Jenna-rating Awareness for The Arts
Dani Baby: Living Vicariously Through MyselfApril 02, 2024
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Jenna-rating Awareness for The Arts

Jenna is currently starring in an amazing play "Noises Off" at the Arvada Center for Arts and Humanities. I had the pleasure of sitting in their countenance, and learning what fuels their desire to create, as well as support, this amazing community in the arts. Their conversation with younger self, and how much they continue learning about themselves by maintaining their curiosity and wonder to the world. Their art form and expression will have you shooketh and your joy enhanced!

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[00:00:05] All right y'all, hey it's me Dani Baby. I'm at Denver Community Media with the glorious

[00:00:13] Jenna. We're going to hold a little conversation we've never met in the flesh before so we're here

[00:00:18] right now getting ready to tune in and actively listen to what the brilliance of this human has to

[00:00:25] let us in on but right before that to prepare for active listening we're going to go ahead and

[00:00:30] stem it out for a minute you know just let the body move and any sound you want to make here we go.

[00:00:46] Thank you Jenna thank you so much for sitting in this chair with me today again just meeting you

[00:00:53] five minutes ago. Yeah so I would like to know really what brought you to wanting to sit in this chair

[00:01:01] today? Yes that's a good question. I think I think meeting strangers is very fascinating

[00:01:12] I think it's often scary and when you do scary things like good outcomes happen. This is true

[00:01:19] I appreciate that coming in with your earnest honest heart space I can feel it. I can feel that

[00:01:26] so I was connected to you because of Leslie over at our Vata Art Center and well it

[00:01:35] I think I mistitled that our Vata Center for Humanities and yeah for the arts and human.

[00:01:41] Okay thank you. Our Vata Center is we mean the biz. Oh yeah perfect. I just didn't want to

[00:01:47] misidentify that you know and speaking of identifiers you are what are your pronouns?

[00:01:54] I was like she they perfect and I am they them so I appreciate that. Any old way okay so connected to

[00:02:02] you from Leslie at the our Vata Center and I guess what I want to dive into because I've been fan

[00:02:08] human ever since I sat at the opening day but you had a big part of noises off. Can you talk

[00:02:16] about that for a second? Yes okay so it noises off I play poppy the stage manager and for those who

[00:02:24] don't know what noises off is about it's like acting theater company and act one is all about

[00:02:30] the rehearsal process act two is the backstage view of doing the show and then act three is the

[00:02:38] front stage view of doing the show as chaos ensues and whatnot and so as a stage manager my job is to

[00:02:44] kind of keep the machine going and and keep making sure that everyone's taking care of that props

[00:02:51] star where there's supposed to be and so in a farce I have a lot to do yeah for sure it's been really

[00:02:58] fun. Yeah so when I got to sit in there and watch it seriously one of my favorite plays I say this

[00:03:06] every single time I see a play but to see just like you know the stage moving the way that it did

[00:03:11] and how you know the beginning chaos was like a little bit there and then the secondary chaos and

[00:03:16] then the ending was just everything but your character in particular being someone that had to

[00:03:22] control or ease in the chaos is there any representation as to why you were drawn to that character

[00:03:29] that you were like I would love to be this character because it feels like something maybe I

[00:03:33] go through is there any type of I never thought of it that way but honestly like there are a lot

[00:03:40] of some already between me and my character and just like the trying to keep it all together while

[00:03:46] the world is burning yeah definitely can relate to as Jenna a human yeah but always like having

[00:03:54] a smile on your face and just like trying to handle everything even though sometimes it does

[00:04:00] become out of your control and there's like that that release and that like surrender to the world

[00:04:07] but yeah I think that my character does her best as well to hold it all in until they cannot

[00:04:15] I appreciate it because when I was witnessing it you know just you on the stage as the character portion

[00:04:23] a lot of times just still in the society sense that we're sitting in you know where there's

[00:04:28] a lot of male domination in certain things and to see you facilitate within the chaos that

[00:04:33] ensued because of the male characterships going on I thought was a really good representation

[00:04:40] of like how you just said you know showing up smile on my face everything's fine let me control

