he cannot put his cowboy boots

[00:21:45] back on and he's like I need help miss a day ma right now it was like helping him it took us

[00:21:52] like a solid like seven minutes to put his shoes on I said who put these shoes on you this morning

[00:21:58] mom or your dad or you knew or you knew what he was gonna say my dad I knew it I knew it guys

[00:22:05] your dad he was like we're pushing it she was like something at all but she's not gonna finish

[00:22:10] in he was like five it was sad because you were five yeah yeah first I put him on the wrong side oh my

[00:22:18] gosh sorry oh you put him on backwards he tried to at first I was like I helped him yeah

[00:22:23] like hilarious it was a funny thing other yeah cause like I know your dad these look like some boots

[00:22:30] that you and your dad have together they look like like like got me in the mini

[00:22:34] Look at the boots.

[00:22:35] Do you have a pair of boots?

[00:22:36] Not yet.

[00:22:37] I'm about to.

[00:22:38] I'm going to do a copy.

[00:22:39] I mean, no, I love boots but I don't have an authentic pair of cowboy boots.

[00:22:43] Yeah.

[00:22:44] Yeah, but I really, really want to.

[00:22:46] I'm going to tap into my Alabama roots.

[00:22:49] You too.

[00:22:50] I want to as well.

[00:22:51] They take me some time to get that southern pride.

[00:22:55] I think for a long time, I got the South was like a place to be completely avoided.

[00:23:00] It's like a change once I got mid 20.

[00:23:03] I'll be okay to be respect my roots.

[00:23:06] The more I started connecting my ancestors, I'm like, I love that side of myself.

[00:23:10] I only have either or I have to embrace all of me.

[00:23:13] So now I'm more open to some Southern style.

[00:23:18] Our grandfather.

[00:23:19] Oh yeah.

[00:23:20] He was a cowboy.

[00:23:22] Grandpa Charlie.

[00:23:23] We didn't get to meet him because he transitioned.

[00:23:27] I was like, well, when my dad was really young, seven.

[00:23:30] So I just had this new proudness.

[00:23:34] I'm like, okay, I want to embrace my seven roots in my dad's side.

[00:23:40] Maybe learn more about the culture and fashion and why things are the way they are.

[00:23:46] I don't want to be completely avoided.

[00:23:48] That's that fear-monger revenge.

[00:23:50] It's been news and everything.

[00:23:52] The division.

[00:23:53] Come down here.

[00:23:54] I've been in the division for sure.

[00:23:56] I kind of had to talk myself to some anxious moments when I went to Atlanta for the first time in 2022.

[00:24:02] I was like, oh, I don't need freaking out.

[00:24:05] It's interesting.

[00:24:06] But it was definitely a culture shock.

[00:24:09] You got to hot-lana?

[00:24:10] Yeah.

[00:24:11] I was like, damn, this is like...

[00:24:13] It's still city life but it's the South.

[00:24:15] There's those country aspects.

[00:24:17] But I was like, it just felt weird.

[00:24:19] I'm a mountain girl.

[00:24:20] I've been like a car out of my life.

[00:24:22] Going down there is like, who I could really live.

[00:24:25] Some of the interesting things...

[00:24:27] They had climate might change.

[00:24:28] Yeah, that's a big thing.

[00:24:29] The accent might change.

[00:24:31] The type of words might change.

[00:24:33] Dialect.

[00:24:34] But humanities all the same.

[00:24:37] Very similar.

[00:24:38] All of us are the same and that's one thing I've really learned through podcasting is

[00:24:41] with all the diverse people that we've talked to.

[00:24:44] All these different people wear different hats and do all these different things.

[00:24:48] Everyone wants to be respected.

[00:24:51] And everyone wants to have a voice and be heard.

[00:24:54] And even if you disagree, it's okay for people to have different opinions.

[00:25:00] And we can have different opinions respectfully.

[00:25:03] Just because if we were to disagree all four of us,

[00:25:06] there's no way that the four of us all agree on everything.

[00:25:09] Yeah, for sure.

[00:25:10] But I feel like we could still respect each other even if we disagree.

[00:25:15] And if you can go into any environment with that,

[00:25:19] sure we have to not get taken advantage of.

[00:25:21] Because there are bad people in this world.

[00:25:24] But if you could go into any environment with that kind of openness,

[00:25:27] then you're going to discover that there's a lot of love everywhere.

[00:25:31] And it doesn't matter where you go.

[00:25:33] There's still respect and love there.

[00:25:35] That's very true.

[00:25:37] I feel the same way.

[00:25:39] Yeah.

[00:25:40] No, you're right.

[00:25:41] I travel a lot.

[00:25:42] I go a lot of places in this country.

[00:25:43] I go to a NASCAR.

[00:25:44] So I mean, a lot of different cities.

[00:25:46] Love NASCAR.

[00:25:47] And when I go to these different cities,

[00:25:49] it's like kind of echoing his point.

[00:25:51] Everybody just wants to be heard.

[00:25:53] Anytime I sit down and have a face-to-face conversation sitting across the table,

[00:25:56] which we do here, chances are if there is a disagreement,

[00:25:59] it's so easy to have that disagreement

[00:26:02] and be like, okay, we're still pals.

[00:26:04] We can go out for a beer later.

[00:26:05] Whereas what we see online now with the keyboard warriors and the trollers

[00:26:08] and slinging mud.

[00:26:09] It's a different over there.

[00:26:11] It's easier to sit behind and get into a texting war

[00:26:14] where social media nonsense back and forth.

[00:26:16] But if you get those two people in a room from my experience,

[00:26:18] 85% of the time it's going to be way more civil

[00:26:21] and they're going to end up coming out of a handshake and hug again.

[00:26:23] That's unreal.

[00:26:24] Yeah, exactly.

[00:26:25] So that division also includes getting people not in person.

[00:26:28] Just, oh yeah, just talk over here.

[00:26:30] Here's your zooms.

[00:26:31] Here's your video calls.

[00:26:32] Here's your social media.

[00:26:33] Go at it.

[00:26:34] Let's see what happens.

[00:26:35] It's like watching the lab rats.

[00:26:36] I know.

[00:26:37] I feel like it is.

[00:26:38] I feel like it's also the energy.

[00:26:40] I think about what's that man's name?

[00:26:43] The 90s talk shows, they don't have controversial topics.

[00:26:48] There's this woman that does history, like, lesses.

[00:26:51] She's a historian and he's like, like, she will feel like

[00:26:53] I know what man you're talking about.

[00:26:55] Yeah, he's like on Fox or something.

[00:26:57] I don't know Latin.

[00:26:59] He's like, and he has a beard.

[00:27:01] I've never got a beard.

[00:27:02] Rolled a Rivera?

[00:27:03] Yes!

[00:27:04] I remember that he has an iconic episode where

[00:27:07] he's got, like, graphic and, like, really violent on his set

[00:27:11] where people are like throwing chairs and throwing bows

[00:27:14] because they just disagreed.

[00:27:15] So it just makes me think, like, I feel like there's always

[00:27:18] going to be that energy that exists because, you know, back then

[00:27:22] we can't have this conversation online.

[00:27:24] Like, me, me, me, me, I had a show.

[00:27:26] And then we could talk about it.

[00:27:27] Like, it was kind of like that hostile energy.

[00:27:29] So it just makes me reflect on, like, I don't know if that's

[00:27:31] just, like, just like, a human aspect being more than, like,

[00:27:34] I don't know, like, a certain time that we live in, or, like,

[00:27:36] that energy's always going to exist where people are like...

[00:27:38] It's kind of like, that's like a weak reactive mindset.

[00:27:42] Yeah, I think so.

[00:27:43] Right?

[00:27:44] Like if you're going to allow somebody disagreeing with you

[00:27:46] to, like, throw you off of your center so much

[00:27:49] that you want to get physical with them, like, violent,

[00:27:53] then that's kind of, like, weak and reactive.

[00:27:55] It's something like deeper, also, that's going on.

[00:27:57] Yeah.

[00:27:58] And it's like projection from speedy.

[00:28:00] Yeah.

[00:28:01] 100%.

[00:28:02] That was me in my early 20s teens.

[00:28:03] Like, as I moved to Denver, Colorado was getting into this new

[00:28:06] culture and, like, trying to...

[00:28:07] You did more than a fight.

[00:28:08] You wanted to fight people.

[00:28:09] I wanted to fight everybody.

[00:28:10] Wow.

[00:28:11] I was a very angry person, you know, and that was something I had to figure out

[00:28:13] within as a person.

[00:28:14] Did you come here for college?

[00:28:15] No, I just came here to do something different.

[00:28:17] Not really.

[00:28:18] Yeah, I came out of high school and was like, let's go west.

[00:28:20] Let's try something different.

[00:28:21] I grew up in New England so I came out here.

[00:28:23] I met this guy and, you know, here we are.

[00:28:26] Yeah, it was easy.

[00:28:28] I was that guy.

[00:28:29] I was the guy who would go to the bar and try to argue with people.

[00:28:32] Oh, wow.

[00:28:33] I'm trying to prove myself.

[00:28:34] You know, it's like this is dumb.

[00:28:35] Yeah.

[00:28:36] So you have that experience being on either side of the table where it's like,

[00:28:39] I'm more calm, relaxed, not speaking from emotion, first of all,

[00:28:43] I have a lot of angst that I want to release.

[00:28:45] I think it's sometimes it's like, okay, to go through that phase.

[00:28:48] I have a lot of ideas.

[00:28:49] I have a lot of ideas.

[00:28:50] Right after college, I was a little bit...

[00:28:52] I wasn't like running around with people out but I almost like, you know,

[00:28:55] sometimes if someone would bump into me in the club or do something too much,

[00:28:59] I was not afraid to cut them out.

[00:29:01] And I feel like I could steal some...

[00:29:04] I should, I think I've become a little bit more passive since then.

[00:29:08] So I want to kind of somewhat tap just a little bit back into her sometimes.

