Jade IAM pt.2 | Discussion Combustion Podcast | #272

[00:00:02] [SPEAKER_02]: This is a discussion coming to you from Dambert Colorado. This is Discussion Combustion Podcast with your hosts, Kevin Batstone and Arthur Rawe

[00:00:29] [SPEAKER_01]: Round 2. Enjoying life, it's a movement. You've been busy.

[00:00:34] [SPEAKER_03]: You have been busy since you came on about a year ago.

[00:00:39] [SPEAKER_03]: You know, whenever we have a guest on, I usually really start checking out their Instagrams after the conversation.

[00:00:48] [SPEAKER_03]: We'll do some research before, but I'm really good more invested afterwards.

[00:00:54] [SPEAKER_03]: I've been seeing what you've been doing in the last year. You've been on more stages than I've performed on at this point for sure.

[00:01:01] [SPEAKER_03]: You're just going to all these different states running around and what I like most about what you're doing as well as just the positive and word discussion

[00:01:13] [SPEAKER_03]: and opening that up and making people be aware of their thought processes.

[00:01:19] [SPEAKER_03]: It's good to have you back. That's our grand slam and intro for you.

[00:01:24] [SPEAKER_01]: I appreciate it, man. It's dynamite and I'm so excited to be back. I love the vibe here. I love the energy both of you guys are just great men.

[00:01:32] [SPEAKER_01]: I love to come together and have these great discussions.

[00:01:37] [SPEAKER_00]: Absolutely. Yeah, it's good stuff. Good to see all the great stuff you've been doing.

[00:01:40] [SPEAKER_00]: We're going to get into a lot of it, of course.

[00:01:41] [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah, sir.

[00:01:42] [SPEAKER_00]: One of the biggest things that stood out to me last time you're on and still has become almost, I would say a daily part of what I think about is if it's not a hell yeah, to know.

[00:01:50] [SPEAKER_00]: Yes.

[00:01:50] [SPEAKER_00]: What an incredible, powerful way to look at things and that's life decisions that we want to do in the weekend.

[00:01:56] [SPEAKER_00]: If you start to apply that, it's amazing. I know you've been on it.

[00:02:00] [SPEAKER_03]: No, you changed our lives when you taught us that.

[00:02:03] [SPEAKER_01]: I'm thrilled about that because it saves you from a bunch of catastrophes.

[00:02:07] [SPEAKER_01]: Things that you don't really feel like going to. And the thing about it is, is when you apply it, then you respect when other people apply it to because a lot of people become

[00:02:16] [SPEAKER_01]: enough stuff that we don't really feel like going to and I'm understanding when people don't feel like going, it's okay.

[00:02:22] [SPEAKER_01]: We all need to give each other space and grace to be who you are because you want someone to show up authentically.

[00:02:27] [SPEAKER_01]: You know what I mean?

[00:02:28] [SPEAKER_01]: Yes.

[00:02:28] [SPEAKER_01]: And when you're doing it at the obligation, it's just not the same.

[00:02:30] [SPEAKER_01]: Now sometimes you can go to something that obligation, it turns out to be a bang and time.

[00:02:35] [SPEAKER_01]: But usually during those times, like you know in your gut, like okay, I don't really want to but I definitely need to go.

[00:02:40] [SPEAKER_01]: You know what I mean?

[00:02:41] [SPEAKER_01]: But for the most part, I feel like if it's not a hell, yes, then it's a hell no.

[00:02:45] [SPEAKER_00]: It's like the simplest way to have an effective vetting process of opportunities because you said sometimes there is opportunities that's like,

[00:02:51] [SPEAKER_00]: I should go to this.

[00:02:52] [SPEAKER_00]: Yes.

[00:02:52] [SPEAKER_00]: Hence the hell, yeah, part.

[00:02:54] [SPEAKER_00]: Exactly.

[00:02:55] [SPEAKER_00]: Right. So yeah, it's just, that's just great. That stuck with me ever since.

[00:02:57] [SPEAKER_01]: Yes, and I'm glad about that.

[00:02:58] [SPEAKER_01]: Yes, it's going.

[00:02:59] [SPEAKER_03]: Now, yeah, that definitely is part of our vocabulary and has been.

[00:03:03] [SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.

[00:03:03] [SPEAKER_03]: But sometimes those like maybe events where it's like, ah, and then you go like you're saying, yeah, sometimes like some really great things sometimes different trajectory happens in your life that you did not expect all because you were just open to getting a little uncomfortable.

[00:03:19] [SPEAKER_03]: Like so, so there is like, it's so crazy because there's all these fine lines in life to where like there's like the right way to do it.

[00:03:28] [SPEAKER_03]: And then like easily overstep that or like be too reclusive and say no to too much stuff.

[00:03:34] [SPEAKER_03]: Or like now I'm saying yes to too much stuff and burn myself out.

[00:03:37] [SPEAKER_03]: You know, so it's like there's always a fine line to any subject.

[00:03:41] [SPEAKER_01]: Well, I think you judge that based off of how you feel.

[00:03:43] [SPEAKER_01]: I feel like we have seasons for stuff.

[00:03:45] [SPEAKER_01]: Like there's times like in the winter.

[00:03:47] [SPEAKER_03]: Okay.

[00:03:47] [SPEAKER_01]: I guess maybe not in the winter just like really speaking but just like for an analogy if you will.

[00:03:54] [SPEAKER_01]: Where things are more still, you're more inside, you're more to yourself, you're more with family.

[00:03:58] [SPEAKER_01]: They have times like during the summer where you're more out and about you more want to be around people.

[00:04:02] [SPEAKER_01]: But I think it can fluctuate in a month.

[00:04:04] [SPEAKER_01]: You could have like two weeks where you just want to be out and then two weeks where you just want to be in.

[00:04:07] [SPEAKER_01]: I thought you could just flow with it because you, your heart knows what to do and your heart is like on the mountain.

[00:04:13] [SPEAKER_01]: And then like we're in the valley so the heart can see ahead of us a hundred miles but we can only see the next couple feet.

[00:04:19] [SPEAKER_01]: So your heart's leading you along and you just got interested by your instinct.

[00:04:23] [SPEAKER_01]: So there's going to be times where you feel like you want to do something go with that.

[00:04:26] [SPEAKER_01]: Sometimes you beat ourselves up because you haven't been very active out in the mountain stuff but it's not time for that.

[00:04:31] [SPEAKER_01]: And then when it is time and we know because it flows naturally, which is naturally when it goes these places.

[00:04:35] [SPEAKER_01]: We naturally are going to more shows or doing more stuff like that happen with me with music.

[00:04:39] [SPEAKER_01]: Like last year around this time wasn't making much music.

[00:04:42] [SPEAKER_01]: We had just bought a house.

[00:04:44] [SPEAKER_01]: We were getting settled back in.

[00:04:46] [SPEAKER_01]: Started working at the spotlight last May.

[00:04:49] [SPEAKER_01]: So just different adjustments I was making that I wasn't really being creative.

[00:04:53] [SPEAKER_01]: And I wanted to be but I wasn't feeling it.

[00:04:56] [SPEAKER_01]: And so I just relaxed and let it flow in.

[00:04:59] [SPEAKER_01]: Start doing a couple different things.

[00:05:00] [SPEAKER_01]: And now I'm on a, I feel like a great wave of momentum of actually being creative and making songs or at least some music you're doing shows.

[00:05:08] [SPEAKER_01]: But it came at the time where it was the right season for that.

[00:05:10] [SPEAKER_01]: So what I'm saying is like don't beat yourself up for whatever season that you win because you're naturally going to flow to the next thing when it's time.

[00:05:16] [SPEAKER_01]: And I think that's probably the biggest part is I just trust it.

[00:05:19] [SPEAKER_00]: I'm leaning into the intuition a little bit.

[00:05:22] [SPEAKER_00]: Because all the bit.

[00:05:23] [SPEAKER_00]: I feel like the intuition's right overnight and I put it on the time but sometimes like you said the heart can see what, how it was the metric.

[00:05:30] [SPEAKER_01]: I mean I fight the heart can see like a hundred miles ahead.

[00:05:32] [SPEAKER_01]: The heart can just see clearly ahead for your life.

[00:05:36] [SPEAKER_01]: It knows what you want, you know?

[00:05:38] [SPEAKER_01]: And it guides you to it but sometimes it will guide you do things that maybe don't make logical sense.

[00:05:44] [SPEAKER_01]: But the heart knows like this has its place.

[00:05:46] [SPEAKER_01]: Like let's go do this.

[00:05:47] [SPEAKER_01]: You know what I mean?

[00:05:48] [SPEAKER_01]: When I the first time everyone to a studio to make music I was hanging out with my boy Bingey and

[00:05:54] [SPEAKER_01]: with my lady and her cousin and we all hanging out and he was like his homeboys are there

[00:05:59] [SPEAKER_01]: watching the fight.

[00:06:00] [SPEAKER_01]: Hey where I'm going to the studio come with us under normal circumstances.

[00:06:03] [SPEAKER_01]: Hell no, I'm not going with you.

[00:06:05] [SPEAKER_01]: He's just some young cats.

[00:06:06] [SPEAKER_01]: I don't know what they got going on.

[00:06:08] [SPEAKER_01]: That's not really my thing but my heart said yeah we're going.

[00:06:10] [SPEAKER_01]: And it was a resounding yes and I trusted it and I went.

[00:06:14] [SPEAKER_01]: And I didn't make a verse that not just recorded a hook for them but I love the way

[00:06:18] [SPEAKER_01]: that it's helping the studio and then from there you know more songs are made.

[00:06:23] [SPEAKER_01]: So me follow my heart in a situation where logically speaking it should have been a

[00:06:27] [SPEAKER_01]: know and it ended up like you said change in my life and that trajectory

[00:06:30] [SPEAKER_01]: where I was going so that's a perfect example.

[00:06:33] [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah right in the wave.

[00:06:34] [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah right that moment.

[00:06:35] [SPEAKER_00]: Oh yes.

[00:06:36] [SPEAKER_00]: Floated.

[00:06:37] [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah and no one to say no.

[00:06:39] [SPEAKER_00]: Absolutely.

[00:06:39] [SPEAKER_00]: Like we were talking before we went on a mic about you know previous guests that just

[00:06:43] [SPEAKER_00]: 80 and 86 themselves we're not even going to show up.

[00:06:46] [SPEAKER_00]: It's like you're better off saying no.

[00:06:48] [SPEAKER_00]: Which is just say no.

[00:06:49] [SPEAKER_01]: Let's say everybody some time.

[00:06:51] [SPEAKER_00]: The power of no.

[00:06:52] [SPEAKER_01]: I feel like you have to have confidence to say no.

[00:06:55] [SPEAKER_01]: Often times like we're said we don't want to say no because we're trying to people

[00:06:59] [SPEAKER_01]: please but in the end you're letting them down anyway.

[00:07:01] [SPEAKER_01]: So why not just be honest and just say not right now.

[00:07:04] [SPEAKER_03]: Rip the band it off get it over with.

[00:07:06] [SPEAKER_03]: So this is how you tell people now.

[00:07:08] [SPEAKER_03]: Is you do it like something like this.

[00:07:11] [SPEAKER_03]: Like I don't I'm not going to be able to make this time and you just have the smile on your face.

[00:07:16] [SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.

[00:07:16] [SPEAKER_03]: You know just be genuine because there's nothing wrong with doing what you want to do.

[00:07:22] [SPEAKER_03]: And there's there's a button like the saying goes is there's like a thousand different ways to say one sentence.

[00:07:28] [SPEAKER_03]: Right.

[00:07:28] [SPEAKER_03]: So I could say one thing in a disrespectful way and I could say the exact same thing in a calm

[00:07:34] [SPEAKER_03]: understanding way.

[00:07:36] [SPEAKER_03]: You know so it's all about how we approach it and just taking time to think.

[00:07:40] [SPEAKER_03]: And I've been really noticing kind of what the steam that we're talking about right now

[00:07:44] [SPEAKER_03]: of like you know paying attention things constantly change going with it, you know.

[00:07:51] [SPEAKER_03]: Because you're I've been on my own health journey and like trying to grow and sometimes you want to get solidified

[00:07:57] [SPEAKER_03]: and a specific like lifestyle.

[00:08:01] [SPEAKER_03]: But once you hit certain levels like your lifestyle has to change then ultimately you have to let go of something that brought you success

[00:08:07] [SPEAKER_03]: because it's not going to get you to the next level type of thing.

[00:08:11] [SPEAKER_03]: And so it's interesting because we're constantly in this state of change right like things can be okay.

[00:08:21] [SPEAKER_03]: So there's like one consistency and that could be your attitude towards it.

[00:08:25] [SPEAKER_03]: Like if it's a good day if it's a bad day we can still control our attitude.

[00:08:30] [SPEAKER_03]: You know so that's one thing that like I try to focus on is the attitude but then also like yeah like how am I feeling like am I more tired do I need a rest more or

[00:08:40] [SPEAKER_03]: then my feeling like I could give more to the world and so drop like little mini series on YouTube or something real quick like you know what's it going to be.

[00:08:49] [SPEAKER_03]: But it's just kind of interesting trying to meet your goals have new ones feel satisfied while ultimately growing the whole time and never always being the same.

[00:09:01] [SPEAKER_01]: I felt that's because life is a game and once you understand that life is a game and in a game there's so many different aspects to that game.

[00:09:09] [SPEAKER_01]: Like if you take mad in for instance, you know saying like you have different stats different parts of the game that you play in offense defense special teams.

[00:09:16] [SPEAKER_01]: Whatever the case may be I feel like once you understand life is a game there's different things you're doing within the game.

[00:09:21] [SPEAKER_01]: So to your point you end up balancing it all because you do want to fill satisfied even in your quest for more.

[00:09:27] [SPEAKER_01]: You want you want to fill like you've made it as you're still going for more.

[00:09:31] [SPEAKER_01]: I felt that's really the key like you got to feel the way you want to fill before the thing even comes to you.

[00:09:36] [SPEAKER_01]: And understand that your ultimate identity who you really are to encourage awareness and like that's the one thing that's always going to be consistent everything around your changes but the fact that you are awareness.

[00:09:46] [SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying so I feel like to your point if you understand a life is a game and it has different aspects to it.

[00:09:52] [SPEAKER_01]: And you're the awareness or the player of the game it makes life really actually so much more fun and that's so much of a drag.

[00:09:58] [SPEAKER_01]: They kind of raise us to feel like life is a drag and it's not fun and you kind of struggle in your stress and that's not true.

[00:10:04] [SPEAKER_01]: I feel like we really meant to enjoy life and if you understand that that's part of what you're supposed to experience, you actually do things to enjoy life more.

[00:10:13] [SPEAKER_01]: Like I think both of what you all were telling me before we started or decisions you made because you want to enjoy life more.

[00:10:19] [SPEAKER_01]: You know what I mean?

[00:10:20] [SPEAKER_01]: So I feel like when you have that at the foundation of whatever you're doing it's going to lead you to incredible things.

[00:10:28] [SPEAKER_00]: I like the video game analogy.

[00:10:30] [SPEAKER_00]: I'm a kind of visual person and sports analogy is always resonate well with me.

[00:10:33] [SPEAKER_00]: So I think about it as like we can only control we can control right whether that's within the game or within life.

[00:10:38] [SPEAKER_00]: And you're always going to have NPCs and you're going to have other energy pushing against it.

[00:10:41] [SPEAKER_00]: You can't really control that part of the game right?

[00:10:44] [SPEAKER_00]: So it's like go out there with the best winning strategy I like that.