[00:04:45] everything but at the same token I'm still a person do you even see me do you hear me and um

[00:04:51] I think that's probably relatable for a lot of folks you know uh-huh I'd like to say for

[00:04:57] uterus owners both the owners that have to hold it together in so many instances and so does that

[00:05:05] does that feel like the character sometimes for you or just real life at times for

[00:05:09] for you um I think I think there's always an underlying feeling like that um I

[00:05:18] I think also there's like power in um

[00:05:24] in that how do I say this I feel like there's like power in also kind of being the still person and

[00:05:31] like kind of working behind the scenes which is very much what poppy does um the character that I play

[00:05:37] um and so I think that's also really fun to play with and um even though she may see some

[00:05:46] submissive she's still calling the shots absolutely yeah absolutely it's like that whole

[00:05:51] circumnavigating in other persons wisdom because you see you have the zoom out you're seeing more of

[00:05:57] the picture than they are exactly such a brilliant play and um what

[00:06:05] even though that you were a character on this specific set have you participated in anything else

[00:06:11] outside of just that within the Arvada Center yeah so um last year I've about a year a year ago exactly

[00:06:20] um to this day uh I was in a musical called Damien Gis okay um which I was I was playing

[00:06:27] a much a much more um outgoing character I say she was such a broad in the sense that she

[00:06:37] spoke her mind she was a journalist and she was always after that inside school yeah so that

[00:06:42] was a really fun character to play um uh before that I did a show a few years back called bus stop

[00:06:50] okay um we're it took place in the 50s and it was just all these like different characters coming

[00:06:55] into this like bus stop cafe okay which was really fun and I was kind of just going through

[00:07:01] like and having different conversations with each of these very different people so that

[00:07:05] was really cool and then I actually booked one my very first like professional gigs at the

[00:07:10] Arvada Center when I was 18 okay um and that was a musical called Miss I Gone okay wow so you've

[00:07:17] been at it for a few minutes yeah okay yeah I've been I've been acting for since I was a kid okay so

[00:07:23] speaking of childhood um what would your young self say to the self that's sitting here right now

[00:07:30] um what would my young self say to me right now um I think I think it'd probably be a little bit

[00:07:40] freaked out but I'm sorry I love it that's how I feel they might leave me free I mean if I were to like

[00:07:46] if as a younger self see my older self I'd be like are we messing with the time space continual

[00:07:51] what we're doing yeah it's a problem i think they wouldn't necessarily believe

[00:08:04] that I went on this path okay yeah because I went to an art school and I went to

[00:08:09] college for the arts but like I never really um was like casting anything even though

[00:08:15] I was like my focus was theater and music and everything I just didn't I wasn't given those

[00:08:22] opportunities so I always had to seek them out myself right okay um so the fact that I've been

[00:08:27] working as like a full-time artist full-time actor um it has honestly kind of felt like a miracle

[00:08:35] and like kind of amazing since I there were so many times in my journey where I was like I'm no one

[00:08:43] gets me no one knows where to put me um and so yeah I think I think my younger self would be really

[00:08:52] interested and I think if I had to say something my younger self is just like just keep doing what

[00:08:56] you're doing and and don't try to keep fitting into people's definition of who you are right just

[00:09:05] like to find who you are because that's um that's the journey and then like lean into that more

[00:09:11] because that's that's what's gonna get you to where you are and also get you to be happy

[00:09:19] right okay to be in your joy yeah on your joy space exactly so as a young person um is it safe to

[00:09:25] say that you kind of enjoyed like cause playing another person or you know like another identity at

[00:09:33] times while you were trying to figure out what it is that you wanted to do I wouldn't say that

[00:09:40] I enjoyed causing or whatever I think it really is the the medium that really excited me of like

[00:09:50] how do we tell a story that isn't just on the page how do we physicalize it how do we then use

[00:09:55] that to connect to people okay I think that's always been what's really interesting to me and even

[00:10:01] when I was like having doubts about whether acting was for me I still wanted to be involved in this