[00:29:13] I feel like it'll help me to like set stronger boundaries because sometimes you can be like,

[00:29:18] I don't have anyone fighting it and then someone happens to see you're like,

[00:29:21] oh, you're like, I don't find a more bitch.

[00:29:23] But then it's like, you should bring a little bit in where you can like find the balance

[00:29:28] and don't test me.

[00:29:30] But I'm not going to like...

[00:29:32] It's like that whole thing like that, like everyone should be like a monster

[00:29:37] to a certain extent.

[00:29:39] And this isn't my material but it's something that I remember

[00:29:43] and it's just like, you know, people don't want to like step on you

[00:29:48] because they can sense that like, you will go to war.

[00:29:54] Yeah!

[00:29:55] And it's like a respect thing almost.

[00:29:57] It's like you're putting yourself on the chain.

[00:30:02] Like I'll let myself off the chain, like a dog, I'm picturing like a dog, right?

[00:30:07] That's like protecting the house so...

[00:30:09] It's like you want to have that beast in that monster and recognize that within yourself.

[00:30:14] Oh no, you can fuck with me and find out type of shit.

[00:30:17] But I'm going to take the high route though.

[00:30:19] I'm going to take the high road and I'm going to be a gentle beast.

[00:30:24] Like in Beauty and the Beast.

[00:30:26] Exactly.

[00:30:27] You know?

[00:30:28] It's like knowing the timing and like when...

[00:30:30] I love Beauty and the Beast.

[00:30:32] It's like knowing when the time and place to bring that outside of you.

[00:30:36] It's good to have that, you know, and to tap into it but you don't need to stay tapping to it.

[00:30:41] Yeah, when you say tapting to it.

[00:30:43] Yeah!

[00:30:44] It's like a toxic and then you're just...

[00:30:46] I don't know.

[00:30:47] I think that's dangerous.

[00:30:48] It depends on which frequency you want to like vibrate on.

[00:30:51] You don't want to be like drar-ar or like I'm out of work with everyone.

[00:30:54] Person at the store, the person driving in front of me.

[00:30:58] It all depends what you want to get out of that day.

[00:31:01] To get your battles wise.

[00:31:03] Exactly.

[00:31:04] And one thing I like...

[00:31:05] I feel like I have to remind myself recently is like observing versus absorbing.

[00:31:09] You can observe something about absorbing the energy.

[00:31:12] And I've noticed I kind of have to find the balance because I used to be going with that.

[00:31:17] I'm just observing it.

[00:31:19] But it's not going to get to me lately, I've been like absorbing most of it.

[00:31:22] That's a fine line because in just observing, you almost subconsciously absorb it.

[00:31:29] So you have to have an awareness of like I'm just going to observe this instead of react emotionally to it.

[00:31:37] There's like a fine line that you walk with that but I could definitely see like yeah.

[00:31:42] Which side are you going to go?

[00:31:43] How important it is to just observe.

[00:31:45] Just being aware of the possibility that you could be absorbing it.

[00:31:48] I think is kind of giving you an advantage of okay, there's a situation happening.

[00:31:51] Am I going to let this affect me?

[00:31:53] Or am I just going to take that and go sucks for this, you know, this individual, whatever's happening over here.

[00:31:57] I'm going to carry on about my business.

[00:31:59] We can't save everybody.

[00:32:00] You can't help everybody all the time.

[00:32:02] There's some times where it's like there's no place for you to jump in here.

[00:32:05] You got wings that like did you grow your feathers?

[00:32:07] Tons of tassels, motherfucker's out.

[00:32:09] You don't know because...

[00:32:11] We can't be catering to everybody.

[00:32:14] But you give people opportunities and like doesn't have it, we can't just be catering to people.

[00:32:19] And honestly how I like to do the inner beast thing nowadays is like observe more and not absorb.

[00:32:27] So you're exact advice.

[00:32:29] And then with that though if I am going to disagree with something, I slow down.

[00:32:34] I don't do it immediately.

[00:32:36] And I really think it through.

[00:32:38] So then that way when I do it, it's like more intentional.

[00:32:41] It's not a reactive way of like releasing the beast.

[00:32:44] It's more of like an intellectual way of doing it.

[00:32:48] And then that way like, you know, I'm like not getting at somebody to slander them.

[00:32:52] I'm more or less like intellectually testing them to see if like they're on the same level.

[00:32:58] Exactly.

[00:32:59] And then you can kind of sit there and observe them, absorb that.

[00:33:04] Yeah, and that's what's funny about it.

[00:33:06] It's like a little mind trick.

[00:33:08] Yeah.

[00:33:09] What do you think about this?

[00:33:10] Let's see how exactly...

[00:33:11] Exactly.

[00:33:12] Because I'm chill.

[00:33:13] Exactly.

[00:33:14] Like you could be distraught inside but you just like kind of like subdue yourself a little bit before you let it outward.

[00:33:22] Yeah.

[00:33:23] That comes with like maturing.

[00:33:24] Yeah.

[00:33:25] It doesn't come with age.

[00:33:26] It really comes like maturing.

[00:33:27] That's a good point.

[00:33:28] Because I don't think like maturity is synonymous with age.

[00:33:31] Like I think it's more so synonymous with experience because like I know a lot of people who are older than me from that angle.

[00:33:37] Ooh, ooh, ooh, who's the youngest in this conversation?

[00:33:41] Yeah.

[00:33:42] Okay.

[00:33:43] And then like I mean like have a moment like what did handle that too well?

[00:33:46] Like oh my maturity showed.

[00:33:48] So like just knowing that I'm not valid.

[00:33:51] Well see but even the fact you're able to look at that and kind of recap it like a Monday morning quarterback going

[00:33:55] I could have run this play a little different or whatever I like these sports analogies.

[00:33:58] Yeah.

[00:33:59] That's that is like that's when you're tapped into that it's going okay where could I have improved here?

[00:34:03] Mm-hmm.

[00:34:04] That is a skill that a lot of people never I think come into they're just like I'm just gonna send it the way it is if you don't like it.

[00:34:09] If somebody else is fault.

[00:34:10] If somebody else is problem right.

[00:34:12] Right.

[00:34:13] You know so the ability to look within and then you got you know insults coming because people are always gonna test you with insults.

[00:34:18] Oh your weak, you're this, you're that and art you know we like to goof off with this one a little bit.

[00:34:23] So people be like oh you know what Kev your loser.

[00:34:25] I'll be like my dad was a loser means a lot to me thank you that's a good one.

[00:34:28] Oh my gosh.

[00:34:29] So when you when you can spin it like that and I didn't mean that my dad's a loser.

[00:34:33] No I can't.

[00:34:34] We're just like okay.

[00:34:35] Yeah.

[00:34:36] When you don't let it affect you.

[00:34:37] Yeah.

[00:34:38] And that took me a long time learning how to go into high school and shit so I would always react to these kind of things.

[00:34:40] Yeah.

[00:34:41] But when you can spin like an insult or something like that like and turn it into a compliment almost like thank you.

[00:34:45] You were thinking of me that way it means a lot.

[00:34:47] So live action we're we're at.

[00:34:49] Oh sorry.

[00:34:50] Well I just had a quick story on what Kev said.

[00:34:52] Yeah.

[00:34:53] We were at Durg's Bentley bar and I ordered some food and I was just sitting there at the bar waiting for the food to arrive

[00:34:59] and like I saw this guy having a close conversation with Kevin.

[00:35:02] And I was kind of like like sensing this energy a little bit and I was like all right what's going on with that.

[00:35:07] You know Kev Kevin wasn't giving me an involve so I was like it's all good.

[00:35:10] And then um and then the guy leaves right and Kevin kind of has like a smirk on his face

[00:35:15] and I'm like what what was up with that dude?

[00:35:17] I'm like that dude seemed like a dumbass or some shit.

[00:35:19] Yeah and so Kev's all like well the dude came up to me and the guy like came up and started talking to Kevin

[00:35:26] and was all like I don't like your face.

[00:35:28] What?

[00:35:29] Yeah and he's all like saying that to Kevin and then Kevin like you know like a calm individual

[00:35:34] he put his hand on his shoulder he's like oh thanks man

[00:35:37] a lot of people didn't like my dad's face means a lot to me.

[00:35:40] He didn't live action in the bar.

[00:35:43] And it's through the dude off.

[00:35:45] He did say he did love you.

[00:35:47] He's like sorry like don't you know like who does that unproven you.

[00:35:51] I can't believe that happened to you.

[00:35:52] That's so beautiful.

[00:35:53] It's disrespectful but it's like old me would have liked alright let's go outside let's fight.

[00:35:56] Yeah real.

[00:35:57] And what's that going to accomplish?

[00:35:58] Yeah nothing you're going to give that person what they want.

[00:36:00] Like they really want a reaction.

[00:36:02] That's what sucks well like you're going to do that to you.

[00:36:04] So when the guy walked off how did his demeanor look?

[00:36:07] Defeated.

[00:36:08] Okay right.

[00:36:09] Yeah he didn't get what he wanted he didn't get any reaction out of Kevin.

[00:36:12] I forgot about that was funny night.

[00:36:14] Yeah.

[00:36:15] I like taking you and your demons over there.

[00:36:17] Yeah.

[00:36:18] That's like how I feel like when someone doing weird stuff like that like what are you trying to get out of me?

[00:36:22] And you're super tapped in with like obviously yeah intuition and energies.

[00:36:27] What is your word?

[00:36:28] You actually do like is it kind of like a reading type of thing what would you call it?

[00:36:33] Yeah so I have like so my first deck I was like when I was like 18 or 19.

[00:36:39] I was 19 from like my dad's ex and I like

[00:36:44] Okay just a little background story.

[00:36:46] Yes.

[00:36:47] As a child like I always always have you like kind of like paranormal activities like around me and like it was a little scary because I grew up Christian.

[00:36:54] So like if he wasn't like flat out Christian is like oh that's the devil that's demonic like rebuking like you know like

[00:37:00] Black or white like no in between so I kind of always had like these gifts and like it took me a while to like accept them and cultivate them.