[00:10:46] [SPEAKER_00]: How are you maneuver?

[00:10:47] [SPEAKER_00]: Right.

[00:10:47] [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah.

[00:10:48] [SPEAKER_00]: What play you're going to call here how you're going to execute it.

[00:10:50] [SPEAKER_00]: Exactly.

[00:10:51] [SPEAKER_00]: And then repetitions the mother of skill.

[00:10:53] [SPEAKER_01]: Exactly.

[00:10:53] [SPEAKER_01]: And that's really life is like your quality of life is just based off what you're practicing on a consistent basis.

[00:10:59] [SPEAKER_01]: And what your daily focuses so like happiness I realized like when I was younger I used to kind of chase happiness.

[00:11:06] [SPEAKER_01]: Like when I get this I'll be happy when I do this I'll be happy when this happens I'll be happy.

[00:11:10] [SPEAKER_03]: And I realized it's waiting to be happy.

[00:11:12] [SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.

[00:11:13] [SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.

[00:11:13] [SPEAKER_01]: And then what happens when you wait you keep waiting.

[00:11:16] [SPEAKER_03]: Yeah right.

[00:11:17] [SPEAKER_03]: You get patient.

[00:11:18] [SPEAKER_03]: Period.

[00:11:18] [SPEAKER_03]: If you lose the patients a little bit too.

[00:11:20] [SPEAKER_01]: And it's like imagination creates reality and how you where your focus and how you feel.

[00:11:24] [SPEAKER_01]: I learned this from Dr. Joe Despenza.

[00:11:26] [SPEAKER_01]: Never got our foreign scholarship.

[00:11:29] [SPEAKER_01]: Abraham Hicks me a lot of teachers and I listened to but the just is imagination creates reality.

[00:11:34] [SPEAKER_01]: And so where you focus and how you feel is what you're attracting to yourself.

[00:11:39] [SPEAKER_01]: So when you are able to fill ahead of the event you attract the event to yourself.

[00:11:43] [SPEAKER_01]: But if you feel like you're not happy yet then you just keep attracting unhappy moments because you're feeling unhappy.

[00:11:49] [SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?

[00:11:50] [SPEAKER_01]: So when I realize okay I have to feel happy now.

[00:11:53] [SPEAKER_01]: I have to feel satisfaction now.

[00:11:55] [SPEAKER_01]: I have to choose to enjoy this moment to just walk out and fill the sunshine because people that can't do that.

[00:12:00] [SPEAKER_01]: They when I made happiness a daily practice of mine instead of this finish line I was trying to get to.

[00:12:06] [SPEAKER_01]: I actually started to feel happy in life and it's not like this cold wicked world because now I'm that focused there.

[00:12:12] [SPEAKER_01]: I'm focused on happiness and appreciation and abundance so I experience more of that.

[00:12:17] [SPEAKER_01]: So everybody has an opportunity you just have to decide where you want to focus and practice that over and over and over again.

[00:12:23] [SPEAKER_00]: We're focused goes energy flows every time.

[00:12:26] [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah.

[00:12:26] [SPEAKER_00]: Whether that's positive direction or negative direction.

[00:12:28] [SPEAKER_00]: Absolutely.

[00:12:29] [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah, I've seen it for sure and that's a good point.

[00:12:31] [SPEAKER_00]: You know if a lot of folks I feel like are constantly looking for that next what's going to bring them happy.

[00:12:36] [SPEAKER_01]: Yeah that next high.

[00:12:37] [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah the new car the new house whatever the new job the new city to move to rather than saying what's going to make me happy right now.

[00:12:43] [SPEAKER_01]: Because wherever you go there you are.

[00:12:44] [SPEAKER_01]: You're with all those things.

[00:12:46] [SPEAKER_01]: So until you tune into you like nothing's really going to satisfy you like that.

[00:12:49] [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah, it's just crazy how we've gotten like and I think a lot of that's materialistic too a lot of people.

[00:12:53] [SPEAKER_00]: They really they believe and they kind of assimilate too well once I have the house that all be happy.

[00:13:00] [SPEAKER_00]: Right.

[00:13:00] [SPEAKER_00]: Then all I've done it.

[00:13:01] [SPEAKER_00]: So that could be a long journey for a lot of people.

[00:13:04] [SPEAKER_00]: What are we doing in the meantime?

[00:13:06] [SPEAKER_00]: To bring some time joy and fun.

[00:13:08] [SPEAKER_03]: A lot of time to go are you got like a vacation plan a year.

[00:13:11] [SPEAKER_03]: Right.

[00:13:11] [SPEAKER_03]: That's like the only thing you're happy and looking forward to.

[00:13:14] [SPEAKER_03]: There's a lot of time in between.

[00:13:15] [SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.

[00:13:15] [SPEAKER_01]: That's a lot of life to be lived within that.

[00:13:18] [SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, the type of stuff that you're talking about.

[00:13:20] [SPEAKER_03]: I've heard like recited basically and a bunch of different people that I believe to be emotionally intelligent.

[00:13:30] [SPEAKER_03]: They they like all come to this emotional intelligence and emotionally intelligent people.

[00:13:35] [SPEAKER_03]: And it's about looking inward and understanding that like what like where you focus energy goes the law of attraction, manifestation,

[00:13:44] [SPEAKER_03]: you know, proper affirmation like all that stuff is game changing and like we've talked about this so much on DCPC.

[00:13:52] [SPEAKER_03]: Like seriously if if you're listening or watching this right now and you've been on this program and you haven't started using affirmations yet like

[00:14:00] [SPEAKER_03]: Like people need to get on this because it's a game change.

[00:14:03] [SPEAKER_01]: And also ask formations.

[00:14:05] [SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, like what I'm asking so prosperous today.

[00:14:09] [SPEAKER_03]: Right.

[00:14:09] [SPEAKER_01]: Because affirmations activate the subconscious and the subconscious's job is to prove what you believe to be right.

[00:14:16] [SPEAKER_01]: And so if you're saying, you know, you know, isn't amazing that I'm so wealthy, you know, isn't it great I'm making a million dollars a year now like whatever just put whatever you want to say in the affirmation and ask formation form.

[00:14:28] [SPEAKER_01]: So isn't it wonderful I'm getting younger and younger every day.

[00:14:32] [SPEAKER_01]: Isn't it great that I'm growing and flowing in every way?

[00:14:34] [SPEAKER_01]: You know, those things activate the subconscious so you still have the power of the affirmation but now you got the whole subconscious work for you and the subconscious is a very, very powerful tool.

[00:14:43] [SPEAKER_00]: Some next level shit for sure.

[00:14:44] [SPEAKER_01]: I'm telling you bro, it's she coast because listening.

[00:14:46] [SPEAKER_00]: It is a cheeko.

[00:14:47] [SPEAKER_01]: In school they taught us how to human but we're not humans bro.

[00:14:50] [SPEAKER_01]: We're beings.

[00:14:51] [SPEAKER_01]: We're human beings.

[00:14:52] [SPEAKER_01]: Being as our last name.

[00:14:53] [SPEAKER_01]: So being as energy.

[00:14:54] [SPEAKER_01]: They didn't give us any sort of energy classes while we was in the school so we don't know how to work with the energetic part of who we are, which is all of who we are.

[00:15:01] [SPEAKER_01]: So that we don't know how to really work with ourselves.

[00:15:03] [SPEAKER_01]: So when I actually took the time like you said to intro spec and learn myself and start to understand who I am on my core, I shifted and transformed the way I felt about life.

[00:15:13] [SPEAKER_03]: How long from the beginning of your acknowledgement of your subconscious and the echo chamber?

[00:15:21] [SPEAKER_03]: Like once you admitted that and then you actively started to work on it.

[00:15:25] [SPEAKER_03]: What would you say was your turn around to like when like things started to get synchronized?

[00:15:28] [SPEAKER_03]: And what I mean by synchronizes like good things started to happen effortlessly.

[00:15:34] [SPEAKER_03]: Like it just started to unfold...

[00:15:35] [SPEAKER_01]: I felt immediately because I felt immediately.

[00:15:38] [SPEAKER_01]: Number one you're going to have beginners look when you start doing stuff, things are going to click for you and show you something in the beginning to give you motivation to keep going.

[00:15:45] [SPEAKER_01]: But I feel like we're onion people so there's layers.

[00:15:47] [SPEAKER_01]: So you have times where you're like you know how you're probably super Mario Brothers.

[00:15:51] [SPEAKER_01]: You get that star and like that that that that that that can't have the touch everything's about.

[00:15:55] [SPEAKER_01]: If you get an all kind of coins and stuff.

[00:15:57] [SPEAKER_01]: That's fun.

[00:15:57] [SPEAKER_01]: You have those moments but as layers so you'll have a moment where you've leveled up now you're recalibrating.

[00:16:04] [SPEAKER_01]: So you're kind of into yourself not out so much got to chill so your energy can catch up.

[00:16:08] [SPEAKER_01]: Then you're learning the recalibration then you hit that sweet spot in the starland again.

[00:16:13] [SPEAKER_01]: Then you recalibrate and then you had to learn so it's like a cycle.

[00:16:16] [SPEAKER_03]: I'm in a recalibration right now.

[00:16:18] [SPEAKER_01]: I'm telling you bro and then you're doing it over and over.

[00:16:20] [SPEAKER_03]: I've been recognizing I am too I think.

[00:16:22] [SPEAKER_01]: There you go.

[00:16:23] [SPEAKER_03]: The season is just been changing.

[00:16:24] [SPEAKER_03]: I'm just I'll just it made to it like I wasn't doing my portion control as much.

[00:16:30] [SPEAKER_03]: I was drinking occasionally which would be like I don't know a couple times a week but that's still was like having a negative effect overall.

[00:16:39] [SPEAKER_03]: And I hadn't been doing my workouts like I wanted to and so there's been like some areas where I've just like looking in right now.

[00:16:47] [SPEAKER_03]: And it's just everyone's different like all the little things that we have to change this week to be better next week.

[00:16:53] [SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.

[00:16:53] [SPEAKER_03]: But it's good to look at.

[00:16:56] [SPEAKER_01]: You need those guys.

[00:16:56] [SPEAKER_03]: I get excited about it and honestly like what was the saying you said Kevin confidently vulnerable?

[00:17:03] [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah, confidently vulnerable.

[00:17:04] [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah.

[00:17:04] [SPEAKER_00]: It's one of the things we do on here a lot and that's just owning the situation.

[00:17:08] [SPEAKER_00]: Absolutely.

[00:17:09] [SPEAKER_00]: And one of the things about the affirmation that I'm resonating with personally going through.

[00:17:12] [SPEAKER_00]: I mentioned I'm getting off alcohol about four months with a slip up there.

[00:17:16] [SPEAKER_00]: Every day I do an affirmation of isn't it great to wake up not hung over.

[00:17:21] [SPEAKER_00]: And because the affirmation piece for me is I'm alcohol free.

[00:17:24] [SPEAKER_00]: Now the affirmation isn't a great how great we're feeling today.

[00:17:27] [SPEAKER_00]: How much clear the mind is?

[00:17:29] [SPEAKER_00]: So I'm from personal experience in the last 30 days the ask for a nation on that has been monumental for me.

[00:17:33] [SPEAKER_00]: Because changes of course for the rest of the day for me and we're going to go with it.

[00:17:36] [SPEAKER_01]: Because you embody the feeling.

[00:17:37] [SPEAKER_00]: Exactly.

[00:17:38] [SPEAKER_01]: Because now you ask yourself how does it feel or doesn't it feel great and you're affirming number one the feeling.

[00:17:44] [SPEAKER_01]: But then you're also like installing the feeling more into your subconscious.

[00:17:47] [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah, it's like a full circle of love.

[00:17:49] [SPEAKER_00]: So yeah, sure.

[00:17:50] [SPEAKER_00]: I think it's a great practice that folks can do daily.

[00:17:53] [SPEAKER_00]: And it doesn't have to be these massive things.

[00:17:55] [SPEAKER_00]: It could be something just to hurt my eyes.

[00:17:55] [SPEAKER_01]: It's a whole bunch little thing strong together.

[00:17:57] [SPEAKER_01]: It's really like I'm saying to you what's a practice.

[00:18:00] [SPEAKER_01]: And that's the thing that I want people to understand.

[00:18:01] [SPEAKER_01]: You don't have to go to Tibet and live at monks for three years to get this down.

[00:18:06] [SPEAKER_01]: It's a daily practice.

[00:18:07] [SPEAKER_01]: Like it's just little things you do on the daily that help you to feel better about who you are and the life you're living.

[00:18:12] [SPEAKER_01]: And that's the way the key is like you want to feel the best about who you are from there.

[00:18:16] [SPEAKER_01]: Everything else stems from that.

[00:18:17] [SPEAKER_01]: But if you don't feel great about who you are, and life doesn't feel great.

[00:18:20] [SPEAKER_01]: You don't feel great.

[00:18:21] [SPEAKER_01]: It's not fun.

[00:18:23] [SPEAKER_03]: Yep.

[00:18:24] [SPEAKER_03]: And you feel great when you're doing things that you know you need to do and you're not kicking the can down the fucking hallway.

[00:18:31] [SPEAKER_03]: Like it's so easy to do that.

[00:18:33] [SPEAKER_03]: It is.

[00:18:33] [SPEAKER_03]: And I'm complacent Boulevard.

[00:18:35] [SPEAKER_03]: So in my opinion, using affirmations and I've been using affirmations for like 24 years almost.

[00:18:42] [SPEAKER_01]: Nice.

[00:18:43] [SPEAKER_03]: Like since I was like 14.

[00:18:45] [SPEAKER_03]: So I'm coming up on 38.

[00:18:46] [SPEAKER_03]: So yeah, almost 24 years of being mentally aware and it completely changed my life.

[00:18:51] [SPEAKER_03]: Yes.

[00:18:52] [SPEAKER_03]: Typically, I believe if you're like focused on it and you're really affirming it and making sure it's part of your daily routine.

[00:18:59] [SPEAKER_03]: It's like around three months.

[00:19:03] [SPEAKER_03]: Like something can really become permanent.

[00:19:07] [SPEAKER_03]: Some affirmations for me have taken like a year or longer until like you really got to be dedicated sometimes to this belief that like it.

[00:19:15] [SPEAKER_03]: And it's like, I like how you keep talking about it.

[00:19:17] [SPEAKER_03]: Like it's present tense.

[00:19:18] [SPEAKER_03]: Like we're not looking at this thing like it's some tail.

[00:19:20] [SPEAKER_03]: Well there's only now.

[00:19:21] [SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, yeah.

[00:19:22] [SPEAKER_03]: But like happiness exists now.

[00:19:24] [SPEAKER_03]: So like the affirmation is why am I so happy today or the ask for a nation?

[00:19:28] [SPEAKER_03]: Right.

[00:19:29] [SPEAKER_03]: You know, why am I feeling so happy today?

[00:19:31] [SPEAKER_03]: Well maybe it's because it's a beautiful day.

[00:19:32] [SPEAKER_04]: Period.

[00:19:33] [SPEAKER_03]: You know?

[00:19:34] [SPEAKER_03]: And it's just important mindful techniques.

[00:19:37] [SPEAKER_03]: And so you incorporate a lot of this, this bread or egg into like your music.

[00:19:43] [SPEAKER_01]: Yes.

[00:19:43] [SPEAKER_01]: Absolutely.

[00:19:43] [SPEAKER_01]: All my music is is high frequency intentionally because I understand music has a very strong fourth dimensional quality like it's going right into your subconscious.

[00:19:54] [SPEAKER_01]: And a lot of the songs that we sing especially in hip hop.