[00:10:08] like form of storytelling and question so I was like maybe I want to direct maybe I want to

[00:10:13] do all the research to tell the story be a dramaturg or maybe I need to be a stage manager

[00:10:19] in real life and so I I've always like just wanted to tell the story it was never about playing

[00:10:25] different parts for me okay I love that okay so it's more of the like you just said the storytelling

[00:10:31] but you get to take on that whole character and deliver that message like what vernacular do you use

[00:10:38] like you know like is it the young version of yourself you know the teenage version or where you're

[00:10:44] at now or is it like a whole different person that is sitting in the you know audience that you're

[00:10:50] trying to tell the story to how do who are you telling a story to when you take on a character

[00:10:55] who I think it depends on the story okay because like different things are for different people

[00:11:00] right um it sparks different conversations which I think is one of the beautiful things about storytelling

[00:11:07] like whether it's on film or stage um with noises off in particular I think it is for everyone who

[00:11:16] because we're going through such heavy stuff these days and so the the message of like what is

[00:11:21] laughter and like can I laugh at this can I laugh at them can I laugh at myself joy see myself in

[00:11:26] these characters right I think is really lovely but versus like another show where it's like oh

[00:11:31] maybe the message is specifically um to examine race or to examine queer culture or to examine whatever

[00:11:40] like and then so then then you're trying to reach out to more specific people in the audience right

[00:11:47] through also learning about yourself in that experience right important right yeah every single one

[00:11:54] of those characters up there there was a relatability on every level for me and I think that the beautiful

[00:12:00] thing was kind of allowing the chaos to be seen and it stirred something up in me just the

[00:12:08] connectivity because a lot of times um there's plays that I've been to where there's like such a

[00:12:13] reflective moment and it's just like a sweeps the audience in a silence and this one was like

[00:12:18] nobody could stop laughing tears were pouring down my face I could not stop laughing

[00:12:24] in your character uh particularly um in the second act and how you were trying to like

[00:12:31] micromanage everyone's emotions but still be aware that you had some too oh that was so brilliant

[00:12:36] and you just did a fantastic job so sitting with you today as Jenna I feel like I really don't

[00:12:44] obviously I don't know you but I feel like I'm getting to visit all these different mediums in

[00:12:48] which you exist so it's really really brilliant thank you so much for sitting with me um so to

[00:12:54] speak to that uh can I put can I just ask what drew you to our vata art center in general to start part

[00:13:03] taking in your maybe career there or yeah I think I think um when I auditioned for them at the

[00:13:11] like back in 2008 it was really just because they were doing a show that I wanted to be a part of

[00:13:15] okay um and then once I got to work there I I really just fell in love with that environment

[00:13:22] mm-hmm they drew so many like outside classes and it felt like really like an arts pub

[00:13:28] okay right and so they do dance classes they have galleries that change consistently and

[00:13:33] there's so much going on there and they really are just bringing in the community into that space

[00:13:39] and I think that's super super exciting and then since then I've just always had such wonderful

[00:13:44] experiences with like the design team the crew um everyone like the box office is always so super

[00:13:52] helpful oh like some of the best people are at that box office and like so I think

[00:13:58] going in day and day out has always been like a good vibe yeah um and so that's why I continually

[00:14:06] try to book jobs there yeah it's a good place to work yeah absolutely is there any other like

[00:14:14] locations or plays or activities that you're part of within the city that you would like to talk about

[00:14:20] um yeah I'm I kind of work all over thankfully okay um as a full-time artist you

[00:14:27] think you have that no mad life style sometimes um I've been really lucky to work at places like

[00:14:34] Miner's Ali performing arts center okay which is brand new they just moved into a new building as well

[00:14:40] and they're trying to also create a place for the community in golden okay um been heard of that

[00:14:45] yeah thank you yeah it's great um careers theaters a place I've used to work um which actually right

[00:14:52] now they're trying to do a whole thing where they're trying to raise money um because right now it's

[00:14:56] just like a hard time for for theater and they aren't so um if anyone listening has money to give

[00:15:03] please look up curious theater their um motto is no guts no story okay and I think that's really