[00:37:09] So I want to say around like the end of my teen years into like my 20s I got more into that and I kind of like surrender to everyone.

[00:37:16] Okay this is like part of my purpose and I know the occult is like still taboo like as far as like what is it called?

[00:37:23] The occult like the occult occult.

[00:37:26] I said the occult my bastard.

[00:37:29] I'm saying a little weird braces.

[00:37:31] No you're getting it.

[00:37:32] So it's still a little taboo but it's like I'm a little bit timid and still getting comfortable talking about it like publicly because

[00:37:39] It's still like something I'm conquering as far as like the fear around it because I know like I have this gift but sometimes I get nervous and like

[00:37:47] Oh my goodness give this person away by me having like a six cents or something.

[00:37:51] And it's like I don't think I have a fifth sense.

[00:37:54] Sorry I'm being gross like the girls like we'll touch your boobs.

[00:37:58] It's like 30th or 30th.

[00:38:00] She looks like a six.

[00:38:02] I wonder if we're gonna have a fifth sense.

[00:38:06] So that's where that reference comes from.

[00:38:08] Okay.

[00:38:09] Just a little background for that because we already have five cents.

[00:38:12] Yeah it's like no girl you have a six.

[00:38:15] Yes.

[00:38:16] And I'm a believer of the sixth sense.

[00:38:20] Everybody has it.

[00:38:21] Yeah.

[00:38:22] I've said this story on the pod before but I haven't told you to.

[00:38:25] I've tested the sixth sense a theory in public and it's in many different ways like intuition can speak to us in many different ways.

[00:38:35] And so if you stare at somebody they can sense that they're being watched and they will look at you.

[00:38:43] Yeah.

[00:38:44] They will look at you staring at it.

[00:38:46] She's a traffic lights.

[00:38:47] I do that when I feel like a neighborhood watch.

[00:38:49] Okay.

[00:38:50] No they saw me.

[00:38:51] They saw me.

[00:38:52] They feel me watching.

[00:38:53] Yeah.

[00:38:54] Like I already looked at the blinds and I'm just watching this car part.

[00:38:56] I already watched it.

[00:38:57] And they can tell somebody's watching them.

[00:38:59] So if you do that in traffic like you stare at the person on the car next to you.

[00:39:03] And even maybe have a smile on your face or something so you're not so like you know like wisest person mugging me.

[00:39:09] But they're gonna end up looking at you.

[00:39:11] And sometimes you'll get a feeling and then you'll look over and somebody's staring.

[00:39:14] There got you.

[00:39:15] Yeah, about to ask you how that happened too.

[00:39:17] It's so cool.

[00:39:18] Do you ever know how sometimes you know something to say to you?

[00:39:21] Like for example, let's say if you like Kevin hanging out and then Kevin's in the mood for Chick-fil-A.

[00:39:26] And you're like, dang.

[00:39:28] Man I want to Chick-fil-A.

[00:39:29] If I was gonna ask me and he's like you want to Chick-fil-A.

[00:39:31] Do you have those words?

[00:39:32] We had that with Pete to us.

[00:39:33] Oh, that's so cool.

[00:39:35] I guess you don't have to say anything.

[00:39:37] You guys are just connecting.

[00:39:38] Oh but we know we're like interconnected.

[00:39:41] So we're like looking for those opportunities.

[00:39:44] I love that.

[00:39:45] But it's like people who don't recognize that this realm of consciousness or intuition exists.

[00:39:51] Like it's still happening to them but they're just unaware.

[00:39:54] Yeah.

[00:39:55] Like they're not paying attention to it or something.

[00:39:56] It's like a muscle honestly.

[00:39:57] Like we all have psychic abilities that we can have in too.

[00:40:00] But it's like you know, like muscle, you're not shunting it.

[00:40:04] Like it kind of gets weak over time but it's still there so it just depends on the individual.

[00:40:09] So what was one of the experiences that you had with paranormal?

[00:40:14] Like what was the craziest one?

[00:40:16] Well, this was like really crazy.

[00:40:18] I wish I had like, I wish my mom was physically still here to like, now it's for me.

[00:40:22] But it was like the most epic moment.

[00:40:25] So it's kind of like a, there's some tragedy mixed in with it.

[00:40:28] So our cousin, Arlay Cousin Jeremiah, he transitioned he was 16.

[00:40:33] He got hit by a drug driver unfortunately and it was, I remember that day like,

[00:40:40] it's just I remember vividly, you know, on the bully.

[00:40:43] Yeah, so sad it was really hard in our family.

[00:40:46] So I remember like taking a shower and I got out the shower

[00:40:50] and like I freaked out because like the mirror was all foggy.

[00:40:53] Then I saw like something say Jay, like Lily, Jay, AY

[00:40:57] and like his hand prints all everywhere and like, hold on to little J's

[00:41:00] and I was like, I felt so afraid and I was like mom, mom, mom, I called her

[00:41:05] and I was like, look, look. And then she like looked freak out too

[00:41:08] and then she's like, get out the shower and like just grabbed me out of the bathroom.

[00:41:11] I don't think she knew how to respond to that.

[00:41:13] But I was like a mom where I was like, oh gosh, I really have like,

[00:41:16] but since like a connection to like the other side because that is like crazy.

[00:41:21] Like my cousin just transitioned and then I'm like in the shower getting ready

[00:41:24] to like go meet her with family.

[00:41:26] We had like, go talk to the news and stuff.

[00:41:28] Like it was kind of like a big deal.

[00:41:30] And like when that moment like while I was getting ready, that moment happened.

[00:41:33] I was like, oh my god, my cousin's talking to me.

[00:41:35] But like at the time I was like 12 or 13.

[00:41:38] I didn't know that exactly.

[00:41:39] We didn't have the vocabulary because like again I said I have like Christian roots.

[00:41:43] Like these things like we don't really talk about or like there's more like Biblical terms

[00:41:47] like on it.

[00:41:48] There's like, oh yeah, we give the prophecy.

[00:41:50] Okay, you're a prophet.

[00:41:51] Like not like, oh my daughter has a GIF to medium ship or she's like,

[00:41:54] you had to put like a word on it.

[00:41:56] Yeah, like how do we always like cloak in like Biblical terms?

[00:41:59] Okay.

[00:42:00] I was like, okay so like that happened but like my parents, my mom like didn't really talk to me about it.

[00:42:06] Like I told some family members and they're like, okay that's crazy.

[00:42:08] You can't be the happening.

[00:42:09] But like it was never discussed after that.

[00:42:11] So a lot of like my gifs lie dormit because like my upbringing in like the taboo of just like who wants to walk around

[00:42:19] and be like, oh I have energy.

[00:42:20] I have energy rooted.

[00:42:22] Of course like now thank god is becoming more familiar where people are more comfortable talking about it.

[00:42:26] I think guys are mentioning that like a guest cell is talking about that.

[00:42:29] Yeah, that's beautiful because it's something that,

[00:42:32] I don't want to say it's new, it's more like a remembrance.

[00:42:36] Like you know like it's something that's always been here but it's kind of like

[00:42:39] I believe depending on where we are society, certain individuals or even like communities

[00:42:44] had to hide in plain sight where they'll do it more so like you know like

[00:42:49] we're no ones away or like having to hide it like hiding in plain sight versus now

[00:42:54] so like this is who I am, this is what I'm doing.

[00:42:57] So over time since like being like a preteen to now like adulthood or like I'm in my late 20s

[00:43:02] I'm kind of calling back my power and my confidence back in that because yeah

[00:43:07] it's part of my purpose and it's so intense like you know what's something you're meant to do

[00:43:12] something you can't ignore.

[00:43:14] Like eventually that nerve that like hey, hey we'll be like so loud

[00:43:18] we're like you have no choice but to surrender.

[00:43:20] So I find myself right now like currently in this time in space we're like I'm surrendering to it

[00:43:24] versus like fighting against it.

[00:43:26] That's exciting, that is.

[00:43:27] Like when she was a little sorry I have to add this.

[00:43:29] Oh go ahead.

[00:43:30] When she was like more little on elementary school she's like I see your guardian angel.

[00:43:34] I see you like to everybody.

[00:43:36] I see your guardian angel and I'm like what does my hand look like?

[00:43:38] She's like it's huge.

[00:43:39] It's walking right behind you right now.

[00:43:41] And I'm like all thank you Bri I feel protected.

[00:43:45] It's like little things like that and like when we were a little and people would take pictures of us

[00:43:50] we would always have these like flashes on our forehead.

[00:43:53] And it gets like it'll be like orbs.

[00:43:56] I remember my mom asking this one woman who came over she was like a pastor.

[00:44:00] She's like they always have these flashes the but their head was that mean

[00:44:03] and the woman told her like that means your daughters are blessed that means they're covered,

[00:44:07] that means that they are anointed and they're chosen.

[00:44:11] And like I was just like nine like trying to like not be nosy but like playing my toys.

[00:44:16] Like listen to me like what do you mean by chosen?

[00:44:18] As me and Bri have gotten older and I'm like six years older than Bri so you know there's like a gap

[00:44:24] five and a half years.

[00:44:25] There's a gap when we weren't so close but as we've gotten older and then I've like realized

[00:44:30] I heard I have so much more similarities and very like our belief systems are very aligned

[00:44:37] and that's where we're able to be roommates you know and just like flow together

[00:44:41] and literally be best friends.

[00:44:43] But now I realize what my mom saw and what she was saying like as we got older

[00:44:48] I'm like oh my gosh that's real like no matter where we like

[00:44:52] I just feel like we're very,

[00:44:54] I don't want to say we're above anybody else but you could just kind of just feel like we need you.

[00:44:57] Well no y'all have a high frequency for sure.

[00:45:00] Thank you.

[00:45:01] And it was demonstrated when I was walking around that little park in DTC.

[00:45:05] We just went to that park.