[00:19:56] [SPEAKER_01]: You know, I love hip hop.

[00:19:57] [SPEAKER_01]: I grew up in a hip hop.

[00:19:58] [SPEAKER_01]: Like I'm a hip hop head and I say this with what it have you heard.

[00:20:02] [SPEAKER_01]: But a lot of the music that is popular that we listen to is not great for our psyche.

[00:20:06] [SPEAKER_01]: It's just not where we're we're a lot of the lyrics aren't things that we want to perpetuate in our own lives.

[00:20:11] [SPEAKER_01]: And I feel like when I'm making music and I'm singing music, I want to sing the things that I want to live.

[00:20:16] [SPEAKER_01]: So I'm either living it already or I'm speaking into existence.

[00:20:20] [SPEAKER_01]: But either way it's something that I want to enjoy or I am already.

[00:20:23] [SPEAKER_01]: And I feel like that is very important when you're singing along the songs of it has that same energy in it.

[00:20:28] [SPEAKER_01]: Everybody's been affitting.

[00:20:29] [SPEAKER_01]: The artist has been affitting because you're listening.

[00:20:31] [SPEAKER_01]: You're benefiting because what they're saying is something you actually want to experience.

[00:20:34] [SPEAKER_01]: And I felt that's power in that.

[00:20:36] [SPEAKER_01]: And a lot of teachings and things like that you can slide into music.

[00:20:41] [SPEAKER_01]: So people don't even know they're being educated.

[00:20:43] [SPEAKER_01]: They're just being entertained.

[00:20:44] [SPEAKER_01]: And if they really listen to it and they keep repeating it, it's going to start to click.

[00:20:48] [SPEAKER_01]: And I feel like that's the idea behind the music.

[00:20:51] [SPEAKER_01]: You know what I mean?

[00:20:51] [SPEAKER_03]: I think that is like that is one of the reasons why I originally did music was for that specific reason.

[00:20:59] [SPEAKER_03]: It's to be able to write something which is a message from me to the world that has no third party input or influence.

[00:21:10] [SPEAKER_03]: And it's something that is positively phrased.

[00:21:12] [SPEAKER_03]: Like I used to write lyrics like, where I wouldn't say me or I, I would leave it very open ended.

[00:21:19] [SPEAKER_03]: So then that way it would always like you could always put yourself into like what was being said.

[00:21:23] [SPEAKER_03]: I would try to do that frequently.

[00:21:26] [SPEAKER_03]: So there is like this art to creating lyrics that are essentially like a positive affirmation within songs.

[00:21:34] [SPEAKER_03]: It's nice.

[00:21:35] [SPEAKER_03]: And it is powerful.

[00:21:37] [SPEAKER_03]: And one artist that had some negative stuff but still one of the greats also had a lot of positive stuff was two-poch.

[00:21:43] [SPEAKER_03]: Like I feel like he did have a lot of things that were you know gang based and perpetualizing drug use and all those negative stuff.

[00:21:51] [SPEAKER_03]: But like he also had a lot of positive lyrics where he spoke about like family and like being there and like, and he was also a story teller.

[00:22:00] [SPEAKER_03]: Like in his interview, he used to talk about how he would tell stories that he heard from other people.

[00:22:05] [SPEAKER_03]: And like so it's like music is beautiful for all those reasons.

[00:22:10] [SPEAKER_03]: It really is.

[00:22:11] [SPEAKER_01]: I feel like you want to live your truth in your music.

[00:22:12] [SPEAKER_01]: You want to speak on what you live but that's also why I make the music that I do because I never I am being no drug dealer.

[00:22:19] [SPEAKER_01]: I have been no gangster. I haven't done those things. So I don't want to speak about pulling up with the stick.

[00:22:24] [SPEAKER_01]: That's just not me.

[00:22:24] [SPEAKER_03]: Why do people like say fake shit?

[00:22:30] [SPEAKER_03]: Like why do they do it because they feel like they're cool or they get accepted if they're bad ass?

[00:22:35] [SPEAKER_01]: Well, I feel like that's a two part question right.

[00:22:38] [SPEAKER_01]: Because I feel like fake shit sometimes I say I speak things into existence so they might not have materialized yet.

[00:22:44] [SPEAKER_01]: But I'm putting it out there to think there's some speaking spills over my life.

[00:22:47] [SPEAKER_01]: Some people say things that aren't true and they don't want to be true because they want to fit into what sounds good.

[00:22:53] [SPEAKER_01]: What's cool how they feel like they can make it because making it is more important than the integrity of who they are as a person.

[00:22:59] [SPEAKER_01]: But maybe that's because they don't know who they are yet.

[00:23:02] [SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying? So I feel like people just like to be popular say what sounds good.

[00:23:06] [SPEAKER_01]: I've heard this person say this. I'm gonna say this too.

[00:23:08] [SPEAKER_01]: You know what I don't know what it means or they never done it.

[00:23:11] [SPEAKER_01]: They just feel like okay this sounds like some shit that people would like.

[00:23:15] [SPEAKER_00]: See the lot in country music too.

[00:23:17] [SPEAKER_00]: Really? Yeah, you see a lot of people playing a character on that side.

[00:23:20] [SPEAKER_01]: I never listen to country music enough to know.

[00:23:22] [SPEAKER_00]: It becomes like who's the most hillbilly who's the most backwoods.

[00:23:26] [SPEAKER_00]: You know I'd see more backers than you.

[00:23:28] [SPEAKER_00]: I can outdream you. I've been through more heart breaks.

[00:23:30] [SPEAKER_00]: It's like that kind of competitiveness on the opposite side.

[00:23:33] [SPEAKER_00]: So I compare hip hop and country a lot.

[00:23:34] [SPEAKER_00]: I like to see a lot of characters.

[00:23:36] [SPEAKER_03]: Well when they talk about their rides they talk about their cars.

[00:23:39] [SPEAKER_03]: The car is when it is.

[00:23:40] [SPEAKER_01]: But the country music is more like the same thing.

[00:23:42] [SPEAKER_01]: Down to earth like my car we go into the barn.

[00:23:46] [SPEAKER_01]: Like just regular driving in my Chevrolet.

[00:23:50] [SPEAKER_01]: Like hip hop.

[00:23:50] [SPEAKER_01]: Like I mean they're Bentley.

[00:23:52] [SPEAKER_01]: I got this.

[00:23:53] [SPEAKER_03]: But it's like going to the club.

[00:23:56] [SPEAKER_03]: Like it's I've always had this parallel of country and hip.

[00:24:00] [SPEAKER_03]: There's a lot of similar.

[00:24:01] [SPEAKER_03]: They talk about the same things.

[00:24:02] [SPEAKER_03]: But I feel like it's just more down to earth.

[00:24:04] [SPEAKER_03]: They just talk about it.

[00:24:06] [SPEAKER_03]: They just talk about it.

[00:24:06] [SPEAKER_03]: That's for whatever.

[00:24:09] [SPEAKER_03]: It's just a bondage compared to like country music.

[00:24:12] [SPEAKER_03]: It's a lot of stuff.

[00:24:12] [SPEAKER_00]: It's changed a lot though.

[00:24:13] [SPEAKER_00]: I feel like Rap and Hip Hop have kind of gone into a lot of sub-genres and countries kind of

[00:24:16] [SPEAKER_00]: done the same.

[00:24:16] [SPEAKER_00]: You got your bluegrass, your folk.

[00:24:18] [SPEAKER_00]: You got your bubble gum pop that you're on the radio and then like your true outlaw guys.

[00:24:22] [SPEAKER_00]: Like there's a lot of these branches.

[00:24:23] [SPEAKER_00]: I feel like I'm both sides of the spectrum but yeah.

[00:24:25] [SPEAKER_00]: A lot of like when I go buy new jeans and cowboy boots at the boot barn.

[00:24:29] [SPEAKER_00]: When I check out like are you going to a concert or something or are you just dressing up for

[00:24:33] [SPEAKER_00]: Halloween?

[00:24:34] [SPEAKER_00]: No this is my jam.

[00:24:35] [SPEAKER_00]: I'm stocking up on gear.

[00:24:37] [SPEAKER_00]: So many people will go buy all this stuff to play the character for a country concert.

[00:24:40] [SPEAKER_00]: It's a whole world.

[00:24:42] [SPEAKER_00]: That's crazy on the hip-hop side too but let's see it more in country I think.

[00:24:46] [SPEAKER_03]: I went to the rodeo for a work of it one time and all of my co-workers are not cowboys

[00:24:52] [SPEAKER_03]: and they all showed up in brand new hats and brand new boots like they wouldn't got

[00:24:58] [SPEAKER_03]: the outfit just to go to the rodeo one time.

[00:25:01] [SPEAKER_03]: No.

[00:25:01] [SPEAKER_03]: That's a big thing.

[00:25:02] [SPEAKER_03]: I don't know about that.

[00:25:04] [SPEAKER_03]: I don't play that.

[00:25:05] [SPEAKER_01]: Enjoying life shirt.

[00:25:06] [SPEAKER_03]: Then I was out there and I was dancing boot scooting boogin and one of these cowgirls

[00:25:10] [SPEAKER_03]: like dancing near me.

[00:25:11] [SPEAKER_03]: She's like you're not a cowboy and I'm like no man.

[00:25:14] [SPEAKER_03]: I'm done the right thing.

[00:25:16] [SPEAKER_03]: You know but I was still having fun.

[00:25:18] [SPEAKER_01]: And I'll hear you.

[00:25:19] [SPEAKER_03]: It's interesting but it's that what you're talking about like being able to accept who

[00:25:25] [SPEAKER_03]: you are.

[00:25:26] [SPEAKER_03]: And okay so I'm going to try to let just get this in like the happiness in life like

[00:25:32] [SPEAKER_03]: you're on your deathbed.

[00:25:33] [SPEAKER_03]: You're like looking at your life, you know you're oh if only I would have done this

[00:25:38] [SPEAKER_03]: So that's why it's important to like take the risks sometimes and like take some risks

[00:25:44] [SPEAKER_03]: and live a little and get a little like in the crazy zone.

[00:25:48] [SPEAKER_03]: So then you can experience life because ultimately like because I right now and I'm fortunate

[00:25:54] [SPEAKER_03]: for this but like if it happened like right now like I'll be like alright that that was

[00:26:01] [SPEAKER_03]: health-attrib.

[00:26:02] [SPEAKER_03]: You know I wouldn't be regretting shit because like you know I got down on the bad things

[00:26:07] [SPEAKER_03]: the drugs like I you know sold stuff at some point and like broker things and wasn't always

[00:26:15] [SPEAKER_03]: a good person and then the overcame that like it's the bounce back honestly that has felt

[00:26:20] [SPEAKER_03]: the best for me because like when I was in the pits like I was high and feeling good

[00:26:24] [SPEAKER_03]: off of being high but like my frequency right was was not at the level that I was now.

[00:26:30] [SPEAKER_03]: And so I don't know you got to take these risks.

[00:26:35] [SPEAKER_01]: I feel like that's true.

[00:26:35] [SPEAKER_01]: I feel like exactly the point that you're saying because I remember when Nipsy got killed

[00:26:39] [SPEAKER_01]: that was a very like transformational point in my life because I love Nipsy man like

[00:26:44] [SPEAKER_01]: I love him as a person like I didn't know I'm not gonna say like this is my dude and I'm like that

[00:26:48] [SPEAKER_01]: but from what I saw on interviews and heard in his music I just loved him as a person

[00:26:52] [SPEAKER_01]: loved his music loved his message and so when he got killed that was like devastating

[00:26:56] [SPEAKER_01]: for me and when they've gone LA for his funeral service I remember you could just feel the respect

[00:27:01] [SPEAKER_01]: in the air there's a lot of films in the air the air is actually very tense the energy

[00:27:05] [SPEAKER_01]: there was very tense like filled with like you were a funeral yeah okay it was a crazy experience

[00:27:11] [SPEAKER_01]: and it's a long story so I won't get into it.

[00:27:14] [SPEAKER_03]: There's a lot of people there.

[00:27:17] [SPEAKER_03]: Like it was completely full.

[00:27:18] [SPEAKER_03]: Come on.

[00:27:20] [SPEAKER_01]: So the funeral itself at the Staples Center yes there was a ton of people.

[00:27:25] [SPEAKER_01]: They even went just going to the marathon store at the day before my lady and I went to the marathon

[00:27:29] [SPEAKER_01]: store and taking pictures.

[00:27:30] [SPEAKER_01]: I thought we were gonna be there for like 10 minutes and take some pictures and then go to an

[00:27:34] [SPEAKER_01]: Ann Outburger and she was like really just like being there and then she was like kind of like sitting

[00:27:38] [SPEAKER_01]: there looking taken in the scene and she's like I want to light some candles.

[00:27:42] [SPEAKER_01]: And like okay so she starts lighting candles and keep them out and there's just tons of people

[00:27:47] [SPEAKER_01]: everywhere and like this store it's barricade to sell they have like the candles and stuff

[00:27:51] [SPEAKER_01]: that's like in front of the store but you can't really go back there because there's barricades and stuff

[00:27:55] [SPEAKER_01]: there's people that are back there that you are similar like family friends or something like that

[00:27:58] [SPEAKER_01]: but it's like everybody can go back there.

[00:28:01] [SPEAKER_01]: So she started lighting candles and ended up wanting to go behind the barricade and light candles

[00:28:05] [SPEAKER_01]: and went so when she went I went because we in LA where you go I go we go on together

[00:28:10] [SPEAKER_01]: and we ended up being back there for like a long time and like just meeting different people

[00:28:14] [SPEAKER_01]: and like getting a stand in front of a store just taking the environment and it was just crazy

[00:28:18] [SPEAKER_01]: so there's a lot of people there and then we went to the actual funeral service

[00:28:22] [SPEAKER_01]: I mean it was packed. There's people outside. I mean we got tickets at the very last moment

[00:28:26] [SPEAKER_01]: like I said everything just worked out for us to be able to experience it for real

[00:28:30] [SPEAKER_03]: and tickets to the funeral I've never even heard that they were there

[00:28:34] [SPEAKER_01]: They released a statement saying that they were opening his service up at the Staples Center

[00:28:40] [SPEAKER_01]: to California residents you can get four tickets per like householder something like that

[00:28:46] [SPEAKER_01]: and then once they were gone there gone so there's 20,000 of them and they released that on Tuesday I believe

[00:28:53] [SPEAKER_01]: and I went online to get them bro and they was gone like I didn't I waited online

[00:28:57] [SPEAKER_01]: but I wasn't in the line for the line which I didn't know there was a line for the line

[00:29:01] [SPEAKER_01]: so when I got in there they were gone and I did it for a long time trying to get them tickets

[00:29:05] [SPEAKER_01]: I actually worked like not doing work trying to get these tickets and stuff

[00:29:08] [SPEAKER_01]: and I went to the bathroom and I asked my team I said team you know I love nipsy

[00:29:13] [SPEAKER_01]: you know how I feel about the situation please let me go and pay my respects

[00:29:16] [SPEAKER_01]: and be able to go to his service in person because we are here by our flight and stuff

[00:29:20] [SPEAKER_01]: we were already going out there and so I just had my mind I asked the team that he was going to take care of it

[00:29:25] [SPEAKER_01]: so from that point on in my mind we were going like there was no doubt

[00:29:29] [SPEAKER_01]: and I said I told him my lady we're not even going to talk about her bringing up unless we're talking about going

[00:29:33] [SPEAKER_01]: we're not going to put no doubt in it at all

[00:29:35] [SPEAKER_01]: I tell you at the 11th hour that opened up the doors now is losing hope