[00:15:10] yeah that it is they've put on so many interesting plays that really provoke that which I have

[00:15:15] appreciated um the Denver Center is always great specifically off center okay um which is like

[00:15:22] their little side theater company which they focus on like immersive works and then I was

[00:15:29] lucky enough to work their lots okay um most recently I did um theater of the mind with David

[00:15:36] Byrne from talking head so it was really really awesome what a wonderful experience so

[00:15:42] there are the few communities that I really really enjoy and right now after this project

[00:15:47] I'll be going on to do a show in Carvindale which is super exciting okay you are in that no matter

[00:15:54] the way I love it but I love how everything that you're saying ties to community so they're

[00:16:00] I guess within that community itself is that something that you like really like to have a

[00:16:07] lining with your moral compass when you're working with a company or is it like you know I know we're

[00:16:12] all kind of like in a struggle space so we have to accept things maybe we don't want to do but

[00:16:17] typically it sounds like your focus is you know inclusivity in community and just you know

[00:16:22] that sounds like it's your moral compass yes and it is um I grew up in Denver okay and so

[00:16:31] I know a lot of these people that I'm working with very well and um so it does start to feel like

[00:16:39] a family right um and so it's like how do how does our family reach out to your family then

[00:16:45] like how do we bring in new people to join our big family and like it little things like that I

[00:16:50] think are important and and you do feel the sense of home in each different theater space

[00:16:56] and it's like also being led into their home right is like okay how do I honor your space and

[00:17:03] and I and I think it's um I think it's good I think this one makes theater so much different than

[00:17:08] like film it's like because you're constantly connecting to strangers or people that you've known for

[00:17:14] a long time and and working through a common goal and so yeah community is really important I

[00:17:20] agree with you on that um that's a big reason why I've been so drawn to the Arvada Center for

[00:17:26] like the last year and a half um it's just the sense of community that like the more regular you

[00:17:31] become going there like the more that they're like oh gosh like it's you again amazing how are

[00:17:37] you you know um so that's definitely like why I love supporting there I keep sending folks there

[00:17:43] just like Denver Community Media where we're sitting today that's allowing us to have this connectivity

[00:17:48] um but within community it's uh and you just brought up a point about film and how the

[00:17:54] you know I think that they're we're all witnessing within the industry the entertainment industry

[00:17:59] in general a big shift right now um and I think obviously through COVID too we all kind of went

[00:18:05] back to our screens you know and so we were watching a lot of you know the stars and stuff and now

[00:18:10] that shifting again we're starting to see how important the arts are to each community and I hope so

[00:18:17] I it's absolutely existing because uh to be honest I had only ever been to like one like a half

[00:18:23] of play when I was a kid I wasn't exposed to that I grew up in the sticks and so coming into this

[00:18:29] realm I'm like whoa if I would have had that representation at my age as a young person I don't think

[00:18:34] I would have so heavily relied on you know going into my teen years and my young adulthood looking

[00:18:41] to like movie stars if you will because that's all that I really had in my vernacular you know the

[00:18:46] entertainment industry that way versus knowing that there's a community community of entertainers

[00:18:51] and people that uh you know produce thought provoking things that really allow us to sit in like

[00:18:58] a healing space with ourselves right and so for me to witness what you all do has been healing

[00:19:06] absolutely curing my you know seasonal depression because you're in an interactive room

[00:19:12] with folks and you're feeling the abundance of joy you know just like elevating

[00:19:17] whereas you go to a theater like everybody's quiet don't make a sound don't peep and like I like

[00:19:21] interaction is a neurodivergent person it's very essential for me and so what would you like as

[00:19:29] you know as someone that's in these types of arts what's on your heart to let folks know that maybe

[00:19:35] don't have this representation and maybe they're just tuning in and they're hearing something like wow

[00:19:40] that exists what would you like someone to know about you know the community and what it's

[00:19:45] like to support your arts directly in your community hmm well I think the the thing that makes

[00:19:52] art so special is that I think there's this like a misconceived notion that art is very private

[00:20:03] and it's not like you could make art as a painter you can make art as a dancer you can make