[00:45:07] And I just saw the two of you and like I followed the five-second rule there

[00:45:13] because I was completely aware of that like that five-second rule back then

[00:45:17] and I was like I have to introduce myself to these two they're energy is epic

[00:45:20] and then look you know we started that conversation then you both y'all came to the studio before

[00:45:26] and then now it's like this repeat we've been following what you've been doing

[00:45:30] and so just like what you were saying with the parties like you go to the parties

[00:45:34] and you know people are feeding off your energy

[00:45:37] and it's like a responsibility.

[00:45:40] Like when you have that kind of energy and like once you recognize that

[00:45:44] your aura is like humming at a higher tone I guess you can say

[00:45:49] and that's not talking down to anybody but it's just like you know you have this higher frequency

[00:45:54] you know and you could be humble about that too

[00:45:57] and still share that gift with people.

[00:45:59] But it is a responsibility because you can crash I feel like people

[00:46:05] at that higher frequency like when you get down like you have a lower frequency

[00:46:10] than people too so it's like you have to like really be careful

[00:46:14] with yourself and like your self-talk and how you treat yourself and stuff.

[00:46:18] I think I went through something like that last year

[00:46:21] where my frequency wasn't like at the highest where I was like I had to do a lot of shadow work

[00:46:26] and I was like I'm addressing these things I don't like myself

[00:46:29] but how can I like accept this of myself and like

[00:46:33] okay I don't want to kind of like what do I want to decide like to

[00:46:36] like vibrate in like add a two-free or like more like optimistic-free

[00:46:43] like deciding because like you said it can be like kind of like either higher

[00:46:47] really low. We need to have that gift.

[00:46:50] Like how you said like if you are in a bad mood

[00:46:53] you could really because the energy is that vivacious

[00:46:56] and I've had that happen probably in like work experiences more than anything

[00:47:00] where it's like else overwhelmed.

[00:47:02] And I was like oh no I don't know.

[00:47:05] It's like a doggo bag.

[00:47:06] Yeah, I was like did I start?

[00:47:08] I did walk in after every once in a while.

[00:47:11] Like when you like walk in you're like positive and everyone's like

[00:47:14] in a new shady like you take score like of your different experiences.

[00:47:18] Exactly.

[00:47:19] So it does come with the responsibility but honestly

[00:47:21] but like we wouldn't like our past wouldn't cross if like the

[00:47:24] vibration wasn't also like a match to you know.

[00:47:26] Like you also are like vibrating high and you as well Kevin

[00:47:29] because like you guys are doing this and how you guys are so consistent

[00:47:32] and like you guys are open to like different personalities

[00:47:35] that takes a lot of like it does.

[00:47:37] That takes like I feel like a higher vibration

[00:47:39] because if you guys have just like got on like a low vibration

[00:47:41] you could probably like only want like a certain caliber people

[00:47:43] but the fact that you guys are like open to so many different personalities

[00:47:46] and energies, I think that's beautiful.

[00:47:48] And I feel like you guys do a good job of like protecting yourselves as well

[00:47:51] from like you know interviewing different people like observing not afraid.

[00:47:56] Yeah, that's good.

[00:47:57] That's great compliment thank you for this.

[00:47:59] Well I mean like one of our criteria is like people have to have like a good energy

[00:48:03] to come on and like people of all walks of life have good energy.

[00:48:09] Yeah so it's like anyone's welcome to come talk

[00:48:12] and like it's a huge this is the human experience.

[00:48:15] Yeah.

[00:48:16] Yeah, no one's pedestalized over the other.

[00:48:19] There's people doing amazing things that's great they make you know billions of dollars

[00:48:23] that's cool.

[00:48:24] Like I've always said whether you're Joe Rogan and Joe the plumber we'd like to come on.

[00:48:27] That's really what it's about.

[00:48:29] Yeah, I like that.

[00:48:30] No I didn't really hear about Joe Rogan until I watched Club Shasha interview with...

[00:48:38] Why am I forgetting his name right now?

[00:48:40] You see cat will you?

[00:48:41] Yeah.

[00:48:42] I won't call him Kevin Williams because I'm looking at you.

[00:48:44] I'm sorry.

[00:48:45] Maybe he made your mistake out of it.

[00:48:47] Maybe I didn't know about Joe Rogan.

[00:48:51] I don't know maybe I didn't know about him until the cat will he interview?

[00:48:55] Yeah.

[00:48:56] Like a couple months ago.

[00:48:57] Yes, I loved that interview.

[00:48:58] I watched it like seven times.

[00:48:59] It was great.

[00:49:00] It was so bomb.

[00:49:01] You didn't know about Joe Rogan before that?

[00:49:02] Maybe I did is he a wrestler?

[00:49:04] Well he's a UFC commentator and he was involved in fighting.

[00:49:07] Oh that's probably why I don't.

[00:49:09] I mean you're not that far to you.

[00:49:10] I don't like you up to.

[00:49:11] Okay.

[00:49:12] But then they do every ring of the leg.

[00:49:14] It's barbaric.

[00:49:15] Yeah it's barbaric.

[00:49:16] I can't even barbaric.

[00:49:17] When I watched her get her teeth pulled against her, I couldn't even watch eyes.

[00:49:20] You watched it happen?

[00:49:21] She did.

[00:49:22] She wanted me to videotape it.

[00:49:23] Oh my gosh.

[00:49:24] I looked up for one second and she said that to me.

[00:49:26] We got to know what to do.

[00:49:27] I love my teeth.

[00:49:28] I kept them.

[00:49:29] Yeah she kept her teeth.

[00:49:30] Oh okay.

[00:49:31] What are you gonna do with them?

[00:49:32] I mean I just like to keep them.

[00:49:34] She got she's copy in Kanye West.

[00:49:37] Kanye West.

[00:49:38] No.

[00:49:39] Because in Kanye West, what a documentary.

[00:49:40] What did he do?

[00:49:41] He kept his teeth.

[00:49:42] I thought that's what you did.

[00:49:43] Because he kept his teeth.

[00:49:45] Can I give my teeth?

[00:49:47] Mama likes to keep stuff like this.

[00:49:49] Oh is that when he has a wired shut or whatever?

[00:49:51] Yeah.

[00:49:52] That was like wires out and had to get some teeth pulled or something crazy.

[00:49:55] So why did you want to keep your teeth?

[00:49:57] I feel like you can make a necklace.

[00:49:59] That's what they did just said to you.

[00:50:01] You're gonna make a necklace out of it now.

[00:50:02] Oh no.

[00:50:03] I can't keep your teeth.

[00:50:04] No, no.

[00:50:05] I just feel like okay.

[00:50:06] We're gonna start things.

[00:50:07] It goes back into the spiritual aspect.

[00:50:09] Okay.

[00:50:10] Just like me keeping, okay just I'm gonna see me fly out.

[00:50:13] I'm just gonna say it.

[00:50:14] My sister knows me.

[00:50:15] I kind of get on these tangent sometimes.

[00:50:17] Okay.

[00:50:18] So how are you?

[00:50:19] Yes.

[00:50:20] Having a mother, you know, she my mom she had lipis in Kinoa.

[00:50:25] So experiencing that and noticing like how she was taken care of and like kind of like the

[00:50:33] neglect she experienced sometimes being in the hospital.

[00:50:37] Like it may need want to be extra protective over myself in medical settings because a lot

[00:50:43] of historic things and a lot of like testings are done on black people like kind of like

[00:50:48] in a torturous way or die.

[00:50:51] I'm like very protective over like my anatomy and like where am I getting my hair cut or

[00:50:55] different things like that for that reason because I know like the history of some things

[00:50:59] where it's not God willing hopefully doesn't always say dark but like a lot of times there's

[00:51:03] a lot of dark roots and things.

[00:51:05] So the reason being why I cut my teeth is because I don't, I'm still working on my relationship

[00:51:10] with like big pharma and like the medical bill because what I experienced my mother go

[00:51:14] through and then also like different stories of women in my family who are black women and

[00:51:18] how they experience something like like being like in a medical field especially after giving

[00:51:22] birth.

[00:51:23] I'm doing checkups being misdiagnosed.

[00:51:24] Like there's a lot of things and a lot of study be iron out as straight now when it comes

[00:51:28] like the medical field especially towards like black bodies because especially towards

[00:51:32] black women and our bodies so I'm just hyper protective over it.

[00:51:37] So I'm going to call it paranoid and be like girl what are you doing on that for but

[00:51:40] it's in a way it comes my anxiety it makes me more comfortable when I have like some type

[00:51:44] of control over what's going on versus like being too trusting because I've been in situations

[00:51:50] where like okay like I want to say 21 had a bad tooth get pulled out and like I was like

[00:51:55] left there like no one like checked on me they're like all right you're good to go.

[00:51:58] And I was like okay like I can't get like walked out like no again it was comfortable

[00:52:03] so that's kind of like a fast thing.

[00:52:04] Like you know like not no shade to comfort dental but it's like you know like they wasn't

[00:52:09] like a private private practice so like you know they're because not customers there's

[00:52:14] been like their how they treat their patients might be like questionable because of that

[00:52:18] reason yeah but I mean this is a whole rabbit hole of a conversation that Kevin I have

[00:52:23] a lot of the things we talked a lot about this.

[00:52:25] Yeah very anti big farm right I don't trust a lot of what goes on out there.

[00:52:28] Yeah in the dental industry and the medical industry I've been very vocal about my opinions

[00:52:31] on the vaccinations that we saw over the last four years.

[00:52:34] I'm not going to go too deep into that because I'm not a medical expert I am not a scientist

[00:52:37] yes don't pull the episode you two but I just you know I think really the big takeaway is

[00:52:42] we have to make educated decisions for ourselves.