[00:29:39] [SPEAKER_01]: because when we first started asking people we got there and they were saying no and they were mean

[00:29:44] [SPEAKER_01]: like this is like LA people they was not with no no no no

[00:29:48] [SPEAKER_01]: they mean by team started giving me guidance so they were like asked somebody older

[00:29:53] [SPEAKER_01]: somebody has more compassion so I started looking for those kind of people

[00:29:56] [SPEAKER_01]: and then they told them the asking about that wasn't black and I was like okay

[00:29:59] [SPEAKER_01]: some looking for those kind of people so the last time I go out this by this time it's like

[00:30:03] [SPEAKER_01]: eight forty five they've already opened up doors and stuff this is all in time

[00:30:06] [SPEAKER_01]: I kind of started out whether we're going to be able to go or not

[00:30:09] [SPEAKER_01]: I'm walking back to where we were standing in line

[00:30:11] [SPEAKER_01]: and then the catty corner see this girl

[00:30:14] [SPEAKER_01]: to my left and my team says ask her

[00:30:17] [SPEAKER_01]: and I'm like okay but I kind of delayed for a second

[00:30:19] [SPEAKER_01]: I'm like go ask her now like I feel it

[00:30:21] [SPEAKER_01]: so I go to her and say hey do you have any tickets

[00:30:24] [SPEAKER_01]: she's like yeah got too

[00:30:26] [SPEAKER_01]: and I'm like oh shit because to find one ticket was

[00:30:29] [SPEAKER_01]: outstanding but to find two she's like yeah got too

[00:30:32] [SPEAKER_01]: and I'm like no can be in my girlfriend coming which I'll

[00:30:35] [SPEAKER_01]: come out from their roots on a pair of respects we love

[00:30:37] [SPEAKER_01]: and she's like yeah come on

[00:30:39] [SPEAKER_01]: and so you see they make your pay for

[00:30:42] [SPEAKER_01]: no bro and I didn't want to pay for it because I felt like that wasn't

[00:30:45] [SPEAKER_01]: that wasn't the vibe I wanted to be able to go and pay my respects but I didn't want to do

[00:30:50] [SPEAKER_01]: I mean we could have bought tickets already

[00:30:51] [SPEAKER_01]: but I just didn't I didn't like that was the way that we was going to do it

[00:30:55] [SPEAKER_01]: okay so I'm telling you guys

[00:30:57] [SPEAKER_03]: you had offers earlier to pay for tickets

[00:31:00] [SPEAKER_01]: I never offered I never know but some people in front of me buy tickets

[00:31:04] [SPEAKER_01]: yeah I'm waiting in this line and people in front of me is buying tickets

[00:31:07] [SPEAKER_01]: but I just don't want to do it

[00:31:08] [SPEAKER_03]: okay so so you're like belief and going to this

[00:31:12] [SPEAKER_03]: was like on a different level

[00:31:13] [SPEAKER_03]: I'm glad bro okay

[00:31:14] [SPEAKER_03]: I'm like I put it out there to the team

[00:31:18] [SPEAKER_03]: not even for the tickets

[00:31:19] [SPEAKER_03]: not okay without there for the team when I asked the team

[00:31:22] [SPEAKER_01]: and I let it go I believe

[00:31:23] [SPEAKER_03]: who's the team

[00:31:24] [SPEAKER_01]: the team is my subconscious

[00:31:26] [SPEAKER_03]: okay my higher self

[00:31:27] [SPEAKER_03]: you said this last time

[00:31:28] [SPEAKER_01]: my subconscious my higher self

[00:31:30] [SPEAKER_01]: my angels my ancestors my entities all the energy that are supporting me

[00:31:33] [SPEAKER_01]: my life journey that is my team I like to call the team because I want to activate everybody

[00:31:37] [SPEAKER_01]: yeah

[00:31:38] [SPEAKER_01]: because I read this book and said you have to command the subconscious

[00:31:40] [SPEAKER_01]: you have to ask for help from the angels

[00:31:42] [SPEAKER_01]: because they can't interfere

[00:31:43] [SPEAKER_01]: so you have to ask them for what you want

[00:31:46] [SPEAKER_01]: so I do that and I just trust I let it go

[00:31:48] [SPEAKER_01]: and so what she said we got two tickets

[00:31:50] [SPEAKER_01]: there was two gates you had to go through

[00:31:51] [SPEAKER_01]: so we went with by the VIP will call

[00:31:54] [SPEAKER_01]: and so we went through the first gate

[00:31:56] [SPEAKER_01]: and she showed the tickets

[00:31:57] [SPEAKER_01]: and we went through

[00:31:58] [SPEAKER_01]: and that's where you saw the front of the station

[00:31:59] [SPEAKER_01]: center where his pictures right there

[00:32:01] [SPEAKER_01]: and you walk in where like the metal detectors are on stuff

[00:32:04] [SPEAKER_01]: and then we got in there bro

[00:32:06] [SPEAKER_01]: I couldn't believe it

[00:32:08] [SPEAKER_01]: and you looked over to the right

[00:32:09] [SPEAKER_01]: and they had his like funeral program

[00:32:10] [SPEAKER_01]: it was like a high end fashion magazine

[00:32:13] [SPEAKER_01]: and it was like incredible

[00:32:15] [SPEAKER_01]: like it was just an experience

[00:32:17] [SPEAKER_01]: that if you really love nipsy love

[00:32:19] [SPEAKER_01]: his music it was like

[00:32:21] [SPEAKER_01]: you don't want to be there for that

[00:32:22] [SPEAKER_01]: obviously you rather him be alive

[00:32:24] [SPEAKER_01]: but to be able to pay respects in that way

[00:32:26] [SPEAKER_01]: you felt close to

[00:32:28] [SPEAKER_01]: the energy of it in a way of respectfulness

[00:32:31] [SPEAKER_01]: and like admiration like bro

[00:32:33] [SPEAKER_01]: I appreciate you I appreciate you living your dreams

[00:32:36] [SPEAKER_01]: and it was packed like it was packed in there

[00:32:39] [SPEAKER_01]: the whole thing was packed out

[00:32:41] [SPEAKER_01]: then when you left

[00:32:42] [SPEAKER_01]: and we went to his like the marathon story

[00:32:44] [SPEAKER_01]: to see his herst pass by

[00:32:46] [SPEAKER_01]: in the procession

[00:32:48] [SPEAKER_01]: there was thousands of people down there

[00:32:50] [SPEAKER_01]: thousands where they had to barricaded off

[00:32:52] [SPEAKER_01]: from front of his store

[00:32:53] [SPEAKER_01]: and we went on the side where the press was

[00:32:56] [SPEAKER_01]: so like when the herst went by

[00:32:57] [SPEAKER_01]: I was close enough to like touch it

[00:32:59] [SPEAKER_01]: like my lady actually touched the herst type of thing

[00:33:01] [SPEAKER_01]: I'm not saying that like in a group

[00:33:03] [SPEAKER_01]: kind of way but just saying like we really

[00:33:05] [SPEAKER_01]: admire and love nipsy

[00:33:06] [SPEAKER_01]: and I remember when I got back from that trip

[00:33:08] [SPEAKER_01]: and just felt the respect

[00:33:09] [SPEAKER_01]: and the air and I asked myself man

[00:33:11] [SPEAKER_01]: like the question you just said

[00:33:12] [SPEAKER_01]: if I died today

[00:33:13] [SPEAKER_01]: could I say that I live my life

[00:33:15] [SPEAKER_01]: to the fullest I did everything I wanted to do

[00:33:16] [SPEAKER_01]: and the answer was no

[00:33:18] [SPEAKER_01]: then ask myself how long are you going to answer

[00:33:20] [SPEAKER_01]: the question with that answer

[00:33:21] [SPEAKER_01]: like when is the answer going to change for you

[00:33:23] [SPEAKER_01]: and so when I got back from that trip

[00:33:24] [SPEAKER_01]: I was working at a job that I hated

[00:33:26] [SPEAKER_01]: and I decided I'm quitting this job

[00:33:28] [SPEAKER_01]: like I'm not going to work at this job any longer

[00:33:30] [SPEAKER_01]: I had like like this one food night where I did Uber

[00:33:33] [SPEAKER_01]: I'm like 420

[00:33:34] [SPEAKER_01]: and saw it can make some money doing Uber

[00:33:36] [SPEAKER_01]: so I was like I'm quitting

[00:33:37] [SPEAKER_01]: I don't want to do Uber

[00:33:38] [SPEAKER_01]: because I just can't work at this job

[00:33:39] [SPEAKER_01]: I don't like it

[00:33:40] [SPEAKER_01]: I need to do what I feel like I came here to do

[00:33:42] [SPEAKER_01]: and so

[00:33:43] [SPEAKER_01]: that his funeral was in April

[00:33:45] [SPEAKER_01]: I decided to quit the job

[00:33:47] [SPEAKER_01]: at the end of April

[00:33:49] [SPEAKER_01]: the beginning of May

[00:33:50] [SPEAKER_01]: I gave them my resignation

[00:33:51] [SPEAKER_01]: I stayed on until June

[00:33:52] [SPEAKER_01]: to help them train other people

[00:33:53] [SPEAKER_01]: because I was only person at the department

[00:33:55] [SPEAKER_01]: so I had to train like two or three other people

[00:33:57] [SPEAKER_01]: to take the position that I was taking

[00:33:58] [SPEAKER_01]: and that was nice to do that

[00:34:00] [SPEAKER_01]: well you know

[00:34:02] [SPEAKER_01]: we also had to work out another deal

[00:34:04] [SPEAKER_01]: because now this I'm a consultant now

[00:34:06] [SPEAKER_01]: so now we can pay the consultants fee

[00:34:08] [SPEAKER_01]: but this all works out to the story

[00:34:10] [SPEAKER_01]: so then I do Uber

[00:34:13] [SPEAKER_01]: until the pandemic starts getting crazy

[00:34:15] [SPEAKER_01]: and the pandemic starts getting crazy

[00:34:17] [SPEAKER_01]: and I'm like man

[00:34:18] [SPEAKER_01]: I know that Chosopore

[00:34:19] [SPEAKER_01]: I talked to my team again

[00:34:21] [SPEAKER_01]: I know Yosopore

[00:34:22] [SPEAKER_01]: I know Yosopore

[00:34:23] [SPEAKER_01]: I know Yosopore

[00:34:23] [SPEAKER_01]: I'm doing what I meant to be doing

[00:34:24] [SPEAKER_01]: please help me

[00:34:25] [SPEAKER_01]: because I know this ain't it

[00:34:26] [SPEAKER_01]: Please help me

[00:34:27] [SPEAKER_01]: start to do what I can't do

[00:34:29] [SPEAKER_01]: and live my dreams

[00:34:30] [SPEAKER_01]: and the pandemic got bad

[00:34:32] [SPEAKER_01]: I decided to stop driving

[00:34:33] [SPEAKER_01]: and I just had a couple months

[00:34:35] [SPEAKER_01]: worth of income saved up

[00:34:38] [SPEAKER_01]: and I just trusted

[00:34:40] [SPEAKER_01]: and that's where the story takes a beautiful turn

[00:34:42] [SPEAKER_01]: because they decided to give

[00:34:45] [SPEAKER_01]: unemployment to self-employed people

[00:34:46] [SPEAKER_01]: that changed my life

[00:34:47] [SPEAKER_01]: because I worked at the job

[00:34:49] [SPEAKER_01]: for the first half of the year

[00:34:50] [SPEAKER_01]: my unemployment was based off of

[00:34:52] [SPEAKER_01]: that jobs income

[00:34:54] [SPEAKER_01]: so I got like a nice amount

[00:34:56] [SPEAKER_01]: plus what they've mentioned on the thing

[00:34:58] [SPEAKER_01]: and just different things happened

[00:34:59] [SPEAKER_01]: and for the first time in my life

[00:35:01] [SPEAKER_01]: I had the opportunity to sit down

[00:35:03] [SPEAKER_01]: and have money flowing in

[00:35:04] [SPEAKER_01]: because before I had time

[00:35:06] [SPEAKER_01]: but I didn't have no money

[00:35:08] [SPEAKER_01]: or I had money

[00:35:09] [SPEAKER_01]: but I didn't have no time

[00:35:10] [SPEAKER_01]: I had never really enjoyed

[00:35:12] [SPEAKER_01]: having time

[00:35:13] [SPEAKER_01]: and money

[00:35:14] [SPEAKER_01]: and when I did

[00:35:15] [SPEAKER_01]: I went from survival mode

[00:35:17] [SPEAKER_01]: to throuble mode

[00:35:18] [SPEAKER_01]: and that's why I started making music

[00:35:19] [SPEAKER_01]: because I started to ask myself

[00:35:21] [SPEAKER_01]: what do you enjoy doing

[00:35:22] [SPEAKER_01]: and it wasn't what do you enjoy doing

[00:35:23] [SPEAKER_01]: that pays money

[00:35:24] [SPEAKER_01]: it was what do you enjoy doing

[00:35:26] [SPEAKER_01]: and so music came about

[00:35:28] [SPEAKER_01]: and I had been rocking what it ever since

[00:35:30] [SPEAKER_01]: and so then I just focused on making music for a while

[00:35:33] [SPEAKER_01]: then last May start working at the spot

[00:35:35] [SPEAKER_01]: and just taking things to a different level

[00:35:37] [SPEAKER_01]: and just trusting it on everything

[00:35:39] [SPEAKER_01]: has been a very synchronistic flow

[00:35:41] [SPEAKER_01]: so the question asked earlier

[00:35:42] [SPEAKER_01]: like how long

[00:35:43] [SPEAKER_01]: before you get into a synchronistic flow

[00:35:45] [SPEAKER_01]: I'm telling you it happens immediately

[00:35:46] [SPEAKER_01]: and it happens over and over again

[00:35:48] [SPEAKER_01]: because you keep peeling back these layers

[00:35:50] [SPEAKER_01]: and getting more into the core of who you are

[00:35:53] [SPEAKER_01]: and that's why the energy journey is like

[00:35:55] [SPEAKER_01]: there's nothing like it

[00:35:56] [SPEAKER_01]: and once you start it

[00:35:57] [SPEAKER_01]: you never finish it because you're

[00:35:58] [SPEAKER_01]: involving creatures never ending

[00:36:00] [SPEAKER_01]: but once you started

[00:36:02] [SPEAKER_01]: it really does transform your life

[00:36:03] [SPEAKER_01]: and how you look at things

[00:36:05] [SPEAKER_01]: and what you feel like you're capable of

[00:36:07] [SPEAKER_01]: and what you feel like you're deserving of

[00:36:09] [SPEAKER_00]: it's true, it's a powerful journey

[00:36:10] [SPEAKER_00]: and there's no finish line

[00:36:11] [SPEAKER_00]: it's not a race, it's not a 500 mileer

[00:36:14] [SPEAKER_01]: to nips you points of marathon

[00:36:17] [SPEAKER_01]: and it's like enjoyed along the way though

[00:36:19] [SPEAKER_01]: because I feel like a lot of people

[00:36:20] [SPEAKER_01]: they accomplished stuff

[00:36:22] [SPEAKER_01]: but they don't always enjoy it

[00:36:24] [SPEAKER_01]: you know what I mean?