[00:20:10] art as a musician actor but it really is the conversation it's what that piece does and the conversation

[00:20:19] that the outside person has with it right so if you're at a concert like you could sing all these

[00:20:24] songs they can make you feel good but it really comes down to like the people that are listening

[00:20:30] to this music what does that make them feel then it starts a conversation art starts conversations

[00:20:35] and like sometimes it's not easy to talk about hard things it's not easy to talk about good things

[00:20:40] like but that's why it's such a beautiful medium where it can just act as a vessel absolutely and

[00:20:49] and I think people forget that like art needs community art promotes conversation art

[00:20:57] is a catalyst for for connection absolutely and I and I think it doesn't have to always just be

[00:21:04] like this is my art and this could be whatever like you it's made to be shared

[00:21:10] and so therefore it needs people to also play an active role in that media you know

[00:21:17] and I agree absolutely and I think a lot of people don't realize that because we're because it could

[00:21:25] feel like very um solo mm-hmm whether you're like scrolling on your phone or whatever but you're

[00:21:32] still like making an active choice so um to have a comment in your brain or whatever but

[00:21:37] so what does that mean when you feel like just sure in a more live setting right right no I

[00:21:44] know absolutely no no no no no no it's absolutely especially for my brain because anytime I go into

[00:21:52] you know if I go into a like a theater where we're gonna watch a movie yeah it's all be quiet you

[00:21:58] can barely like it's just whispers but then you get into like a play environment and the theatrics

[00:22:03] and it's just like everybody is they're supporting someone you know which just makes the joy so much

[00:22:10] more abundant or the message you know or the thought provoking invoking of all the things

[00:22:16] and so I totally know what you mean when I walk into our vatisenter and I am like oh my gosh all

[00:22:21] these folks brought this together and then the awareness is let's all sit with what this art

[00:22:27] form is and how does it resonate with with each of us and so then I love when there's an

[00:22:32] intermission it gives us all a second to like you know move for a second stem it out then come back

[00:22:37] to that conversation that is being had in front of us that we get to interact with yeah and it's

[00:22:42] good because you feel each other's energy too um whether that's laughter and like laughter is super

[00:22:47] infectious and like that's great or whether you're watching like a drop like a drama and you can

[00:22:53] feel like the weight that people are are experiencing next to you and like that's really beautiful too

[00:23:01] to like oh man that just hit us all yeah like at this time and we don't have to process that with

[00:23:08] people next to us like what do you do with those feelings and right because I don't know I think

[00:23:14] it's really special oh god you're just like like you get it I get it now you need to go and watch a

[00:23:21] play okay that's all I got to say um so within this whole conversation which I've so very grateful

[00:23:27] that you're sitting here like I'm just fan-humaning even more I don't need to deal with myself

[00:23:31] I don't know how to act right but within that within the you know I asked you what would your younger

[00:23:39] self say to your older self and now that you're sitting here and you just had this beautiful way

[00:23:44] of explaining what plays and these art forms do and also speaking to the space that it doesn't have

[00:23:49] to be this like secret in this like you know kept to myself I'm gonna sidetrack for two seconds

[00:23:55] and we'll come back to that but I had never been privy to be in spaces like our vatisenter so I had no

[00:24:03] representation of what that looked like and then the older I got I just thought oh like I'm not

[00:24:07] gonna enter that's an art gallery or it's a play it's like for the rich you know and it's privy to

[00:24:13] you know there's not price inclusion I can't go it's too expensive and but that is not what our

[00:24:19] vatisenter is at all and just like you sitting here in this chair today just like taking the time

[00:24:26] to have a conversation outside of the character but relating to the character it just is allowing me

[00:24:31] to see that it's okay that I get to observe that world and be part of it and so like everyone

[00:24:37] to be a part of it yeah thank you so because of the impact that you have already had on me and

[00:24:43] you're not aware of it because like I'm gonna leave here like library screaming all day because I'm

[00:24:49] so excited about this conversation and just that you took time again outside of like okay I witnessed