[00:52:44] Yeah we do and it's kind of weird because like I'm a best friend who's been my best

[00:52:48] friends at all eight like who's in like the medical bill she's a nurse she's wonderful

[00:52:52] she's educating me what sort of things but yeah we've had like our own discussion where

[00:52:57] I'm like we're buddy she will sometimes make fun that's a smart thing to do so it is

[00:53:01] exactly rather than just falling for oh well here just take this yeah here you go well

[00:53:06] what is this what is it yeah we're here on that because like I want to ask questions and

[00:53:11] if and if I'm making like the person that's like in a position that's giving me that

[00:53:15] like uncomfortable then it makes me even more less trust because like why are you going

[00:53:18] to go so with me with these questions yeah you should want to give me this information

[00:53:21] because it is my body like this is my first vehicle like this is out actual home

[00:53:26] this is actually yeah I'm like I'm a spirit like exactly the best thing this body like

[00:53:30] I needed make sure that it's running especially if I want to be here to like 90 like

[00:53:34] I gotta make sure my my shit is in order like you better tell me what the hell is going

[00:53:38] on yeah or I'm gonna hold you all caught and so here here's my quick hot take on this

[00:53:43] yes subject is that is that yeah is that right talk take on this is I feel like in society

[00:53:51] in general regardless if it's medical or not a lot of people do the bare minimum so

[00:53:56] so that also goes into the medical field so then when you are going into the medical

[00:54:02] field it's it they want to sell stuff everything has sales included right so everything is technically

[00:54:10] a sales and like growing up myself included like I trusted doctors I trusted Dennis and

[00:54:16] Elden but technically they're trying to sell me shit and upsell me shit yeah right they're

[00:54:21] just like any other salesperson so so they're trying to upsell us when we go in there and then

[00:54:26] we as as a patient want to trust and a lot of times are uneducated so take what they say

[00:54:34] as fact and then so a lot of times walk down the hall that they point us to go walk down you

[00:54:40] know without question and then in turn end up life long patients to these doctors for whatever

[00:54:49] it is and if they're and there's a lot of different things that go down here so I want

[00:54:53] to try to make this little thing quick but like as far as prescribing and like pharmaceuticals

[00:54:58] and things of that nature like they're giving a prescription to address whatever ailment

[00:55:06] you're coming with opposed to addressing how the ailment happened in the first place so

[00:55:12] it's like they don't even ask those deep questions like you know how why why is this like this

[00:55:18] and this and that and and the intuitive person a sue a call hand that came on just the other

[00:55:24] week was that last week oh yeah I think that was last week and she and she specializes in

[00:55:30] intuitive medicine that helps with people with diseases and she's like if I put mental

[00:55:35] energy into this person and their disease then they might get cured without taking a prescription

[00:55:41] without doing any of these things and so it's like I don't trust it big farm it does exist I was

[00:55:47] addicted to painkillers for a long time so I'm like jaded with that but I feel the distrust yeah

[00:55:53] I feel the distrust and there's a reason for that and people should question their their doctors

[00:55:58] and you know we're not medical professionals here no but you know but trust me yeah yes

[00:56:05] yes you can see the industry ram we kind of have to say those things because you know otherwise

[00:56:11] it's labeled misinformation remember but I think the point where I'm making here is like you really

[00:56:16] these guys are able to pray on people right they've come to him with a situation I don't feel

[00:56:19] good this hurts that hurts oh well let's throw some pills at it before we even let's not even

[00:56:24] talk about holistic medicine let's just throw farm at it and it's like can we try some other

[00:56:28] things first I mean my mother just went through this I'm not going to tell her whole story but

[00:56:31] mom's been through a lot of the last couple few years back surgeries you name it but she specifically

[00:56:36] had a problem with her digestive system and they were trying to throw all this farm at it but

[00:56:39] pharma pharma pharmacy shots in the got boom boom boom and so she went old school went caster oil

[00:56:45] yeah yeah that shit's be like dated back to the 1500s as a medical remedy started

[00:56:51] rubbed it on herself immediate relief all the things doctor got the doctor got pissed when he's

[00:56:58] like I'm just be using casserole this is working he's like yeah the hell with it because he was

[00:57:02] then defeated yeah that's a scary part that's great capitalism like bleeds into that like it's

[00:57:10] unfortunate I cannot believe that it's unfortunate yeah that's I'm glad your mother's okay I

[00:57:15] dated I dated a dental hygienist yeah and vicki you're the one of the strongest women alive

[00:57:22] no she she totally is she totally is but I dated a dental hygienist just for a little bit

[00:57:29] and she was all like don't trust any dentist and this and that shit somebody who works in the

[00:57:35] industry you know so it's like if you're going in for that do your research prior and honestly

[00:57:42] just do your regular shit like we can take care of ourselves like we can floss yeah we can we can

[00:57:46] use a water pick and like brush our teeth regularly and promote like dental health for ourselves without

[00:57:53] like you know so that I mean that's a whole like we could have like a whole three hour

[00:57:57] which all the nearest yeah crazy to eat it's all crazy there's a lot to just I mean the cosmetic

[00:58:07] world is so profitable anything cosmetic it's gonna be how talks one day one day yeah

[00:58:16] you gotta look how what does it do though and maybe I'll get free this time all you

[00:58:21] forget to wear it in three-second facial expression yes yes or boat because like wrinkles like

[00:58:30] I know where they're I know we're going to form on my face thanks to some genetics I won't

[00:58:36] name the family's last name that I'm connected to like you see I'm gonna need it one day

[00:58:43] but it's not like to combat wrinkles yeah and like I don't want to get a face lift

[00:58:50] like later on in my like 50s and stuff so I think if I get fillers maybe by like 39 I think I

[00:59:01] should be safe that's the cutoff no that's the start point that's the start point yes so I'll

[00:59:07] keep going boom and then like right before our head for you just get a little just a little tight

[00:59:13] just a little snatched you know in those little areas because I don't and I'll do face yoga

[00:59:21] face yoga yeah cuz I don't want to get a face lift because face look have you guys seen the

[00:59:25] face lift recovery time no no it's a whole thing like head bandage what did they do they cut

[00:59:32] your ears too cuz I guess when we get older our ears get longer okay or some of the

[00:59:38] having a facelift or just any of that stuff is what I would wonder yeah just look cute all the time

[00:59:42] is that what it is either can get a big ass face or you're gonna look cute all the time

[00:59:47] I can't so who's our favorite wait um Jessica Lang did she have park she does not just

[00:59:56] the link I was checking up in I've been just going do you guys ever seen American more stories

[01:00:02] not enough to I wouldn't have not enough to talk about it but what also just

[01:00:07] she was in losing Isaiah is she has another that's a very sad I'm so sorry I mentioned I believe

[01:00:14] we're gonna stick with American or so she's just a really beautiful older woman

[01:00:19] she hasn't had you like yeah so here's here's what I believe was the beautiful older woman secret

[01:00:26] is she treated herself good because if you're like constantly talking down about yourself and

[01:00:34] like and like your negative minded and like you treat yourself bad for your whole life

[01:00:40] like I feel like it ages your body yeah it can yeah if if you're positive to yourself and

[01:00:45] you're good to yourself then I feel like that promotes a healthy body which include that but actually

[01:00:51] a really good point and also like what about genetics you know working out because we have

[01:00:57] your own issue because I'm like maybe that is the issue with the mother family members that I see

[01:01:03] maybe they're not like like maybe they're in their own head and like do they gossip a lot do they

[01:01:07] gossip a lot are they constantly focused on the negative yeah you know what I'm saying so it's

[01:01:13] like you do have a good point you know where's where's their head at where's the head space at

[01:01:18] that's a real you're real for that so I'm gonna stick with face yoga I do I had a feeling because

[01:01:22] Kim was asking questions like so what is a long term I was like I wonder how he feels about it

[01:01:27] I was like I wonder when your standpoint is on the cost of it yeah yeah

[01:01:30] but technically we already have like having braces yeah I've had braces yeah yeah I wear

[01:01:36] snap and veneers these are snap no way really removable what lovey that's like live action

[01:01:46] good for the show how do we keep in it real keep in it real I do it for the show

[01:01:51] I didn't know I wouldn't ever like I had the near my shady ass comment no no no no

[01:01:55] no it doesn't happen that's a lot of it to be real and their snap is not permanent

[01:02:03] so so my opinion on it is I can take these out when people do things that are permanent like

[01:02:10] Courtney Cox I'm sorry I'm like stunned right now like that's good a lot of people get stunned when

[01:02:17] I talk I know I get it so I think of well so I think of Dolly Parton I think of these beautiful

[01:02:24] women that I thought were very beautiful and you know they're still beautiful women of course but

[01:02:29] they have that you can tell something is not natural oh that's what that's what all I say about

[01:02:33] the long term of that yeah like you think of Courtney Cox on friends and he's here now she's kind

[01:02:37] of got like that that just there's that certain look I don't know how to describe it I think fake fake

[01:02:42] oh they kind of is I can't say more confused like all the time for some reason Courtney Cox

[01:02:50] is anymore my brain went to dimmy more and I was like I don't know why I could think of views I think

[01:02:54] because like maybe they both had work done and like they always give dimmy more like her rod

[01:02:59] and pause like I love dimmy words and it's like I give what you're saying when the work looks like

[01:03:05] you can't like detect it like you can't like be like oh I clocked it like we've got some fillers

[01:03:10] like you know like you don't want that but it's like no you don't want it to be like clock yeah

[01:03:13] yeah kind of like as natural as possible not noticeable yeah see and I could I notice it too with

[01:03:19] these women do like the lip stuff now like oh yeah Casey Musgraves comes to mind yeah

[01:03:23] oh yeah Leah Remini she just got a little bit a lot of fillers I just you know because I was

[01:03:28] with the bed what's that she had a little bit a lot of shit a little bit a lot of I don't know what

[01:03:32] that means but she because Casey Musgraves is a beautiful girl but now that she's got the I'm like

[01:03:37] she you know I thought she was pretty or natural yeah well and see yeah with okay and I'm just

[01:03:42] I'm gonna give real on this okay like if if you are addressing something like so Kevin you

[01:03:50] showed your veneers I've taken the hormone blocker that blocks the hormone that makes you lose hair

[01:03:56] because I was like getting insecure about losing hair right right so so it's okay if you're working

[01:04:02] it's okay if you're working yourself did you when you do that like I don't know like six

[01:04:07] like six six months ago but all is like in the back but like it's it's owning because everybody ages

[01:04:13] right so yeah and we're all imperfect as well so you can do your minor improvements in this