[00:36:25] [SPEAKER_01]: and it's like I want to enjoy

[00:36:26] [SPEAKER_01]: what I'm doing

[00:36:27] [SPEAKER_01]: I don't want to just impact people

[00:36:28] [SPEAKER_01]: inspire people

[00:36:29] [SPEAKER_01]: but hate life

[00:36:30] [SPEAKER_01]: I want to enjoy my life

[00:36:32] [SPEAKER_01]: while also inspiring people

[00:36:34] [SPEAKER_01]: I feel like those two things can coexist

[00:36:36] [SPEAKER_03]: okay

[00:36:37] [SPEAKER_03]: yeah

[00:36:38] [SPEAKER_03]: and it's all about being humble baby

[00:36:40] [SPEAKER_03]: because like

[00:36:41] [SPEAKER_03]: honestly

[00:36:43] [SPEAKER_03]: like when you've been in low lows

[00:36:46] [SPEAKER_03]: then you start getting into the good stuff

[00:36:49] [SPEAKER_03]: and life

[00:36:49] [SPEAKER_03]: like you should have a true appreciation

[00:36:52] [SPEAKER_03]: for what's in front of you

[00:36:53] [SPEAKER_03]: and then it's a constant reminder

[00:36:55] [SPEAKER_03]: at least for me

[00:36:56] [SPEAKER_03]: like I'm constantly reminding myself

[00:36:58] [SPEAKER_03]: how grateful I am

[00:37:00] [SPEAKER_03]: for my current circumstances

[00:37:02] [SPEAKER_03]: and even when I'm like

[00:37:03] [SPEAKER_03]: I don't want to do shit

[00:37:05] [SPEAKER_03]: and why is somebody always calling my phone

[00:37:07] [SPEAKER_03]: like I'm grateful for that too

[00:37:10] [SPEAKER_03]: because I'm the one who created that energy

[00:37:12] [SPEAKER_03]: like I'm the one who created

[00:37:14] [SPEAKER_03]: you know this busy schedule

[00:37:16] [SPEAKER_03]: with people hitting me up

[00:37:17] [SPEAKER_03]: wanting to get me involved

[00:37:18] [SPEAKER_03]: like I'm grateful for that

[00:37:19] [SPEAKER_03]: even on days

[00:37:21] [SPEAKER_03]: days when I don't want it

[00:37:22] [SPEAKER_03]: but it's like it took me years

[00:37:23] [SPEAKER_03]: to build this momentum

[00:37:25] [SPEAKER_03]: to where my life style is at now

[00:37:27] [SPEAKER_03]: and like

[00:37:28] [SPEAKER_03]: I know Kevin I've said this analogy

[00:37:29] [SPEAKER_03]: to you before

[00:37:30] [SPEAKER_03]: but I almost picture that

[00:37:31] [SPEAKER_03]: like a huge freight train

[00:37:33] [SPEAKER_03]: with like thousands of cars

[00:37:34] [SPEAKER_03]: carts on the train

[00:37:35] [SPEAKER_03]: and like once you get that train

[00:37:37] [SPEAKER_03]: up to speed

[00:37:38] [SPEAKER_03]: like and it's cruising

[00:37:39] [SPEAKER_03]: like you can't just

[00:37:42] [SPEAKER_03]: stop on the weekend

[00:37:43] [SPEAKER_03]: and like make the train stop

[00:37:45] [SPEAKER_03]: like it's moving

[00:37:46] [SPEAKER_03]: needs miles

[00:37:46] [SPEAKER_03]: it takes a long time to slow down

[00:37:49] [SPEAKER_03]: so like sometimes

[00:37:50] [SPEAKER_03]: like I like take my foot off

[00:37:53] [SPEAKER_03]: for a moment

[00:37:53] [SPEAKER_03]: and like I coast

[00:37:54] [SPEAKER_03]: and maybe slow down a little bit

[00:37:56] [SPEAKER_03]: but that train is moving

[00:37:57] [SPEAKER_03]: baby regardless

[00:37:58] [SPEAKER_03]: so

[00:37:59] [SPEAKER_03]: so it's like you know

[00:38:01] [SPEAKER_03]: but that's something that I've built

[00:38:02] [SPEAKER_03]: so

[00:38:02] [SPEAKER_03]: also feeling success

[00:38:05] [SPEAKER_03]: seeing success

[00:38:06] [SPEAKER_03]: and hearing it from peers

[00:38:07] [SPEAKER_03]: and stuff

[00:38:08] [SPEAKER_03]: like you have to stay humble

[00:38:10] [SPEAKER_03]: about that

[00:38:10] [SPEAKER_03]: because

[00:38:11] [SPEAKER_03]: you know you're susceptible

[00:38:12] [SPEAKER_03]: we could all slip

[00:38:13] [SPEAKER_03]: at any moment

[00:38:14] [SPEAKER_03]: you can

[00:38:15] [SPEAKER_03]: become too like

[00:38:16] [SPEAKER_03]: arrogant to the point

[00:38:17] [SPEAKER_03]: where you're not

[00:38:18] [SPEAKER_03]: uh looking inward

[00:38:20] [SPEAKER_03]: and focusing on

[00:38:20] [SPEAKER_03]: like your affirmations

[00:38:21] [SPEAKER_03]: and yourself thought enough

[00:38:22] [SPEAKER_03]: like can you get distracted

[00:38:24] [SPEAKER_03]: and I've had that happen before

[00:38:25] [SPEAKER_03]: so

[00:38:26] [SPEAKER_03]: you know like

[00:38:27] [SPEAKER_03]: once you

[00:38:28] [SPEAKER_03]: start seeing these like

[00:38:29] [SPEAKER_03]: greener grasses

[00:38:30] [SPEAKER_03]: and like you're running around

[00:38:31] [SPEAKER_03]: with your shoes off

[00:38:32] [SPEAKER_03]: in the field

[00:38:33] [SPEAKER_03]: like loving it

[00:38:34] [SPEAKER_03]: like and that's like life

[00:38:35] [SPEAKER_03]: like

[00:38:35] [SPEAKER_03]: like oh it's so good

[00:38:37] [SPEAKER_03]: but there's still

[00:38:37] [SPEAKER_03]: all that

[00:38:38] [SPEAKER_03]: that shitty shit happened

[00:38:39] [SPEAKER_03]: right over here

[00:38:40] [SPEAKER_03]: too

[00:38:40] [SPEAKER_03]: you know so

[00:38:41] [SPEAKER_03]: like it's definitely

[00:38:43] [SPEAKER_03]: like this balance

[00:38:44] [SPEAKER_03]: of like

[00:38:45] [SPEAKER_03]: you know

[00:38:46] [SPEAKER_03]: being grateful

[00:38:47] [SPEAKER_03]: recognizing it for what

[00:38:48] [SPEAKER_03]: it is

[00:38:49] [SPEAKER_03]: making the most of

[00:38:50] [SPEAKER_03]: out of every opportunity

[00:38:52] [SPEAKER_03]: but then also like

[00:38:53] [SPEAKER_03]: I don't know

[00:38:54] [SPEAKER_03]: for me

[00:38:55] [SPEAKER_03]: I kind of keep my

[00:38:56] [SPEAKER_03]: my guard up to

[00:38:57] [SPEAKER_03]: like I give people the benefit

[00:38:59] [SPEAKER_03]: of a doubt

[00:38:59] [SPEAKER_03]: but like

[00:39:00] [SPEAKER_03]: I've gotten screwed over

[00:39:01] [SPEAKER_03]: more times than I've been helped out

[00:39:03] [SPEAKER_03]: you know

[00:39:04] [SPEAKER_03]: so I have a hard time

[00:39:06] [SPEAKER_03]: like opening up

[00:39:06] [SPEAKER_03]: to people sometimes

[00:39:07] [SPEAKER_03]: and like

[00:39:08] [SPEAKER_03]: I don't know there's always

[00:39:09] [SPEAKER_03]: different layers to it

[00:39:10] [SPEAKER_03]: and like how to be healthy

[00:39:12] [SPEAKER_03]: is

[00:39:12] [SPEAKER_03]: based on you

[00:39:14] [SPEAKER_03]: like my way

[00:39:15] [SPEAKER_03]: is not going to work for

[00:39:16] [SPEAKER_03]: cab and vice versa

[00:39:18] [SPEAKER_03]: and jadesways

[00:39:19] [SPEAKER_03]: not going to work

[00:39:19] [SPEAKER_03]: for me like there

[00:39:20] [SPEAKER_03]: might be parts

[00:39:21] [SPEAKER_04]: yeah

[00:39:22] [SPEAKER_03]: there's the like and there's

[00:39:23] [SPEAKER_03]: always things to learn

[00:39:24] [SPEAKER_03]: right

[00:39:25] [SPEAKER_03]: so

[00:39:26] [SPEAKER_03]: I don't know

[00:39:27] [SPEAKER_03]: staying because like

[00:39:28] [SPEAKER_03]: sometimes you like learn this stuff

[00:39:29] [SPEAKER_03]: and then you're all like

[00:39:30] [SPEAKER_03]: you think you got it

[00:39:31] [SPEAKER_03]: right

[00:39:32] [SPEAKER_03]: and then all of a sudden

[00:39:33] [SPEAKER_03]: somebody tells you

[00:39:34] [SPEAKER_03]: a new perspective

[00:39:35] [SPEAKER_03]: and you're like

[00:39:36] [SPEAKER_03]: you know what

[00:39:37] [SPEAKER_03]: like I thought I got it

[00:39:39] [SPEAKER_03]: but that opened up

[00:39:40] [SPEAKER_03]: my mind to a new level

[00:39:41] [SPEAKER_01]: which is a new layer

[00:39:42] [SPEAKER_01]: like we're in

[00:39:42] [SPEAKER_01]: bro so it's never going

[00:39:44] [SPEAKER_01]: to be like

[00:39:44] [SPEAKER_01]: an everlasting

[00:39:45] [SPEAKER_01]: understanding

[00:39:46] [SPEAKER_01]: there's always going to be

[00:39:47] [SPEAKER_01]: expansion because we're always

[00:39:48] [SPEAKER_01]: evolving

[00:39:49] [SPEAKER_01]: so you could have gotten

[00:39:50] [SPEAKER_01]: something at the level

[00:39:51] [SPEAKER_01]: that you were just at

[00:39:52] [SPEAKER_01]: when you level up now

[00:39:53] [SPEAKER_01]: you have more to get

[00:39:54] [SPEAKER_01]: you know what I'm saying

[00:39:55] [SPEAKER_01]: so it's just levels like

[00:39:56] [SPEAKER_01]: a game

[00:39:57] [SPEAKER_01]: like a super Mario World

[00:39:58] [SPEAKER_01]: you had the first world

[00:39:59] [SPEAKER_01]: second world

[00:40:00] [SPEAKER_01]: and it's on and so forth

[00:40:01] [SPEAKER_01]: you know what I'm saying

[00:40:02] [SPEAKER_01]: and you might see

[00:40:03] [SPEAKER_01]: some of the things

[00:40:03] [SPEAKER_01]: like this is a perfect example

[00:40:05] [SPEAKER_01]: because super Mario

[00:40:06] [SPEAKER_01]: brothers

[00:40:06] [SPEAKER_01]: super Nintendo Edition

[00:40:07] [SPEAKER_01]: folks by the way

[00:40:08] [SPEAKER_01]: they add on to the things

[00:40:10] [SPEAKER_01]: right so

[00:40:11] [SPEAKER_01]: they got the ducks

[00:40:12] [SPEAKER_01]: and stuff in the first world

[00:40:13] [SPEAKER_01]: then they start adding

[00:40:14] [SPEAKER_01]: the little flying things

[00:40:15] [SPEAKER_01]: we can get the feather

[00:40:16] [SPEAKER_01]: and they start adding

[00:40:17] [SPEAKER_01]: ghosts and they start adding

[00:40:18] [SPEAKER_01]: different stuff so

[00:40:19] [SPEAKER_01]: the levels might look similar

[00:40:20] [SPEAKER_01]: but they started adding

[00:40:21] [SPEAKER_01]: different little

[00:40:22] [SPEAKER_01]: things to get you caught up

[00:40:24] [SPEAKER_01]: you know making it

[00:40:25] [SPEAKER_01]: a little bit more difficult

[00:40:26] [SPEAKER_01]: to get through the level

[00:40:27] [SPEAKER_01]: because now you have

[00:40:28] [SPEAKER_01]: you know different stuff

[00:40:28] [SPEAKER_01]: you have to get through

[00:40:30] [SPEAKER_01]: I think that's how life is

[00:40:31] [SPEAKER_01]: you know I'm saying

[00:40:32] [SPEAKER_01]: like you'll level up

[00:40:33] [SPEAKER_01]: you'll just see

[00:40:34] [SPEAKER_01]: something that looks similar

[00:40:35] [SPEAKER_01]: but it's a little bit different

[00:40:36] [SPEAKER_01]: a little bit more complicated

[00:40:38] [SPEAKER_01]: a little bit more intricate

[00:40:39] [SPEAKER_01]: and that's just how we flow

[00:40:40] [SPEAKER_01]: through life

[00:40:40] [SPEAKER_01]: we just keep getting better

[00:40:42] [SPEAKER_01]: and better by building on

[00:40:43] [SPEAKER_01]: those skills

[00:40:43] [SPEAKER_01]: layer by layer

[00:40:45] [SPEAKER_01]: piece by piece

[00:40:46] [SPEAKER_03]: so what's

[00:40:47] [SPEAKER_03]: what's like one specific thing

[00:40:50] [SPEAKER_03]: that you're focusing on

[00:40:53] [SPEAKER_03]: right now

[00:40:54] [SPEAKER_03]: like imagination

[00:40:54] [SPEAKER_01]: imagination

[00:40:55] [SPEAKER_01]: imagination 100%

[00:40:56] [SPEAKER_01]: training the imagination

[00:40:58] [SPEAKER_03]: okay

[00:40:59] [SPEAKER_01]: because

[00:41:00] [SPEAKER_01]: we're always imagining

[00:41:02] [SPEAKER_01]: people I don't have

[00:41:03] [SPEAKER_01]: imagination yet

[00:41:03] [SPEAKER_01]: you definitely do

[00:41:05] [SPEAKER_01]: but you're probably not

[00:41:05] [SPEAKER_01]: using it intentionally

[00:41:06] [SPEAKER_01]: you're probably just using it

[00:41:08] [SPEAKER_01]: by default

[00:41:08] [SPEAKER_03]: did you like consider that

[00:41:09] [SPEAKER_03]: like your inner child

[00:41:10] [SPEAKER_03]: as well

[00:41:11] [SPEAKER_03]: like your imagination

[00:41:12] [SPEAKER_03]: as a touch that

[00:41:13] [SPEAKER_01]: I would say yes your imagination

[00:41:14] [SPEAKER_01]: as a touch your inner child

[00:41:16] [SPEAKER_01]: but your inner child

[00:41:16] [SPEAKER_01]: is still your inner child

[00:41:17] [SPEAKER_01]: and your imagination

[00:41:18] [SPEAKER_01]: is still your imagination

[00:41:19] [SPEAKER_01]: like they work together

[00:41:20] [SPEAKER_01]: but they're not each other

[00:41:21] [SPEAKER_01]: that makes sense

[00:41:22] [SPEAKER_01]: like they still have their own thing

[00:41:25] [SPEAKER_01]: but your imagination

[00:41:26] [SPEAKER_01]: like, for instance

[00:41:27] [SPEAKER_01]: say that you think you might

[00:41:29] [SPEAKER_01]: get logo from your job

[00:41:30] [SPEAKER_01]: like when you start

[00:41:30] [SPEAKER_01]: picturing

[00:41:31] [SPEAKER_01]: getting evicted from your house

[00:41:32] [SPEAKER_01]: and then not having a car

[00:41:33] [SPEAKER_01]: and then moving back

[00:41:34] [SPEAKER_01]: with your mom and all these things

[00:41:35] [SPEAKER_01]: is instinct

[00:41:36] [SPEAKER_01]: and your picture

[00:41:37] [SPEAKER_01]: so that's your imagination at work

[00:41:38] [SPEAKER_01]: so what I've been doing

[00:41:40] [SPEAKER_01]: is intentionally

[00:41:40] [SPEAKER_01]: imagining things that I prefer

[00:41:42] [SPEAKER_01]: like when you're saying

[00:41:43] [SPEAKER_01]: like compliments

[00:41:44] [SPEAKER_01]: and stay in humble

[00:41:46] [SPEAKER_01]: you want to not take

[00:41:47] [SPEAKER_01]: compliments personal

[00:41:48] [SPEAKER_01]: anyway

[00:41:48] [SPEAKER_01]: he says that

[00:41:50] [SPEAKER_01]: in the four agreements

[00:41:50] [SPEAKER_01]: like you don't want to take things

[00:41:51] [SPEAKER_01]: personal because if you take

[00:41:52] [SPEAKER_01]: a compliment personal

[00:41:54] [SPEAKER_01]: I got to take your criticism

[00:41:55] [SPEAKER_01]: personal

[00:41:55] [SPEAKER_01]: so what I've been doing

[00:41:57] [SPEAKER_01]: is hearing what I want

[00:41:57] [SPEAKER_01]: people to say in my imagination

[00:41:59] [SPEAKER_01]: and so then I hear it

[00:42:01] [SPEAKER_01]: I like that's just

[00:42:02] [SPEAKER_01]: reflection of my imagination

[00:42:03] [SPEAKER_01]: so I'm not taking

[00:42:04] [SPEAKER_01]: personal from them

[00:42:05] [SPEAKER_01]: it's more of just a sign

[00:42:06] [SPEAKER_01]: that my imagination is working

[00:42:07] [SPEAKER_01]: you know what I'm saying

[00:42:08] [SPEAKER_01]: so I'll turn the kind of

[00:42:09] [SPEAKER_01]: detached from what they're saying

[00:42:11] [SPEAKER_01]: and use it more to the fact

[00:42:12] [SPEAKER_01]: that it's just speaking

[00:42:13] [SPEAKER_01]: to what I'm already telling myself

[00:42:15] [SPEAKER_01]: all the time anyway

[00:42:16] [SPEAKER_01]: so that's been my main focus

[00:42:17] [SPEAKER_01]: as imagination

[00:42:18] [SPEAKER_01]: because imagination

[00:42:19] [SPEAKER_01]: creates reality

[00:42:20] [SPEAKER_01]: and if you can intentionally

[00:42:21] [SPEAKER_01]: imagine what you prefer

[00:42:22] [SPEAKER_01]: and make that your natural way

[00:42:24] [SPEAKER_01]: to do things over and over again

[00:42:26] [SPEAKER_01]: your life will improve

[00:42:27] [SPEAKER_01]: and the way that you live

[00:42:28] [SPEAKER_01]: will match your dreams

[00:42:30] [SPEAKER_01]: and I find that's probably

[00:42:31] [SPEAKER_01]: the biggest thing that

[00:42:33] [SPEAKER_01]: I've been working on right now

[00:42:34] [SPEAKER_00]: I like that

[00:42:35] [SPEAKER_00]: yeah it's pretty powerful

[00:42:36] [SPEAKER_00]: got me thinking about the imagination

[00:42:37] [SPEAKER_00]: I watched

[00:42:38] [SPEAKER_00]: you're seeing that movie inside

[00:42:39] [SPEAKER_00]: out

[00:42:40] [SPEAKER_00]: it's just like a kids movie

[00:42:41] [SPEAKER_00]: I just watched the second one

[00:42:42] [SPEAKER_00]: which is kind of new

[00:42:44] [SPEAKER_00]: and they cut there was like a scene

[00:42:45] [SPEAKER_00]: and it were their kind of

[00:42:47] [SPEAKER_00]: depicting what it looks like in the

[00:42:48] [SPEAKER_00]: mind of the imagination ideas

[00:42:49] [SPEAKER_00]: are here

[00:42:50] [SPEAKER_00]: created by the idea here

[00:42:51] [SPEAKER_00]: and they go through imagination

[00:42:52] [SPEAKER_00]: land like the emotions

[00:42:52] [SPEAKER_00]: that are trying to find their way back

[00:42:54] [SPEAKER_00]: to the and so when you were saying all that I was picture

[00:42:55] [SPEAKER_00]: and all the little things working up in the head

[00:42:58] [SPEAKER_00]: you know the imagination

[00:42:58] [SPEAKER_00]: being stored the creativity

[00:42:59] [SPEAKER_00]: piece something that you know

[00:43:00] [SPEAKER_00]: maybe it throughout a little while

[00:43:01] [SPEAKER_00]: goes back in there you're addressing it again

[00:43:03] [SPEAKER_00]: yeah it's good stuff

[00:43:04] [SPEAKER_00]: I think exercise and polish

[00:43:05] [SPEAKER_00]: up the imagination is good

[00:43:07] [SPEAKER_00]: my get's a little bit

[00:43:08] [SPEAKER_00]: predictable at times

[00:43:09] [SPEAKER_00]: so I think it's good to shake it up

[00:43:10] [SPEAKER_01]: yeah

[00:43:10] [SPEAKER_01]: I think you just want to

[00:43:12] [SPEAKER_01]: constantly picture what you prefer

[00:43:13] [SPEAKER_01]: you want to constantly see

[00:43:16] [SPEAKER_01]: here

[00:43:17] [SPEAKER_01]: taste whatever

[00:43:18] [SPEAKER_01]: what you prefer

[00:43:19] [SPEAKER_01]: to experience and do it over and over

[00:43:21] [SPEAKER_01]: and over again

[00:43:21] [SPEAKER_01]: like even

[00:43:22] [SPEAKER_01]: like you know someone will piss you off

[00:43:23] [SPEAKER_01]: and then in your mind you

[00:43:25] [SPEAKER_01]: cuts them out

[00:43:25] [SPEAKER_01]: so instead of doing that

[00:43:27] [SPEAKER_01]: you can actually have like

[00:43:28] [SPEAKER_01]: respectable conversation

[00:43:29] [SPEAKER_01]: when I'm an imagination

[00:43:30] [SPEAKER_01]: and then see how that plays out

[00:43:32] [SPEAKER_01]: for you like

[00:43:32] [SPEAKER_01]: what the juices you're

[00:43:34] [SPEAKER_01]: doing is what you taste like

[00:43:35] [SPEAKER_01]: so in your head if you're just

[00:43:36] [SPEAKER_01]: doing an anger and frustration

[00:43:39] [SPEAKER_01]: and unworthyness

[00:43:40] [SPEAKER_01]: and things of that nature

[00:43:40] [SPEAKER_01]: that's the energy that you're putting

[00:43:42] [SPEAKER_01]: off into the world

[00:43:43] [SPEAKER_01]: but if you're imagination

[00:43:44] [SPEAKER_01]: and you're imagining love

[00:43:46] [SPEAKER_01]: and abundance and joy

[00:43:48] [SPEAKER_01]: and just fun stuff

[00:43:49] [SPEAKER_01]: that's what you're bathing in

[00:43:50] [SPEAKER_01]: and that's what you're going to receive more from the world.