[00:24:55] you here and now you made time to be here making it real and like tangible like oh my goodness like

[00:25:01] we're human and we can have these conversations what would yourself as you are right now say

[00:25:08] to your baby self now yeah I would I think it'd just be a conversation of like keep going

[00:25:17] keep trusting in yourself I think I honestly I could probably still learn more from my younger self

[00:25:22] and just like remember what it was to like have that child like curiosity and passion

[00:25:29] um and to not let the world completely make me so jaded you know I still learning from my younger

[00:25:36] self I don't know if I have much wisdom to bestow on them but I think they are still teaching me

[00:25:42] every day um but I yeah so I would just I would just want to sit with my younger self and kind of just

[00:25:52] go back and forth then talk about what we both know and like what I can remember and

[00:25:58] um yeah I don't know if that no absence the question but that's the most brilliant answer I've heard

[00:26:06] is like I'm still learning from my younger self and like kind of get back to that person yeah

[00:26:11] and that curiosity and wonder is so essential because we are stripped of that you know when we

[00:26:16] and that's part of our autonomy as a young person and then we're stripped of it and we begin to

[00:26:21] believe you know this is the direction and you have such a focal point in goals which is great but

[00:26:26] we miss out on watching and witnessing ourselves grow and we don't take enough time in the

[00:26:34] like the speed down and slow up if you will to just be like oh my gosh that that young person

[00:26:39] like I'm going back in time and my younger self is actually parenting my now so you know

[00:26:46] so I get it this has just been an absolutely brilliant conversation where can we like if we wanted

[00:26:55] to come and observe the art that you are in right now being noises off um when can we witness

[00:27:01] that with you um so if you go to the airvada center website or go and see the very nice box

[00:27:08] of this people at the airvada center and we have shows running Wednesday through Sunday okay

[00:27:14] have two shows on Wednesdays and two shows on Saturdays and we end the week with a Sunday matinee

[00:27:21] um yeah we're running a lot of shows um we close May 5th though okay so it's coming up please

[00:27:28] come watch our show it's gonna be so much fun okay amazing so you took time out of your busy

[00:27:33] schedule today to sit with me and I just want to give you some honor where it's due I barely know

[00:27:39] you but you have a very ethereal energy I see your earnest heart everything that you shared

[00:27:45] made me like helped me understand I'm right where I need to be you were a beautiful like

[00:27:52] reflection of that today so thank you yeah thank you really appreciate this moment with you

[00:27:58] right now so just want to again give some honor to our vada art center to Denver community media

[00:28:09] for allowing us to be in this studio today and I want to give some honor to Jenna and their younger

[00:28:16] cell you know because they came in and taught us a lot and if you just tune in and listen to what

[00:28:21] they are speaking to it's really the community base community to finding that family ship

[00:28:28] and then just kind of like existing in a way knowing that your curiosity and your wonder in the

[00:28:34] world is okay to have and to keep pursuing these things because we don't like we can set goals and

[00:28:40] believe that we're gonna be where we think we're gonna be and then look back and be like well

[00:28:45] if I didn't take a pause there I may not be where I am today so thank you for taking time

[00:28:52] and pausing with me today to just like tune in it's really really beautiful so y'all I'm never

[00:28:59] coming from a place of like oh we're out here trying to encourage folks we're just telling stories

[00:29:03] you know so if this pique your curiosity again all of the links will be in this podcast and if

[00:29:11] you would like to reach out to Jenna you can always go ahead and send me a message and I will relay

[00:29:18] that you know because Jenna be busy alright so with all of that being said not here to again sit in

[00:29:26] a toxic spiritual way and say I hope you're feeling encouraged today I just really hope that

[00:29:32] this brought forward and produced more joy for you to live in abundance with and if not then

[00:29:39] you can go ahead and move along but with all that being said do you have any last words Jenna

[00:29:46] for our listeners today um I just say your voice matters and conversation may be difficult

[00:29:57] but it's necessary for us to move forward and thank you for listening there we go all right y'all

[00:30:06] and just remember to continue creating earnestly in love we'll talk soon bye thank you for listening

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