[01:04:19] and that stuff but like the main thing is to stay authentic about it yeah and like how we truly

[01:04:25] treat ourselves I believe is what people see and no matter how much you try to project out like

[01:04:33] if I try to project all the time that I'm this cool person and like blah blah blah blah like

[01:04:37] everyone's intuition can tell who I really am like if I'm being a fake if I'm fake then everyone's

[01:04:43] gonna tell it's your fake yeah and that's my biggest beef with like like if we're changing

[01:04:49] how we look on the outside did you actually do any of the internal work because just because how

[01:04:55] you change on the outside if you change that's the that's the quick button that's the easy button

[01:04:59] you know where you're like I'm gonna change how I look on the outside but did you work on yourself

[01:05:04] internally yeah and if you didn't do the internal work then it doesn't matter how you now look

[01:05:09] at on the outside because inside you still feel insecure or whatever it is about whatever it is

[01:05:16] that makes you feel that way and it doesn't matter how you look on the outside because you still

[01:05:21] feel that way on the inside yeah and people will perceive you based upon your energy not how you look

[01:05:26] totally you know so it's like why why why even change anything work on yourself change your

[01:05:32] attitude about yourself I feel like is the main area that people are working nuts and bolts that

[01:05:36] make it I like to use a car analogy piggybacking off what you say you see an old muscle car right

[01:05:40] it looks beautiful it's been restored but it's got a piece of shit motor in it it doesn't start

[01:05:44] you can barely get into Kringo it's leaking oil on the ground it doesn't shift into second gear

[01:05:49] but it's real pretty looking from the outside yeah kind of the same thing right until we get

[01:05:53] under the hood make this thing run doesn't really matter what it looks like in the outside it's not

[01:05:56] gonna form exactly it's definitely about the soul within for sure yeah like I'm like a firm believer

[01:06:02] I'm like people couldn't do with thing wood like with their bodies like if you if you know for

[01:06:06] fact you're getting live fillers gonna make you feel more comfortable to like be able to like

[01:06:10] look people in the face and be a good person interact with people go ahead by all means yeah

[01:06:16] I think just put your help first like goffin someone has like a allergic reaction I like something

[01:06:20] to it don't be so vain to where you just won't remove it and you're just like wow die with these

[01:06:26] lips like that's like kind of crazy yeah you know like people kind of this mentality especially

[01:06:31] with the social media and just in general like as a society like we're narcissistic people

[01:06:37] I feel like by like it's just natural like we we love ourselves you know like shout out to like

[01:06:42] the mirror like like the music created it you know like we love to look at ourselves but well

[01:06:46] I won't say everyone does like I feel like a good majority of humans do so like it was gonna

[01:06:50] naturally evolve over time I just feel like social media is just making it more worse for like our

[01:06:55] subconscious mind where it's like we're like oh you're serious like do I really look like

[01:06:59] am I aging oh my god yeah I see a line here and it's like yes I really are organic matter like

[01:07:05] we're getting older and I think it definitely sorry to interrupt you you're good has to do with

[01:07:10] like me saying like the elders in my family age and then I'm aging and then like even like

[01:07:15] sometimes seeing like other like like you know other younger family members and like

[01:07:22] I don't know how to describe it I just wanna just be beautiful you are

[01:07:29] I want to say I want to save you beautiful like um but that's what I'm saying is like your

[01:07:36] external beauty is based upon your internal so if you stay like the most sometimes the sweetest

[01:07:44] people yeah no it's just so you know yeah and it's like men are women like you know and it's just

[01:07:53] like not saying that they but like what I mean how can I describe it you are right how about this

[01:08:00] no he is right because it's about the energy so I I feel like my energy is gonna stay good

[01:08:08] but I just want to protect it from the other but have you never seen like an older woman that

[01:08:16] she was wrinkly she was obviously she like she made it to an older age and like not everybody gets

[01:08:22] to do that so that's actually that's a blessing you should wear that like you know this is an honor

[01:08:26] true this is an honor to get my wrinkles but have you never seen like an older person you're like wow

[01:08:31] that person was so beautiful you know I have and you're just like and you know for her age or for

[01:08:37] his age he was still so handsome and yeah it was like this aura thing so it's just like an internal

[01:08:44] battle that you're actually fighting what about yourself don't you accept is really the question right

[01:08:52] I think I know what I don't accept it exactly and you can put it you can put it out okay y'all are

[01:08:58] connected this is like I think I don't accept how some of the other people in my family have aged

[01:09:09] because we have the same genetics it hasn't scared a little bit okay we don't have all the way

[01:09:15] the same genetics because some of them aren't honestly and got the same you know we do have the same

[01:09:21] mom or the same dad so maybe for my genes it won't do the same but looking at how they have like

[01:09:28] turned out some not all will ones are specifically talking about like but did they like treat treat

[01:09:35] those they didn't they didn't I don't know yeah they didn't you know like were they like what I'm

[01:09:40] saying like were they constantly talking gossipy stuff and like are they always focused on the

[01:09:45] negative like do they always have something to complain about because like anyone can see here

[01:09:50] and complain about everything that doesn't promote a healthy mindset yeah that is so true

[01:09:56] it's also beautiful you can be like yeah see I know what he's saying see I use the thing

[01:10:03] that it was just only you know protecting your energy from certain people and like protecting

[01:10:10] myself like sexually from other energies and like having to me like soul ties but I also do not

[01:10:18] like how they treated people are like how they're not optimistic you know how they're not like

[01:10:23] ask friendly so that is something that I should take because because right now you're comparing

[01:10:31] and comparing is like never a healthy thing unless if you're comparing yourself to the best

[01:10:36] version of you I like that like you can compare yourself to what you know as the best version of

[01:10:41] you and any other comparison it's like why why why are you doing that I think we're all naturally

[01:10:46] conditioned to do that yeah that's a natural route yeah like we talked about with uh oh Calla

[01:10:51] Han last week she talked about how anger is stored in the liver and how grief is stored in

[01:10:56] the lungs and just certain emotions can affect the body in different ways can deteriorate the stomach

[01:11:01] you know you name it and so that kind of ties into the affirmation a little bit as well you know we

[01:11:05] push positive affirmations are you talked about it on rot talk we talked about it on this show a

[01:11:09] few times if you continuously tell yourself oh I'm gonna lose my hair or oh this is not going well

[01:11:14] or I'm I have this medical issue yeah I mean there's things are gonna develop right science

[01:11:18] is gonna happen things are gonna happen but if you can you know constantly say I'm sick all the time

[01:11:23] I'm always getting this and that chances are it's probably gonna go that way yeah if you're casting

[01:11:29] a spell in yourself with what you speak to your body believes what you tell it yeah exactly like when

[01:11:33] you know when you're like for example like if you were like heading somewhere you're like uh it's

[01:11:39] gonna be like I'm gonna do my nerves and my ankle so need terrible they just like triple that first

[01:11:45] like okay I'm gonna walk in to be good vibes I'm gonna be nice everyone would be nice to me good

[01:11:49] time for me short meeting but it's gonna be good then like it becomes that so it's like what you

[01:11:54] speak out does become thing like thoughts become things that's what I love from the book of not the book

[01:11:59] and the documentary what does it call again I'm forgetting I'm the secret I love that documentary

[01:12:06] I need to watch it because like I've been missing it that's like a rewatch like you keep

[01:12:09] watching that you're gonna keep learning new stuff yeah you know like you have to keep that

[01:12:13] subconscious like going like eating that part right when he said that like thoughts become things

[01:12:18] it's a true scary like when you're like for example she just got over like a bad cough like being sick

[01:12:24] sorry I'm going not like right just over okay yeah it's okay like it's like it's sick it's like two

[01:12:32] weeks ago it was two weeks ago but we keep saying like you know your cost in me going like it's

[01:12:37] gonna be gone before then in the month like don't worry something gone and it was like yeah I was

[01:12:41] scared for a moment because yeah but that's the power like again back to my christian

[01:12:47] yeah power of death and life is within the tongue so like you choose which one you want

[01:12:52] and then it will be like our minds are so powerful we can like literally you know manifest

[01:12:58] anything so maybe for you grow yeah I'm gonna always yeah thank you for gathering me gathering

[01:13:08] me with that with the with the comparison thing because I think I didn't realize I was comparing

[01:13:13] you know and I feel like I just feel like I'm like in a place in my because I'm in my early 30s

[01:13:20] where I don't know you kind of like societies pushing on you yeah and then we're also like

[01:13:27] you're realizing like what has made you and who has impacted your life to be who you are

[01:13:32] and who are the most impactful people and even if they weren't there how they still

[01:13:36] impacted your life even by the absence of them or you know things like that so I feel like a lot

[01:13:42] of my my thought process towards the people I was talking about was probably more on that spectrum

[01:13:48] of me being like that's why I'm like this or that's why I'm not like that or just how that affected

[01:13:53] me but I can still change it so yeah maybe no fillers or no Botox any time soon maybe just I mean

[01:14:03] I don't see I don't see any need for it I don't see any need and you know that's the thing

[01:14:09] and like I asked those difficult things in a respectful manner yeah no that was not all

[01:14:16] you know because I try to call myself out on that like even even though I'm very mindful

[01:14:20] I've been thinking about my thoughts for a long time like everybody can slip and like start going

[01:14:25] down a negative path and then if you don't catch yourself then you're just gonna keep on like you

[01:14:30] know talking bad about yourself or like talking bad about whatever it is like it's easy to let

[01:14:37] it takes diligence to stay on the high road yeah like you have to go up a hill to get onto

[01:14:42] the high road right and like you got to stay climbing sometimes sometimes we accidentally take

[01:14:47] that off-rab to to the complacent boulevard or whatever it made me like that because that plays in

[01:14:52] all the hard to get is that is very I'm gonna open up another one because that is how many things

[01:14:57] in about again like back with society like I feel like the pressure is on everyone but I think

[01:15:02] sometimes they I don't want to say sometimes I think it's evident how like much you can be pushed