[00:43:53] [SPEAKER_01]: So you really want to have

[00:43:53] [SPEAKER_01]: an active imagination

[00:43:54] [SPEAKER_01]: that's intentionally focused on what you prefer

[00:43:56] [SPEAKER_01]: and it's a practice

[00:43:57] [SPEAKER_01]: something you have to do every day

[00:43:59] [SPEAKER_01]: but the more you practice it

[00:44:00] [SPEAKER_01]: better you get

[00:44:00] [SPEAKER_01]: and you'll even start

[00:44:01] [SPEAKER_01]: maybe imagining something you don't prefer

[00:44:03] [SPEAKER_01]: and you'll auto-correct yourself

[00:44:04] [SPEAKER_01]: and get back into the mix

[00:44:05] [SPEAKER_01]: so that's how you know

[00:44:06] [SPEAKER_01]: you got a good hold on

[00:44:09] [SPEAKER_00]: I like it

[00:44:10] [SPEAKER_00]: this is one of those episodes

[00:44:11] [SPEAKER_00]: I'll have to listen back a few times

[00:44:12] [SPEAKER_00]: I'm telling you

[00:44:13] [SPEAKER_00]: it's like a motivational piece

[00:44:14] [SPEAKER_00]: you drop in jams

[00:44:15] [SPEAKER_00]: there's some good stuff

[00:44:15] [SPEAKER_01]: we just got an am just scratching the surface

[00:44:17] [SPEAKER_01]: like it really get deeper

[00:44:18] [SPEAKER_01]: but I don't know

[00:44:19] [SPEAKER_01]: I don't just scratch the surface

[00:44:19] [SPEAKER_00]: it's like listening

[00:44:20] [SPEAKER_00]: like this is good

[00:44:21] [SPEAKER_00]: taking mental notes over here

[00:44:23] [SPEAKER_00]: yeah

[00:44:23] [SPEAKER_01]: because we don't talk about it enough

[00:44:24] [SPEAKER_01]: like I said this is probably the

[00:44:26] [SPEAKER_01]: be in part of who we are right

[00:44:27] [SPEAKER_01]: imagination is a very

[00:44:28] [SPEAKER_01]: one of your number one power tools

[00:44:30] [SPEAKER_01]: and if you don't know how to use your imagination

[00:44:32] [SPEAKER_01]: is being used against you

[00:44:34] [SPEAKER_01]: like all these companies

[00:44:35] [SPEAKER_01]: what they want is your attention

[00:44:37] [SPEAKER_01]: because they know how powerful your attention is

[00:44:39] [SPEAKER_01]: and a lot of times

[00:44:40] [SPEAKER_01]: you spend so much time

[00:44:41] [SPEAKER_01]: putting our attention outward

[00:44:43] [SPEAKER_01]: we have no attention inward

[00:44:44] [SPEAKER_01]: and in our lives aren't what they want them to be

[00:44:47] [SPEAKER_01]: but when you learn how to focus on yourself

[00:44:49] [SPEAKER_01]: and give yourself that attention

[00:44:50] [SPEAKER_01]: put that attention into your imagination

[00:44:53] [SPEAKER_01]: it works wonders

[00:44:54] [SPEAKER_01]: like before you go to sleep

[00:44:55] [SPEAKER_01]: imagine different things

[00:44:56] [SPEAKER_01]: and let the subconscious work for you

[00:44:58] [SPEAKER_01]: while you sleep in

[00:44:58] [SPEAKER_01]: I got that from Wayne Dyer early

[00:45:00] [SPEAKER_01]: like years and years and years ago

[00:45:02] [SPEAKER_01]: and it's something I'm still working on

[00:45:04] [SPEAKER_01]: doing because I'm not just getting tired

[00:45:05] [SPEAKER_01]: I'd be knocked out

[00:45:07] [SPEAKER_01]: but it's something I work on

[00:45:08] [SPEAKER_01]: practicing all the time

[00:45:09] [SPEAKER_01]: because it makes a difference

[00:45:11] [SPEAKER_01]: how you see yourself in your imagination

[00:45:13] [SPEAKER_01]: is what you end up being

[00:45:15] [SPEAKER_00]: period

[00:45:16] [SPEAKER_00]: and we're constantly being sold to all the time

[00:45:18] [SPEAKER_00]: like you're saying

[00:45:19] [SPEAKER_00]: it's a competition for our attention

[00:45:20] [SPEAKER_00]: people you know whether it's tick-tock reals

[00:45:22] [SPEAKER_00]: shorts, you name it

[00:45:23] [SPEAKER_00]: or a commercial that pops on for a 30 second

[00:45:25] [SPEAKER_00]: I have a four movie

[00:45:26] [SPEAKER_00]: they're always battling for our time in mind

[00:45:29] [SPEAKER_00]: and when you give into that kind of stuff

[00:45:30] [SPEAKER_00]: it's like it's a separation

[00:45:32] [SPEAKER_00]: and a simulation into a materialistic world

[00:45:34] [SPEAKER_00]: that doesn't allow you to feel

[00:45:35] [SPEAKER_00]: almost like a cyborg if you were

[00:45:38] [SPEAKER_00]: and that's scary

[00:45:38] [SPEAKER_01]: and they do that intentionally

[00:45:40] [SPEAKER_01]: and that's why you have to like

[00:45:41] [SPEAKER_01]: you have to slowly pull back

[00:45:43] [SPEAKER_01]: the reins of your mind

[00:45:44] [SPEAKER_01]: and get your mind to be able to focus

[00:45:45] [SPEAKER_01]: that's why meditate

[00:45:47] [SPEAKER_01]: and do different stuff

[00:45:47] [SPEAKER_01]: because like you said tick-tocks

[00:45:49] [SPEAKER_01]: man, you watch YouTube sure

[00:45:50] [SPEAKER_01]: if you go video video video video

[00:45:53] [SPEAKER_01]: so when someone's talking to you

[00:45:54] [SPEAKER_01]: you're a tick-toot is way over here

[00:45:56] [SPEAKER_01]: because they talked to you for 60 seconds

[00:45:58] [SPEAKER_01]: you don't have the bandwidth for that anymore

[00:45:59] [SPEAKER_01]: because now we're watching videos

[00:46:00] [SPEAKER_01]: aren't longer than 60 seconds

[00:46:02] [SPEAKER_01]: so you have to really really

[00:46:04] [SPEAKER_01]: learn how to focus

[00:46:05] [SPEAKER_01]: and learn how to hold onto that

[00:46:07] [SPEAKER_01]: and if not then you're going to be getting used

[00:46:10] [SPEAKER_01]: as someone else's vision

[00:46:11] [SPEAKER_01]: that's how it looks at it

[00:46:12] [SPEAKER_01]: that's true

[00:46:12] [SPEAKER_01]: so if you're going to work your own vision

[00:46:14] [SPEAKER_01]: or you're going to be working as someone else's vision

[00:46:16] [SPEAKER_00]: that's basically what it is

[00:46:16] [SPEAKER_00]: and we have the choice

[00:46:17] [SPEAKER_00]: I mean it's all tangible

[00:46:19] [SPEAKER_00]: it's all right here but we control

[00:46:20] [SPEAKER_01]: I love how you say that we all have a choice

[00:46:22] [SPEAKER_01]: life is a decision

[00:46:23] [SPEAKER_01]: you can decide to be happy

[00:46:25] [SPEAKER_01]: you can decide to love yourself

[00:46:26] [SPEAKER_01]: you can decide to enjoy life

[00:46:28] [SPEAKER_01]: you decide not to

[00:46:28] [SPEAKER_01]: but it is your choice

[00:46:30] [SPEAKER_01]: I think in the day

[00:46:31] [SPEAKER_00]: yeah

[00:46:31] [SPEAKER_00]: there's a lot of influences

[00:46:32] [SPEAKER_00]: pulling on that choice

[00:46:33] [SPEAKER_00]: you know in folks experience

[00:46:34] [SPEAKER_00]: you got these strong influence

[00:46:36] [SPEAKER_01]: that's true

[00:46:36] [SPEAKER_01]: that's why your relationship

[00:46:37] [SPEAKER_01]: put yourself as the number one

[00:46:39] [SPEAKER_01]: because everything comes from that

[00:46:40] [SPEAKER_01]: if you don't have a good relationship

[00:46:42] [SPEAKER_01]: with yourself

[00:46:42] [SPEAKER_01]: you're going to get pulled in

[00:46:43] [SPEAKER_01]: a million different directions

[00:46:45] [SPEAKER_00]: yeah it's very true

[00:46:46] [SPEAKER_00]: so if someone came to you

[00:46:47] [SPEAKER_00]: to say I'm struggling with tick talks

[00:46:48] [SPEAKER_00]: I can't get off it

[00:46:49] [SPEAKER_00]: and I just feel worthless

[00:46:51] [SPEAKER_00]: after and I don't feel good about myself

[00:46:52] [SPEAKER_00]: how do I get back on track

[00:46:53] [SPEAKER_00]: would you tell them

[00:46:55] [SPEAKER_01]: I would tell number one

[00:46:56] [SPEAKER_01]: get off tick talk a little bit

[00:46:57] [SPEAKER_01]: put off some meditation music

[00:46:58] [SPEAKER_01]: and just sit back

[00:46:59] [SPEAKER_01]: breathe deep

[00:47:00] [SPEAKER_01]: like start practicing

[00:47:01] [SPEAKER_01]: on a daily basis

[00:47:03] [SPEAKER_01]: five to ten minutes

[00:47:04] [SPEAKER_01]: put like what I like to do is go on YouTube

[00:47:07] [SPEAKER_01]: put five minute meditation

[00:47:08] [SPEAKER_01]: timid meditation

[00:47:09] [SPEAKER_01]: so I know this is how long it is

[00:47:10] [SPEAKER_01]: and I keep looking at my phone

[00:47:11] [SPEAKER_01]: and making sure I run over time

[00:47:13] [SPEAKER_01]: and then for that timeframe

[00:47:14] [SPEAKER_01]: just breathe deep into the body

[00:47:16] [SPEAKER_01]: so breathe in for four seconds

[00:47:17] [SPEAKER_01]: breathe out for four seconds

[00:47:18] [SPEAKER_01]: focus on that for a little bit

[00:47:20] [SPEAKER_01]: then stop counting

[00:47:21] [SPEAKER_01]: and just breathe in

[00:47:22] [SPEAKER_01]: and fill the coolness going in

[00:47:23] [SPEAKER_01]: fill the warmth going out

[00:47:25] [SPEAKER_01]: fill it in your gut

[00:47:26] [SPEAKER_01]: focus on your heartbeat

[00:47:28] [SPEAKER_01]: but just focus putting attention in the body

[00:47:30] [SPEAKER_01]: so if you start doing that

[00:47:32] [SPEAKER_01]: for five minute blocks

[00:47:33] [SPEAKER_01]: it will be easier for you to focus on

[00:47:37] [SPEAKER_01]: nothing

[00:47:37] [SPEAKER_01]: when you're not in front of your phone

[00:47:39] [SPEAKER_01]: people don't want to deal with themselves

[00:47:41] [SPEAKER_01]: so they avoid it like the play

[00:47:43] [SPEAKER_01]: but when you slow down

[00:47:44] [SPEAKER_01]: you just breathe into the body a little bit

[00:47:46] [SPEAKER_01]: it'll be more and more open

[00:47:47] [SPEAKER_01]: it's been time for yourself

[00:47:49] [SPEAKER_01]: and start to deal with yourself

[00:47:50] [SPEAKER_01]: and then getting to love and know your soul

[00:47:51] [SPEAKER_03]: it becomes a very peaceful place

[00:47:53] [SPEAKER_03]: over time

[00:47:54] [SPEAKER_03]: very much so it's like we will avoid it

[00:47:56] [SPEAKER_01]: so you're not at peace

[00:47:57] [SPEAKER_01]: but you've had your own experience

[00:47:59] [SPEAKER_01]: right

[00:48:00] [SPEAKER_01]: when you decided to go inside

[00:48:01] [SPEAKER_01]: and connect with yourself

[00:48:02] [SPEAKER_01]: I'm just so much more at peace now

[00:48:04] [SPEAKER_03]: yeah I'm just there

[00:48:05] [SPEAKER_03]: and look

[00:48:06] [SPEAKER_03]: I get trapped into the

[00:48:08] [SPEAKER_03]: doing scroll just like everybody else

[00:48:10] [SPEAKER_03]: and it's like about an hour and a half

[00:48:13] [SPEAKER_03]: is when I start to feel the anxiety

[00:48:16] [SPEAKER_03]: creeping

[00:48:17] [SPEAKER_04]: right

[00:48:18] [SPEAKER_03]: to where it's like what am I doing

[00:48:19] [SPEAKER_03]: like I know I could like go start the laundry

[00:48:22] [SPEAKER_03]: or do some shit

[00:48:24] [SPEAKER_03]: but like one thing

[00:48:26] [SPEAKER_03]: once you like have found yourself

[00:48:28] [SPEAKER_03]: and happiness

[00:48:28] [SPEAKER_03]: and your compulsion goes

[00:48:31] [SPEAKER_03]: sometimes like

[00:48:32] [SPEAKER_03]: I don't know

[00:48:33] [SPEAKER_03]: because you get used to things

[00:48:35] [SPEAKER_03]: all right

[00:48:36] [SPEAKER_03]: so like you kind of get like bored

[00:48:37] [SPEAKER_03]: with this level that you've reached

[00:48:40] [SPEAKER_03]: and like so

[00:48:41] [SPEAKER_03]: like

[00:48:41] [SPEAKER_03]: and I've said this to some of our peers

[00:48:43] [SPEAKER_03]: like Clinton stuff

[00:48:44] [SPEAKER_03]: because he's very successful