[01:15:07] on like women like you know like kind of like being it's kind of crazy like I've noticed it

[01:15:13] within myself from like like the Barbie movie yeah yeah I didn't see the Barbie movie but I know

[01:15:18] like the concept of it I haven't seen it yet like I only see like in parts like I didn't see it

[01:15:21] there is so much I haven't seen it yet yeah I want to watch it but like I think sometimes when

[01:15:26] it's like there's like a big like cult following it kind of like does it opposite for me

[01:15:29] I'm like I'm overwhelmed I don't want to see it I'll see it on my own time because I don't

[01:15:33] want to be like too much like with like the collective energy where it's like I do it happens

[01:15:38] sometimes but it depends on how I feel like but as far as like beauty standards I think that's

[01:15:42] really pushed on a lot of women and especially me like I'm 27 I'm 28 next month and tourist

[01:15:48] game so I'm like and I'm like starting to get like these thoughts where I'm like I'm like

[01:15:54] looking at like retinels like different like serums and eyes create out a lot yes I

[01:15:59] do that's why I mention like wash like that's the way you know like that's like a natural way

[01:16:03] like keeping your face like contour where like you're like doing like lymphatic drainage like

[01:16:07] where you're just that's a way like taking care of your inside so you look at it on the outside

[01:16:10] without like the you know like invasive surgeries and stuff to like kind of like keep everything

[01:16:15] almost like plastic like so I feel like as a woman a young woman as I'm ending my 20s and

[01:16:21] approaching my 30s these like thoughts are coming into my mind I'm like oh my god like is my

[01:16:27] sock box go down like you know I'm kind of looking at myself like I'm objectifying myself and it's

[01:16:31] like why am I doing that in yeah it's like because society does condition like everyone but in

[01:16:37] particular what I'm talking about like women is like it's either 30 it's like you're

[01:16:41] gonna get prettier or you better stay pretty yeah or like they're said pressure yeah Mary you

[01:16:47] would have do something around the stage who can't be single and just yeah still trying to figure out

[01:16:50] where's that influence coming from in society so you know what's funny sorry like everywhere everywhere

[01:16:56] but is there examples I think that I think media is a big one yeah I think media but I also think

[01:17:03] the pretty privilege that term comes into play princess programming literally because there

[01:17:09] could be moments like where you know you go out with no makeup you have a hoodie on you're just chilling

[01:17:15] you don't get the same way that you do when you're like a person together yeah woman

[01:17:20] and everyone's like oh hey doing good you know not smiling so I'm like yeah it's like these

[01:17:28] different yeah more like your nails aren't done then the people just like all right well here's

[01:17:33] here's a change yeah I'll take your card it's like these little small things like that and then

[01:17:39] even when it comes to you know working out a job like if you are really pretty they're gonna want

[01:17:44] you more in the front versus in the back they want you to bring in the money but you're like

[01:17:50] I'm a little shy today I gotta be in the can I just be in the back no like everyone loves your

[01:17:55] energy when you come in like and you feel like come on yeah do you feel like okay well it's my

[01:18:01] job to like look good and be friendly at least that's like my retail purpose I'll be like some

[01:18:06] moments where I would like wouldn't want to speak to customers but because I was like one of the

[01:18:10] you know a pretty girl that was working there they're like can you be right up in the front

[01:18:15] can you work at the video room can you work in cash here and I'm like can it be a merchandiser

[01:18:20] they're like no do you see the way the merchandiser is lock up in here they were in splits and like

[01:18:24] no make good another one of you like you know so I feel like um I definitely feel like in my life

[01:18:31] I was conditioned to I was told more that was beautiful than I was smart you know or like

[01:18:37] then talented it was just like you're pretty you're pretty you're pretty it was more of

[01:18:42] that's I don't know so it's like society is putting a bigger value on your aesthetic supposed

[01:18:47] to like your like your yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

[01:18:51] exactly it's like society maybe pressured like my inner circle of people who helped cultivate who I

[01:18:57] am to like pressure that girl she is you know pretty keeper prettier like you know she's smart

[01:19:03] keep her smart don't like you know like certain things like that or she's hardworking keep her

[01:19:08] hard working or like struggling your mental health like oh you're too pretty to be sad like

[01:19:13] different things like yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

[01:19:17] I've been plus sized most of my life like my way has fluctuated so it's like people are like

[01:19:22] well you just need a little bit you'll be just perfect yeah that's the thing it's like always like

[01:19:27] this it starts very young like I in another thing where you like where does that come from

[01:19:31] also just observing society like even like my our personal societies like where

[01:19:36] our community where I'm noticing like my niece is grandmother mentioning like normal

[01:19:41] sweets like because your belly is getting me it's like what is for she's for like little girl I

[01:19:47] like get her in soccer if you wanted to like be active but like why are you like policing her body

[01:19:52] but like you know like her little brother is not getting that so it's like it's different things

[01:19:55] to observe where it's like damn like it's like any corner like I have to like be like hyper aware

[01:20:00] of like blocking this energy out and kind of like you said saying affirmations affirming

[01:20:04] to myself like I'm enough like I'm beautiful like even if I don't meet this standard of beauty

[01:20:10] like in someone else's world I meet the standard of my world like the eye the hottest thing in my

[01:20:15] world like that's what matters and all this versus like the world where I have to like you know

[01:20:20] abide by these certain rules and standards so in so many that you're saying like that like I feel

[01:20:25] like I've had to consistently remind myself you are talented you are innovative we are a great

[01:20:32] artist here your art deserves to be seen because I feel like I wasn't hearing that you know

[01:20:37] enough from like I don't know the people you're not you're not gonna meet people who raise me

[01:20:43] but even like teachers and things like that so it's like my responsibility to make sure that I

[01:20:50] feel and know that I'm talented and know that I'm capable and know that I can be a great entrepreneur

[01:20:56] and know that I can believe in myself but then there is those like shallow moments where I'm like

[01:21:02] like we got the filler okay you know I think again it's just being aware of it yeah right in

[01:21:10] balance and putting it all go okay what am I doing here what can I can control so at the end

[01:21:14] of the day we can only control we can control yeah and one of those things is like positive

[01:21:18] affirmations reminding yourself you're a great artist remind yourself that you know you're very

[01:21:21] tapped into to energy and just knowing those things about yourselves and how can we take that to

[01:21:25] the next level doesn't matter what the Instagram says or some Yahoo on the side of the road doesn't

[01:21:30] matter yeah it's like building that like confidence like where it doesn't waver it has like just like

[01:21:35] stay it's easier said than but it's possible you know like but it is possible I think that's a

[01:21:41] important thing to remind ourselves like we can do these things you know like these intrusive thoughts

[01:21:46] and like I don't know a lot what you said about like with like Botox and stuff maybe that was

[01:21:50] like not yours and you like picked it up along the way I think I feel like it's I've seen the benefits

[01:21:56] this is real I've seen the benefits of other people where it's like okay I don't say no names but

[01:22:03] hey that she got a whole new face and now look at the bank account the bank account is whole brand new

[01:22:08] too so then it's like then you are right then it's society's pressure is of being like well if you

[01:22:14] want to be a great female entrepreneur gotta be smart you gotta be with me and you got to be

[01:22:19] beautiful you're gonna stay beautiful because your looks are gonna pay so when you see that

[01:22:26] you know like I'll just say my save I'm looking at Beyonce I'm like bitch you're nine years out

[01:22:31] of me let me look closer don't drink tea a smoke do drink anymore are you still on that vegan diet

[01:22:39] you put Jensen in your tea how much money be on time let me get some Jensen in my tea because

[01:22:45] look it's gonna get me elevated it's gonna get me boom it's gonna be just mentioned you mentioned

[01:22:50] dolly heart and that's another powerful woman um who's proud of her plastic yeah exactly she owned it

[01:22:56] yeah like share share looks so good but it is paying her to look good you know demi more maybe

[01:23:02] she doesn't like have a lot of bowtops but I'm pretty sure she does face yoga I'm pretty sure

[01:23:07] she's doing yoga she's doing something to like keep it up so then you're looking at the people

[01:23:12] that you are you know you look up to or like Kelly Roland and I just all I just loved us in a

[01:23:18] child clearly then you see people who I'm like overboard with it unfortunately like well came

[01:23:24] and you're like see no girl now the too much turns to read about the stock now you know so it's

[01:23:30] like it's like there's like there's like a value in like oh actually so did you say stem cells

[01:23:38] no I said Sammy so sad oh yeah that's more like that's kind of like deep from like

[01:23:45] because I yeah I started I started I've got an affirmation where I I tell myself that my stem cells

[01:23:52] constantly regenerate and heal myself and so like I'm sitting there like imagining that like

[01:23:59] from the bone marrow like in the center of the bone and I like visualize it all and I'm like

[01:24:04] you know my stem cells are just like on over time powerful and he's the one to keep regenerating

[01:24:10] you know and life is full of cycles that well thank you I've been good to myself recently I

[01:24:16] wasn't always so good I used to look like a drug addict because I was so those people don't look

[01:24:21] good but it's like you know and there's different cycles in life you know and life is precious

[01:24:27] because it's not forever and you know we have to continue to move with life in these different

[01:24:32] cycles and maybe your looks and aesthetics were meant to fill the purposes of one cycle in life

[01:24:38] and then as we get older like we're meant to do something else with our lives and our energy yeah

[01:24:43] and so it's like it's okay if things move on like we don't have to stay attached to specific things in

[01:24:48] our life you know it's such a good point yeah like I used to it's going to move if we don't want

[01:24:55] to or not exactly you know isn't it like scientific like studies I forgot what I said we're every

[01:25:01] seven years I don't know if our personality change or like something happens with us like is it

[01:25:05] our bodies are a personality thing they're like we change like every seven years like there's

[01:25:10] like some type of growth that happens within our body I've heard something similar to that yeah yeah

[01:25:14] like I forgot like where I heard that from in the exact quote but I believe in that like especially

[01:25:20] what you just said about telling your stem cells that's so powerful yeah I can like an envision like

[01:25:24] the electricity and your brain like going down to like your nerves until like your stem cells like

[01:25:29] no I know I have like regenerate like self-glowing yeah I like that that's good that's something

[01:25:36] I've never had ever made since it's great I mean when I lay in bed at night strong and healthy I got

[01:25:41] this I'm always kind of just reaffirming reaffirming to myself that I'm strong I'm healthy I got this

[01:25:46] do that throughout the day that's one of my go-toes you know and it's like no matter what happens

[01:25:50] we're gonna get through this thing today yeah and it really comes in handy when I feel like shit

[01:25:53] maybe I'm hung over maybe I get enough sleep maybe I got some going on and I'm like okay

[01:25:57] I have a podcast to do I'm strong and healthy I got this we're gonna go get through it

[01:26:01] I've seen it work firsthand are definitely got me dialed into those affirmations

[01:26:04] I've been doing it for almost 10 years now they've changed my life yeah it's fantastic

[01:26:08] pretty sure yeah so yeah that's beautiful so great intentional people yeah

[01:26:15] I'm so happy like I can tell you like set time like say what does my day gonna look like

[01:26:20] this time when it's like like that's important because sometimes I've been like trying to

[01:26:24] make it back on that way recently because I've been bad like I'll be like oh I gotta email

[01:26:28] me check my phone really quick and it's like I'm doing the first thing the morning I'm like

[01:26:33] the next thing only I'm attached to my phone all day because that's the first thing I did

[01:26:37] it's a tough one yeah yeah we're all attached to it exactly but I love like our she mentioned her

[01:26:43] face my face as well both our face we all say no miss Badoo everybody do come on you I didn't

[01:26:50] mention there about do we did it no you said because you said my face I was like I'm gonna

[01:26:53] mention one of my face okay okay yeah we've got to we have the pleasure meeting her last

[01:26:58] yeah we got to meet her yeah that's beautiful and I was so cool yeah she we got to hang out with her

[01:27:06] it was a good way yeah like like a whole hour personal level yeah it was like a community

[01:27:13] of all this like in like backstage or okay just feel like oh yeah yeah oh my gosh

[01:27:20] like my whole life like I just have been like she's like been around me my whole life like Badoo

[01:27:25] is and like came out like the year before I was born so I was like oh my goodness like this is

[01:27:29] just it's like life changing like it was a beautiful moment I'm grateful for her artwork

[01:27:33] in that her energy was good and we were able to like cross pass I'm excited for us again when

[01:27:38] I have you and just calling it clay they're gonna be ready but what I've raised my

[01:27:42] mention her is because she she posted something you know she's like she's she's peculiar you know

[01:27:48] she's not for everyone but she she finds her tribe and I like that about her but she's like also

[01:27:53] very spiritual as well which is like again I connect with so she mentioned she's like you know when

[01:27:57] you first like uh she said you know it's easy to grab your phone but I learned that she keeps

[01:28:01] her phone like across the room from her when she's like in her room and she wakes up and she

[01:28:06] like walks outside barefoot it gets like her body disease she like touches a tree she's like I

[01:28:11] would be connected with her because I'm I'm still nature I'm organic matter like I want to connect

[01:28:16] with this before I connect with that even though she doesn't like completely dismiss science

[01:28:21] she loves science I think she's one of those people and I believe I'm one of them as well we're like

[01:28:25] spirit and science go hand in hand like can't have one without the other where it's like it's

[01:28:29] important to have it and find that balance of the two so her mentioning that in like recently my

[01:28:35] I'll say my days like for sure like within the past few weeks I'm like I just want to get back

[01:28:40] on this cake where I'm like okay I'm meditating the morning I'm journal a little bit maybe right

[01:28:46] down my dream was about pick like a affirmation card like I was so good on that but like I allowed

[01:28:52] other things in my life to like kind of give me off of that like wave and that's like a hard

[01:28:57] thing about like this is yourself reminder yeah it is you know because like especially when you

[01:29:02] know like you're like tapped in like a tuned in person like you get off that you can feel when

[01:29:06] you're not it's like day and night and you're like what the fuck how am I gonna get back on

[01:29:10] this way yeah like something well yeah you know but you have it within you I think that's like a big

[01:29:15] thing that I'm telling myself like girl we have it within us we can do this it's just like

[01:29:18] what distraction are you gonna cut out and how are you gonna be how are you gonna

[01:29:22] recommit yourself to this because it's important yeah and you notice like the difference

[01:29:26] were like lately you've been having terrible attitudes and now like why is that and it's like

[01:29:32] cuz I haven't been like meditating haven't been checking your boxes yeah exactly I'm not pouring

[01:29:38] into myself then you're like we're the fuck am I pouring from yeah in a way so I know I'm getting

[01:29:42] because no it's good no it's definitely believe in like I like to listen to recently Nell

[01:29:50] gotter Nell um I think that's a thing I was gonna say gotter I'm listening to him a lot lately and then

[01:30:01] I was like and then still and then still writing myself to smile like

[01:30:07] force that smile when I wake up so I definitely but for a little bit like intrestable situations I kind

[01:30:12] of like good up and I'm just going to my to-do list but no that's the sign no no to grassroots

[01:30:20] scientists yeah right but randomly guys in my head this whole time has been playing random

[01:30:28] Beyonce songs from her new album in my head how do you guys heard her album not the new one huh it's

[01:30:38] so good I haven't heard it it's country-esque is it do you guys have any interest in listening to it

[01:30:44] do you guys listen to Beyonce I mean I've heard like you know they got it on the TikTok real

[01:30:49] okay like the same Texas let's put the cars down yeah

[01:30:55] yeah I might like that that's like yeah it's good and it feels like that one you know it's

[01:30:59] funny that one in my opinion it's you're gonna if you give it there's other ones oh it's like

[01:31:05] listen to the water yeah so we're gonna play a musical work yeah we're gonna play some when we get

[01:31:11] off here yeah but this this conversation has touched a lot of different levels it had it was

[01:31:18] deep guys it did get deep wouldn't that great though it was I think it's probably because we haven't

[01:31:22] seen you guys in a while to yeah well we always have the repeat yeah yeah once you're in the

[01:31:28] wheelhouse there's really no good yeah there isn't like the soprano you're in the family listen

[01:31:35] for your monster movie oh mobster movie yeah I mean I would have to say that many say it's a new

[01:31:42] work just because it's the prequel to the sopranos and the spra's my favorite monster it's yeah

[01:31:46] it's the prequel to the sopranos where James Ganalfini's son Michael Ganalfini plays a young

[01:31:50] Tony soprano oh wow so I didn't see that it was good yeah it was good that's probably I mean

[01:31:55] people probably thought I would say godfather were you know good fellows or something like that those

[01:32:00] are great mob movies I appreciate I've never seen any mob movie they're fun none I love how they're

[01:32:07] shot I'm into like cinematography that's why there's a whole art too oh yeah there is you know

[01:32:12] it's like dark history but like thank you but it's real history like the world it is there's a lot

[01:32:19] of beauty here but it's not always a pretty place yeah but both of you are sharing epic energy oh thank

[01:32:26] you where can everybody check out both your stuff oh yeah I'll let you go first okay so

[01:32:33] I'm a little shy again but you can find me Instagram at divine free um but with 2b so like divine

[01:32:40] bbri okay and also like my twitter I don't know how much or x whatever twitter x we just call

[01:32:47] Twitter yeah I don't like the x well that's Elon I like Elon I think do you I think maybe I don't

[01:32:53] know get into that next time yeah well maybe I don't like him but I think stick to you I think

[01:32:59] a little bit like him let me let me read a little bit of like uh what look like like like a

[01:33:05] little different he's autistic oh yeah he was the first autistic person to ever host s and

[01:33:13] out see I didn't mean that's cool that's funny well maybe that is why oh no I'm a little different

[01:33:21] but I can like respect where his brain goes as I said he's brilliant yeah he has a little

[01:33:28] questionable some questionable things I think we'll be on the same team who talk about it next time

[01:33:33] that's fair yeah or off mic we can get more into that oh yeah exactly and um for me guys again it's

[01:33:39] Udayme with three e's UDE and then for art by Udayme it's art by UDE MEEE E3 E's

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[01:33:58] yes yeah and click on that to touch with these wonderful ladies what a great conversation

[01:34:02] thank you and the guys tonight. I think you guys look so good to be with you guys again time for

[01:34:07] ride the sister energy yeah and I feel like this this like hopefully this conversation anyone

[01:34:13] that was listening like we all expose things about ourself here and and we can all like admit

[01:34:21] to our own downfalls and our faults in a safe manner yeah and respect ourselves while improving

[01:34:27] ourselves like just because we aren't doing something right like we can we

[01:34:32] can correct that in a positive way we can acknowledge it in a positive way

[01:34:35] like because like usually if we're like you know focusing on something that we

[01:34:40] don't like about ourselves we get really negative yeah we could do that in a

[01:34:43] positive way and I feel like we did that tonight yeah

[01:34:46] you guys definitely helped for sure like I appreciate you guys energy of like

[01:34:51] giving off like solution energy versus like oh let's just complain about it like

[01:34:56] you guys are like every time you talk about something you guys have like a

[01:34:59] solution like well what is this where does that come from where we're going

[01:35:02] after so you guys are good with that you guys are wonderful people thank you

[01:35:06] thank you I'm proud of myself for just like letting lose and not like

[01:35:10] being so like check out my website our brand new day may.com

[01:35:16] like I just like let myself be chill like the real yeah

[01:35:21] the real yeah I like that people relate to their authenticity

[01:35:24] yeah exactly I feel like I'm like I'm comfortable talking

[01:35:28] to just people like in a regular basis but it's like when sometimes like when

[01:35:33] is the camera's and microphones on like all right

[01:35:37] like it's easy to go there yeah you know

[01:35:40] so yeah that's what we try to do here at DCPC is capture these real

[01:35:42] experiences real conversations real people

[01:35:45] yeah it's real opinions it was great it was great it was great

[01:35:48] this was a long one so we got to get out of here we're gonna start doing

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