[00:48:47] [SPEAKER_03]: and it's always looking for something to do

[00:48:49] [SPEAKER_03]: and so I'm always like

[00:48:51] [SPEAKER_03]: man

[00:48:51] [SPEAKER_03]: like sometimes the silence

[00:48:53] [SPEAKER_03]: and boredom

[00:48:55] [SPEAKER_03]: is peaceful

[00:48:56] [SPEAKER_03]: and like we earned that

[00:48:58] [SPEAKER_03]: and it's just quiet

[00:49:00] [SPEAKER_03]: and it's slow right now

[00:49:02] [SPEAKER_03]: and it might be a slow week

[00:49:04] [SPEAKER_03]: or like you know the momentum

[00:49:05] [SPEAKER_03]: slowing in some kind of way

[00:49:07] [SPEAKER_03]: I'm like that's actually like a blessing

[00:49:09] [SPEAKER_03]: to kind of just slow down

[00:49:11] [SPEAKER_03]: a little bit

[00:49:12] [SPEAKER_03]: and like have some peace

[00:49:14] [SPEAKER_03]: you know so

[00:49:15] [SPEAKER_03]: it's interesting

[00:49:16] [SPEAKER_03]: because I'm constantly doing all this stuff

[00:49:18] [SPEAKER_03]: yeah

[00:49:19] [SPEAKER_03]: I'm going to do sober October

[00:49:20] [SPEAKER_03]: by the way

[00:49:20] [SPEAKER_03]: well drinkless october

[00:49:22] [SPEAKER_03]: I'm still going to

[00:49:23] [SPEAKER_03]: soberer

[00:49:24] [SPEAKER_03]: yeah soberer or october

[00:49:26] [SPEAKER_03]: yeah

[00:49:26] [SPEAKER_00]: and you've room and improvement

[00:49:27] [SPEAKER_03]: yeah

[00:49:28] [SPEAKER_03]: yeah

[00:49:28] [SPEAKER_03]: because I just keep finding

[00:49:29] [SPEAKER_03]: with alcohol

[00:49:30] [SPEAKER_03]: like I don't

[00:49:32] [SPEAKER_03]: really benefit from it

[00:49:34] [SPEAKER_03]: and like I've went on and off

[00:49:36] [SPEAKER_03]: and then like not really on

[00:49:38] [SPEAKER_03]: but like occasionally

[00:49:38] [SPEAKER_03]: and like so

[00:49:40] [SPEAKER_03]: it's kind of just keeps morphing

[00:49:41] [SPEAKER_03]: and I generally think like

[00:49:43] [SPEAKER_03]: my overall attitude

[00:49:44] [SPEAKER_03]: in the last year

[00:49:45] [SPEAKER_03]: since I've been on this journey

[00:49:47] [SPEAKER_03]: I enjoy my time

[00:49:49] [SPEAKER_03]: more when I'm not drinking

[00:49:51] [SPEAKER_03]: and because it like

[00:49:53] [SPEAKER_03]: messes up my inhibitions

[00:49:54] [SPEAKER_03]: I want to drink again the next day

[00:49:55] [SPEAKER_03]: so if I do even have just two beverages

[00:49:58] [SPEAKER_03]: like my want

[00:49:59] [SPEAKER_03]: to drink the next day

[00:50:01] [SPEAKER_03]: has way increased

[00:50:02] [SPEAKER_03]: and then also

[00:50:04] [SPEAKER_03]: I'm more willing to like eat that

[00:50:06] [SPEAKER_03]: late night snack

[00:50:07] [SPEAKER_03]: and then maybe like fucker

[00:50:09] [SPEAKER_03]: like I'm feeling hungover

[00:50:10] [SPEAKER_03]: so I'll go eat shitty McDonald's

[00:50:12] [SPEAKER_03]: you know

[00:50:12] [SPEAKER_03]: these are all things that I was not doing

[00:50:15] [SPEAKER_03]: right

[00:50:15] [SPEAKER_03]: and McDonald's is a dick thing

[00:50:17] [SPEAKER_03]: so I'm just going to get on this

[00:50:18] [SPEAKER_03]: for like like I didn't eat a fucking

[00:50:21] [SPEAKER_03]: McDonald's hamburger

[00:50:22] [SPEAKER_03]: for like three years

[00:50:25] [SPEAKER_03]: I didn't eat one

[00:50:26] [SPEAKER_03]: I was always like

[00:50:26] [SPEAKER_03]: he just grows

[00:50:27] [SPEAKER_03]: and then one day

[00:50:30] [SPEAKER_03]: I fucking went and got one

[00:50:32] [SPEAKER_03]: and it was so good

[00:50:35] [SPEAKER_03]: and like

[00:50:36] [SPEAKER_03]: and I've been like

[00:50:37] [SPEAKER_03]: I went off on these

[00:50:38] [SPEAKER_03]: to the point where it's like

[00:50:40] [SPEAKER_03]: I'm like craving McDonald's hamburger

[00:50:42] [SPEAKER_03]: or still craving them

[00:50:43] [SPEAKER_03]: still

[00:50:43] [SPEAKER_03]: but that's a problem

[00:50:45] [SPEAKER_03]: especially because like

[00:50:46] [SPEAKER_03]: I'm hyperware of this stuff

[00:50:48] [SPEAKER_03]: and I'm like oh I'm definitely an addict

[00:50:49] [SPEAKER_03]: for this

[00:50:50] [SPEAKER_03]: like what are they putting in it

[00:50:51] [SPEAKER_03]: that makes it so addicting

[00:50:54] [SPEAKER_03]: like I know I know the hamburger

[00:50:56] [SPEAKER_03]: that my girlfriend made me at home

[00:50:58] [SPEAKER_03]: is way healthier and better than McDonald's

[00:51:00] [SPEAKER_03]: and a chemical burger

[00:51:01] [SPEAKER_03]: yeah but like

[00:51:02] [SPEAKER_03]: they're putting stuff in that

[00:51:04] [SPEAKER_03]: I swear to God

[00:51:05] [SPEAKER_01]: I'm absolutely bad

[00:51:06] [SPEAKER_03]: I was over the

[00:51:08] [SPEAKER_03]: I was going there from places

[00:51:09] [SPEAKER_00]: there. I followed the journey

[00:51:11] [SPEAKER_00]: you know

[00:51:12] [SPEAKER_00]: yeah

[00:51:12] [SPEAKER_00]: I mean things are always coming at us

[00:51:14] [SPEAKER_00]: you know the good

[00:51:14] [SPEAKER_00]: the bad the ugly whatever

[00:51:15] [SPEAKER_00]: it's just constantly there

[00:51:16] [SPEAKER_00]: for me like you know I've said

[00:51:17] [SPEAKER_00]: I had to get off the alcohol

[00:51:18] [SPEAKER_00]: because because that led

[00:51:19] [SPEAKER_00]: it was just one bad decision

[00:51:20] [SPEAKER_00]: after the next

[00:51:21] [SPEAKER_00]: you know and then it was always

[00:51:22] [SPEAKER_00]: justifying why I was drinking

[00:51:24] [SPEAKER_00]: it's podcast night

[00:51:25] [SPEAKER_00]: got a drink don't feel good

[00:51:26] [SPEAKER_00]: got it you know and so

[00:51:27] [SPEAKER_00]: eliminating that for me

[00:51:28] [SPEAKER_00]: was a huge start to my mental health

[00:51:30] [SPEAKER_00]: journey

[00:51:30] [SPEAKER_00]: you know

[00:51:32] [SPEAKER_00]: kind of cutting out that

[00:51:33] [SPEAKER_00]: the negativity and focus on

[00:51:34] [SPEAKER_00]: what's working

[00:51:35] [SPEAKER_00]: finding happiness through

[00:51:37] [SPEAKER_00]: sobriety things of that nature

[00:51:38] [SPEAKER_00]: so that's kind of the journey

[00:51:39] [SPEAKER_00]: I'm on

[00:51:39] [SPEAKER_01]: I used to drink too

[00:51:40] [SPEAKER_01]: and I stopped

[00:51:41] [SPEAKER_01]: because I was like

[00:51:42] [SPEAKER_01]: I was at the point where

[00:51:43] [SPEAKER_01]: I don't know if the way it may be

[00:51:44] [SPEAKER_01]: feeling anymore

[00:51:45] [SPEAKER_01]: I'm going to ask myself

[00:51:46] [SPEAKER_01]: can you have fun if you're not

[00:51:47] [SPEAKER_01]: drawn

[00:51:47] [SPEAKER_01]: and the answer was like

[00:51:49] [SPEAKER_01]: I didn't have a solid

[00:51:50] [SPEAKER_01]: yes on that

[00:51:50] [SPEAKER_01]: I didn't like that

[00:51:51] [SPEAKER_01]: so I was like yeah

[00:51:52] [SPEAKER_01]: I wasn't that healthy yes

[00:51:53] [SPEAKER_01]: No, I wasn't healthy

[00:51:55] [SPEAKER_00]: yeah

[00:51:55] [SPEAKER_00]: then it's a no

[00:51:56] [SPEAKER_01]: so I started smoking weed

[00:51:58] [SPEAKER_01]: so I smelled weed instead of

[00:51:59] [SPEAKER_01]: drink but I liked that

[00:52:00] [SPEAKER_01]: I prefer that over drinking

[00:52:02] [SPEAKER_01]: I feel like

[00:52:03] [SPEAKER_01]: I don't like to you

[00:52:04] [SPEAKER_01]: to your point

[00:52:05] [SPEAKER_01]: when you're drunk

[00:52:06] [SPEAKER_01]: you just do

[00:52:06] [SPEAKER_01]: stupid shit

[00:52:07] [SPEAKER_01]: some people

[00:52:08] [SPEAKER_01]: saying like

[00:52:09] [SPEAKER_01]: I was at the last time where

[00:52:10] [SPEAKER_01]: I really decided

[00:52:11] [SPEAKER_01]: I'm really done drinking

[00:52:12] [SPEAKER_01]: I was in Houston

[00:52:13] [SPEAKER_01]: with my lady

[00:52:14] [SPEAKER_01]: we've had the food truck

[00:52:16] [SPEAKER_01]: and I stole their hot sauce

[00:52:17] [SPEAKER_01]: I asked the person

[00:52:18] [SPEAKER_01]: to toss in the bag

[00:52:19] [SPEAKER_01]: and I'm like

[00:52:20] [SPEAKER_01]: I might not put enough

[00:52:21] [SPEAKER_01]: so I grabbed some

[00:52:22] [SPEAKER_01]: and the next day

[00:52:23] [SPEAKER_01]: I woke up

[00:52:24] [SPEAKER_01]: I just felt so bad

[00:52:25] [SPEAKER_03]: because everyone had all

[00:52:26] [SPEAKER_03]: extra hot sauce

[00:52:26] [SPEAKER_01]: I had way more than no sauce

[00:52:28] [SPEAKER_01]: than the bag

[00:52:29] [SPEAKER_01]: and then I went to

[00:52:30] [SPEAKER_01]: I stole their hot sauce

[00:52:31] [SPEAKER_01]: I was like

[00:52:31] [SPEAKER_01]: they have to go and get another one

[00:52:32] [SPEAKER_01]: but I didn't like the way

[00:52:33] [SPEAKER_01]: that made me feel as a person

[00:52:34] [SPEAKER_01]: I'm overfilm like this

[00:52:36] [SPEAKER_01]: and after a while

[00:52:37] [SPEAKER_01]: it's like how much can you drink

[00:52:39] [SPEAKER_01]: you know

[00:52:39] [SPEAKER_01]: I want to just

[00:52:40] [SPEAKER_01]: just keep drinking

[00:52:41] [SPEAKER_01]: yeah I want to do other stuff

[00:52:42] [SPEAKER_01]: I drink and it's cool

[00:52:43] [SPEAKER_01]: but I want to experience

[00:52:44] [SPEAKER_01]: other things

[00:52:44] [SPEAKER_01]: so I'm with y'all

[00:52:45] [SPEAKER_01]: like I stop drinking

[00:52:46] [SPEAKER_01]: and a lot of things open

[00:52:48] [SPEAKER_01]: up from me

[00:52:48] [SPEAKER_01]: I feel like I got a better

[00:52:50] [SPEAKER_01]: understanding

[00:52:51] [SPEAKER_01]: who I am as a person

[00:52:53] [SPEAKER_01]: again I can have fun

[00:52:54] [SPEAKER_01]: I don't have to be

[00:52:55] [SPEAKER_01]: drunk

[00:52:56] [SPEAKER_01]: again looks better

[00:52:57] [SPEAKER_01]: yeah

[00:52:57] [SPEAKER_01]: I mean I've just still

[00:52:58] [SPEAKER_01]: I've got to do

[00:52:59] [SPEAKER_03]: a better since you've got

[00:53:01] [SPEAKER_03]: not on wraps

[00:53:01] [SPEAKER_00]: yeah thanks

[00:53:02] [SPEAKER_00]: yeah I'm better

[00:53:03] [SPEAKER_00]: I drink about

[00:53:04] [SPEAKER_00]: you know

[00:53:04] [SPEAKER_00]: 12-18 beers a day

[00:53:06] [SPEAKER_00]: every day

[00:53:06] [SPEAKER_00]: you do that over time

[00:53:07] [SPEAKER_00]: it's not going to end well

[00:53:08] [SPEAKER_00]: yeah

[00:53:09] [SPEAKER_00]: yeah I think you hit nail

[00:53:11] [SPEAKER_00]: and you hit all those things

[00:53:12] [SPEAKER_00]: you know

[00:53:12] [SPEAKER_00]: it doesn't it wasn't adding value

[00:53:14] [SPEAKER_00]: yeah

[00:53:15] [SPEAKER_00]: and it became too much of a

[00:53:16] [SPEAKER_00]: it became a part of who I was

[00:53:18] [SPEAKER_00]: yeah

[00:53:19] [SPEAKER_04]: yeah

[00:53:19] [SPEAKER_00]: yeah

[00:53:19] [SPEAKER_00]: yeah

[00:53:19] [SPEAKER_00]: yeah

[00:53:19] [SPEAKER_00]: yeah

[00:53:19] [SPEAKER_00]: yeah

[00:53:19] [SPEAKER_00]: yeah

[00:53:20] [SPEAKER_00]: yeah

[00:53:20] [SPEAKER_00]: yeah

[00:53:20] [SPEAKER_00]: yeah

[00:53:22] [SPEAKER_00]: yeah

[00:53:23] [SPEAKER_00]: you're doing better

[00:53:50] [SPEAKER_03]: night. But here I am, you know, I listen to and inhale Bob Marley basically daily.

[00:53:57] [SPEAKER_03]: So it's like, yeah, I do listen. I like Bob Marley. Yeah, I've put him on, you know,

[00:54:02] [SPEAKER_03]: it's about the five. It's good music. You know, if you listen, I hear some birds

[00:54:06] [SPEAKER_03]: outside. I'm like three little birds. It's good stuff. And I can't do it before work.

[00:54:11] [SPEAKER_00]: Like we talked about, I still, like they're still kind of that after work relax period

[00:54:15] [SPEAKER_03]: where, you know, but still, it's still, it still sucks. It still sucks. It's still

[00:54:20] [SPEAKER_03]: like this marijuana get like, this get out of jail free card. Now because I don't feel

[00:54:26] [SPEAKER_01]: it's some substances like think about shrumes, right? Or think about marijuana or then

[00:54:31] [SPEAKER_01]: think about heroin and think about cocaine. Yeah. Okay. Shrooms to me are, it's a psychedelic

[00:54:37] [SPEAKER_01]: but it helps you like connect who you are. I've had like some emotional breakdown,

[00:54:42] [SPEAKER_01]: breakthroughs on shrumes. I've had, you know, just incredible nights. I flex out in music

[00:54:45] [SPEAKER_01]: video and everything was just fun and airy. I fight those that in marijuana is a way

[00:54:50] [SPEAKER_01]: different experience than heroin and meth in cocaine. But it's still like taking substance

[00:54:56] [SPEAKER_03]: abuse. It's still taking your substance. It's still taking your substance. Like even

[00:55:00] [SPEAKER_03]: joining in herb, like even caffeine is like a type of substance abuse. I know. I know.

[00:55:07] [SPEAKER_03]: See, that's what I'm talking about. Like because I give it that past. I see the

[00:55:10] [SPEAKER_01]: life I be, I've been chilling on my definitions. I recognize definitions. We don't

[00:55:16] [SPEAKER_01]: you don't want to define things so much. You know, we would they raise us to be very definitive

[00:55:20] [SPEAKER_03]: with things. You don't want to define stuff all the time. I like living in the gray where

[00:55:23] [SPEAKER_01]: you're going with this. Well because like for instance say you're dating somebody and you

[00:55:27] [SPEAKER_01]: dig in them and you like being around them and stuff, but you don't have a title. And the

[00:55:32] [SPEAKER_01]: never one thing like what are we doing? What is this? Where are we going? It's sometimes

[00:55:36] [SPEAKER_01]: putting a title on a coronavirus or a virus that just experiences seeing where it's taken

[00:55:40] [SPEAKER_01]: from what it is. Yeah, just flowing with it and seeing what it is are rushed to define things

[00:55:45] [SPEAKER_01]: that makes us judge things and judgment is the root of all suffering. So when we're judging

[00:55:50] [SPEAKER_01]: things, that's when their suffering comes from. So like when you do something and you judge

[00:55:54] [SPEAKER_01]: yourself for it, it's not the thing that was bad. It's the judgment that feels bad. So you associate

[00:55:59] [SPEAKER_01]: that bad feeling with the thing. It's really your judgment of the thing that was, it didn't feel

[00:56:03] [SPEAKER_01]: good because the events themselves are neutral. It's our definition of the event that adds the

[00:56:09] [SPEAKER_01]: life itself is neutral until you put meaning on it. Very true. So it's like I don't be fast at

[00:56:14] [SPEAKER_01]: the five things. I don't think about for me, I don't think about smoking or whatever Bob Marley

[00:56:20] [SPEAKER_01]: as substance abuse because I don't want to define my stuff in that way but I also really see it.

[00:56:26] [SPEAKER_03]: I didn't want to either and then I had to go down this long cold hard road and looking at

[00:56:31] [SPEAKER_03]: things and like I do it daily but at the same time there's part of me that I know deep down

[00:56:37] [SPEAKER_03]: is like why can't I just not be on anything at all and be chill? But there might be

[00:56:43] [SPEAKER_01]: time for that. Maybe that time is not now. Maybe three years from now, I'll see you like yeah

[00:56:47] [SPEAKER_01]: I don't even do that in a while. I'm just like I have that point where I told John wants to want to be.

[00:56:51] [SPEAKER_03]: Because you want to not go off. You know we got the the paint killers off. We've shown it with the alcohol

[00:56:56] [SPEAKER_03]: and stuff. It's maybe it's not top of that cycle. It's a process. You know what I'm saying? Like

[00:57:00] [SPEAKER_01]: can you do where you're at? Like you'll be where you want to be. Trust and know like you'll be where

[00:57:04] [SPEAKER_01]: you want to be. But it's the daily decision so you'll know like when it's time for you to not do that

[00:57:09] [SPEAKER_01]: anymore, you won't have no desire to do it. That's true. That's true. That's true. Yeah. Best way to

[00:57:14] [SPEAKER_00]: describe it. That's why I feel alcohol out there. I was over it needed it was the end of the cycle

[00:57:18] [SPEAKER_00]: and you felt it. You felt it. And you followed it. Believe it. And living it. So yeah, no I agree with that.

[00:57:24] [SPEAKER_00]: That makes sense. It will be interesting to picture already though Bob Marley free. Yeah. I don't

[00:57:34] [SPEAKER_03]: like recently I did like two and a half weeks without it. Nice. I was fine. I felt great. Like it was

[00:57:39] [SPEAKER_03]: easy. I just wasn't enjoying my life as much. And that's the same thing that happened last time

[00:57:45] [SPEAKER_03]: I got off of it for six months. I was like nothing changed. Everything stayed the same other than

[00:57:50] [SPEAKER_03]: like I'm just not like you know wanting to click my heels up in the air as much. I feel like

[00:57:56] [SPEAKER_00]: that would come. I don't know what I don't know what it is. I think it will come in time. Because

[00:58:03] [SPEAKER_00]: Marley or not that's you. And because I'm kind of living that now with getting off the booze. I didn't

[00:58:07] [SPEAKER_00]: know what this race was going to feel like. This NASCAR we can never done it since so sudden without

[00:58:11] [SPEAKER_00]: it. And it was the best race we can ever had. I was just felt so much more there. The smell of

[00:58:15] [SPEAKER_00]: the cars, the sound of it, everything else, more there. I was living in the now kind of thing.

[00:58:19] [SPEAKER_00]: And that another affirmation was so awesome that I'm going to do it again and just kind of build on

[00:58:23] [SPEAKER_00]: that living in the now not getting too far ahead. Congratulations. Thank you. That's a big deal. Because

[00:58:28] [SPEAKER_01]: usually with events like that you can slip back because you're at the event. Like oh well just this

[00:58:32] [SPEAKER_01]: weekend. I'll get back on track when I get back with the fact that you didn't know that. I'm glad

[00:58:37] [SPEAKER_01]: that you experienced it. Yeah. I'm sure the filling was the reward within itself because they

[00:58:42] [SPEAKER_00]: inspired you to go to another one. Yeah. 100%. That's dope. Yeah, it's good feeling. One then you also

[00:58:47] [SPEAKER_03]: like saw that shit through. Yeah. Like you fucking stuck to your guns and did something that you've

[00:58:55] [SPEAKER_03]: experienced and you did it differently this time. Like that means something grow. Like I remember

[00:59:00] [SPEAKER_03]: when I was in Dringer for like four months I went camping. And like people were getting down

[00:59:05] [SPEAKER_03]: drinking and I didn't have a single drop of alcohol on the camping trip. That was the first time

[00:59:09] [SPEAKER_03]: in my life since being a kid that I did that I went on a camping trip and didn't drink. And like

[00:59:15] [SPEAKER_03]: coming home from that camping trip, I was totally good. I felt I felt accomplished. So good. Yeah you know

[00:59:21] [SPEAKER_03]: it's good feeling. So what what you got coming up, what is something is coming up where people can

[00:59:25] [SPEAKER_03]: come check you out see what you're doing, what what's upcoming? You know we got some shows

[00:59:29] [SPEAKER_01]: and some different events and things and it works the best thing for people to do is tune in with

[00:59:34] [SPEAKER_01]: me on IG. JDAAM underscore empower to talk is the same. JDAAM on YouTube. JDAAM on all streaming platforms,

[00:59:43] [SPEAKER_01]: Spotify, Apple Music, Amazon all that good stuff. And just tune in I'm releasing music. You know

[00:59:48] [SPEAKER_01]: I'm constantly making videos and messages about how to you know about our being this and how to

[00:59:53] [SPEAKER_01]: navigate our being side of things and being inside and you know creating your life and things

[00:59:58] [SPEAKER_01]: that nature. So I would just say, man tune in because just being in the space and we just listen

[01:00:04] [SPEAKER_01]: to it hearing it, erase your frequency up because I'm just talking about them higher level kind of things.

[01:00:09] [SPEAKER_03]: Love it. Yes, we will definitely leave all the links for all those websites below. Last time you were

[01:00:16] [SPEAKER_03]: on we told you that you were in the network, you're in the DCPC family. We will start we were getting

[01:00:22] [SPEAKER_03]: you back on. We got you back on for Rout to how was it? Did you have a good time? I had a great time.

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[01:00:51] [SPEAKER_00]: Alex exciting. I'm going to put it on my playlist all listen to it.

[01:00:53] [SPEAKER_00]: He's doing it. Yes, it's a great. It's a great piece of music. If you count up get that click count up.

[01:00:58] [SPEAKER_01]: Absolutely. So we only get better. You know what I'm saying? I started doing this right

[01:01:01] [SPEAKER_01]: to exercise in December. December 16th when I started this thing. So it's almost been a year.

[01:01:06] [SPEAKER_01]: Wow. And I'll be right at right every day. I've noticed. Yeah.

[01:01:09] [SPEAKER_03]: I noticed from the very first song years I was here in compared to now. I'm like, okay, yeah.

[01:01:14] [SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, there's some miracle growth that I'm trying to get. I'm just getting better with just

[01:01:19] [SPEAKER_01]: trying new things and new sounds and new ways. And so I'm excited to see how I continue to grow

[01:01:24] [SPEAKER_01]: and blossom because this is something I put my energy into on the daily practices music is one of them.

[01:01:31] [SPEAKER_01]: And I'm excited to see where we're going with it. And also just being a speaker and just being a

[01:01:34] [SPEAKER_01]: promoter of enjoying life. I feel like we need to talk about that more. We did not come here to struggle

[01:01:39] [SPEAKER_01]: and be stressed out that can happen. I'm not saying that that is totally not in our experience at all.

[01:01:44] [SPEAKER_01]: That's not the focal point. You know what I'm saying? Like the flat tire is not the highlight

[01:01:48] [SPEAKER_01]: of our road trip, but just something that happened. But the highlight is really enjoying

[01:01:52] [SPEAKER_01]: and life, man, enjoying yourself so you can enjoy life to the fullest because we came here

[01:01:56] [SPEAKER_01]: to enjoy a abundant love, a abundant wealth, perfect creative expression, and perfect health.

[01:02:02] [SPEAKER_03]: That's JDA. I am. I'm going to be there. I'm going to be there.

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[01:02:19] [SPEAKER_00]: Let's go, baby. That's a powerful clothes right there. We'll see all unhappy Friday tomorrow.

[01:02:22] [SPEAKER_01]: J and your fantastic faith. Hey gentlemen, thank you. I appreciate your job.